part-time poet

Carol, she/her this is basicaly me overthinking and posting because life dosen't feel real anymore but also im super emotional so everything feels a bit too real and i am generally happy but i also cry a lot :)

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Intro post be aware idk ⭐️

HI IM Carolina, she/her, im 18 so don't be weird

- I will get offended if you tell me my hair is long. Its not. Its short, at least a medium or shoulder length. I do not have long hair

🐞SEND ASKS AND DMS AND INTERECT ALL YOU WANT, make me laugh and ask me stupid questions or make me question my sanity even more!!!! Love getting rrandom stuff on my inbox,.be not scared

💐 I love cutesy names, nicknames. Usually im Carol for friends and there's also people that call me Lina. You can call me love, darling, baby, babe, wife, bestie, pookie, sweetheart, everything of that sorts. You can even call me yours ;) okay im kidding the point is If you're not sure im comfortable with anything you want to say ask first. It wont do any harm, I promise. Ask, I'll still like you

Tags:

Most of my original poems are tagged with #my poetry

Most of poetry related stuff is tagged with #poetry

Most of random stuff thats just me talking is tagged with #i love yapping

I really have to organize my blog (but I wont)

No do not interects because 1)I love arguing with people on the internet or 2) I'll just block you

Music taste: i listen to a lot of random shit, but The Favors, Noah Kahan, Conan Gray, Olivia Rodrigo, Led Zeppelin, Queen, David Bowie, João Borsh, I cant remember more now sorry

Fandoms: Harry Potter, especially The Marauders (fuck JK Rowling), Roll/Shoot from the hip, Supernatural, From, Mr.Robot, Dead Poets society, Stranger things, Heated Rivalry, The Rocky Horor picture show i don't remember anything else buts i promise you there is more

I won't reblog any go fund me or stuff like that in this blog even if it is about the wars going on, It's not because I dont care: I have other spaces dedicated for that, plus I dont have my own money and can't donate, sorry BUT I WILL get very political on this blog

canvas used to clean brushes

I AM : a striper silently crying in the middle of dancing,

shiny and colorful make up pallete thats broken on the side,

summerdress with a leather jacket,

slithly unconfortable brown boots,

wanna be punk/pop/rock star,

sunglasses that keep falling,

The bug that gets killed and then thought off

failed high note by not super famous artist that gets clipped and put on youtube shorts

just a girl

lack of time

Noah kahan' discography

necklace bought for a friend but never actualy gifted

Updating this with a list of friends because its useful for other people just in case i loose my blog or stop posting or whatever

@attheendhello @mrecury42

@laininthemembrane @mymomtookmyshoes

@imkindasleepdeprived

@siriuslyepicrunner4 @redwine-supernova

@damsnackbar03

@very-confused-alpaca

⚡️Hm i don't know what to say I mean I have ideas but I probably would have to organize my blog first and I don't want toooooo

:)

🎀

I love mango its one of the best fruits ever

My favourite color is yellow

I love flowers

Yupi yay

[mymomtookmyshoes]

holy peak

is that a tropical party hmm

i love everything (the necklace is so cute)

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

It IS a tropical party how did you know?? Was it the giant sign behind me?? (The sign was actually very cutely done by my brothers girlfriend)

The shell necklace was gifted to me by my best friend

Also, I love you

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

I left home with make up the way i wanted it and what happens after that is not my responsibility

[then-the-sky-blinked]

HI ASPEN HOW ARE YOU

HIHIHIHIHIIIII

I'm good thanks

But suuuper tired lmao

How are youuuuuuu

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

IM GOOD BUt like not good because I just finished the book i have been wanting to read for years now and my friend gifted it to me for my birthday and I haven't finished a book in so long

So

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Oh how much i missed reading a book and being changed and oh how much i love jonh green

[itsm0onshine]

maybe YOUR fandom is constantly arguing. my fandom coordinated 452 people to 50/50 a poll about a cis man’a gender.

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Sended a 20 minute audio to my bestfriend about some shitty thoughts lately. I think I might actualy have ocd and I feel kinda crazy. I might just be eighteen or stupid. I might be completely "normal" and fine and not at all neurodivergent.

There's just some things that I idk it dosent feel normal or right for me to think like that

She will listen to it and awnser it and i love her and its okay

She's almost the only person irl and like kinda ever I have told stuff. And she dosent judge me for it and I love her. And she dosent treat me diferent for it and she loves me.

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

She hasn't listened to it yet so hm

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

She has listened to it, validated my feelings and told me it am indeed maybe a little bit crazy because some of these intrusive thoughts or whatever are maybe not really normal

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Kinda drunk hahaha

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Eclipse!!!!!

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Sended a 20 minute audio to my bestfriend about some shitty thoughts lately. I think I might actualy have ocd and I feel kinda crazy. I might just be eighteen or stupid. I might be completely "normal" and fine and not at all neurodivergent.

There's just some things that I idk it dosent feel normal or right for me to think like that

She will listen to it and awnser it and i love her and its okay

She's almost the only person irl and like kinda ever I have told stuff. And she dosent judge me for it and I love her. And she dosent treat me diferent for it and she loves me.

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

She hasn't listened to it yet so hm

[p3rpetual-moti0n]

Ouuuhhh I just found a picture of me when I was like 5 and I had the biggest grey eyes omg I was so cute

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

You still are

[attheendhello]

let's do a which minor gravity falls character are you quiz with papa

i don't wanna experience the horrors actually

@mrecury42 @schrodingersdumpsterfire @applepixls np + open tags :))

[mrecury42]

bro it’s been aeons since i watched the show i have no damn clue who this is

[attheendhello]

omg soos' awesome grandma

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

[sparkle-robin-4]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE

❤️❤️❤️❤️

I love you enjoy your day you are amazing

THANKS CAR UR THE BEST ✨✨

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

HOW IS YOUR DAY

ARE YOU DOING ANITHING SPECIAL FOR TODAY

ugh imagine youre doing a birthday party and I was not invited 🙄🙄 (I live in the other side of the world and its okay)

I HOPE YOU ARE AMAZING AND I HOPE YOU FEEL SO SO SPECIALY SPARKLY TODAY

[gluten-free-pussy]

I was high off my ass last night and had this dream where I was in this dense ass forest and sitting there was a tall woman. She was so tall I couldn’t see her face but she was wearing gold and I was like “uh…hi?” And she said “I made you, do you know that?” And I nodded and she was like “I hear your thoughts. Why do you hate my creation? Why do you try to destroy yourself? I made you perfect as you are. Please don’t break my heart”. Then she started crying and it flooded and I woke up with fucking heart palpitations like what does it Mean™️????

[animution11]

[royalhans]

polar opposite of this post

[hrmsketches]

inspiration struck and would not let me go until i drew this

edit: you can now get this comic as a print!

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Sended a 20 minute audio to my bestfriend about some shitty thoughts lately. I think I might actualy have ocd and I feel kinda crazy. I might just be eighteen or stupid. I might be completely "normal" and fine and not at all neurodivergent.

There's just some things that I idk it dosent feel normal or right for me to think like that

She will listen to it and awnser it and i love her and its okay

She's almost the only person irl and like kinda ever I have told stuff. And she dosent judge me for it and I love her. And she dosent treat me diferent for it and she loves me.

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Overalls for 2 euros

Patches that my best friend made me

My grandmother helped me sew

I think I'll be okay

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Last night i guess I was almost shot maybe anyway that will be a good story time for some day

[mymomtookmyshoes]

what

[iboughtyomamaflowers]

Yeah so basically im in my grandparents village and me and this group of friends from here decided to go to a village near by (like 30 min walk) at night and there's a short cut throw the woods and like okay we know this woods

Besides we wanted to find animals

So like okay we were On The Woods kinda in the middle of nowhere and long story short we hear some old man screaming from the village we are trying to get to (he saw us because we were using the flashlights from the phones and atp we are like 10 minutes away from the village)

He's screaming at us and he thinks we are robbers or are setting fire or smth and we get scared because we realize that this man hunts sometimes so we KNOW he has a big gun. We are shouting back that we are children and are from here but I dont think he listened to anything cause he kept thinking we were robbers

Then we realize that he's not alone and there's like at least 5 people with him so atp we are indeed kinda scared because he can totaly shoot us but also we're pretty sure he wont because how stupid can you be to just shoot random people in the woods in a place where there are no robbers

Haaaanim talking wayy to much already but basically my friend has family in that village so he called his grandmother who went and told the guy Not To Shoot Us Please. For dramatic purposes we hide in a abandoned house? in the meantime

So we get to the village and are received by that group of people and they are taking the skin of a dead goat. So thats also something

We go to the grandmother's house and this house is also creepy af to me because tehre are SO MANY security cameras and because this is the drunk guy of the village and he's not drunk but he's talking his medicine with wine ate its past midnight so still

Mind you, the grandmother is asking their pet bird (ilegal Grey parrot btw) to tell us to go to hell? "Pró caralho" and shove it up your ass? "Vai levar no cu" and for some reason this bird know how to say all this but only tells us to shut up

So that was fun. The night after this we went to other woods and found deer bones btw