james

he / him 21 ireland

[kosmogrl]

[2colde]

im getting on the crazy bus to crazy city

[paulfrankjuliusthemonkey]

anyway. onto better things

[sburbling]

onto better things thursday

[kosmogrl]

[idle-jams]

sometimes autism makes me behave like mac in the gang dines out

[idle-jams]

charlie kelly i love you

[girlbloke]

I could really do with a reward or incentive

[inky-sun]

[laterkiss]

i have [gestures vaguely] my tendencies

[stuckinapril]

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

[i-am-a-fish]

don't be mean to yourself that's you

[i-am-a-fish]

you live there

[heavenlycreatures]

finland, pietarsaari, 2020

[agnes-nielsens]

they call me the information withholder for reasons i won't get into

[hungwy]

theo van gogh was the one who suggested that his older brother vincent start seriously painting. as soon as theo was gainfully employed he gave vincent around 15% of his own yearly salary for art supplies, lodging, and food. about 2/3rds of vincent's surviving letters were to theo (including vincent's earliest and last letters), all of which were found stored in theo's desk. theo's child, vincent willem, was born on january 31st, 1890, and vincent was so delighted by his nephew that he painted almond blossoms for him. vincent shot himself half a year later on july 29th, 1890. theo's distress at his brother's death worsened his syphilis symptoms and he died half a year after his brother on january 25th, 1891 (four days before vincent willem's first birthday). theo was reburied next to vincent in auvers-sur-oise at the request of theo's wife johanna.

[nutropes]

Almond Blossoms, 1890, Vincent van Gogh

[titsay]

[soleilinfini]

mary oliver, staying alive

[lleyksie]

black bears ʕ-ᴥ-ʔ