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I'm actually really happy they extended Armin and Eren's final conversation in the anime and think it flows infinitely better than it did in the manga, but I also liked how it highlighted a very important aspect of Eren's character that alot of people in the fandom forget.
Above all else, Eren is a slave to his own childish nature and selfishness that stems from his need to be free. Regardless of how much freedom he will take away from others.
As much as he want's to believe that he committed such atrocities for the sake of his loved ones, it doesn't change the fact that he still put them all in danger, and people he cared about still died in the process. In the end everything that happened was because he was a slave to his own nature. His own selfishness to be "free" no matter who he had to hurt.
And that's the tragedy of his character, the moment he realizes this, it absolutely destroys him.
I also love how Armin's way of comforting Eren is way better than in the manga. He doesn't try to make him feel better over his actions or make him find some comfort from the results of those action, but instead he tells him that even if he'll find eternal damnation after he dies, he won't be alone. Armin will share that burden with him and follow him into hell after he is gone. His own sins are intertwined with his best friends, and he'll make sure that even in hell they will always be connected.
AoT Analysis - Eren
With SnK Chapter 58 right around the corner, I’ve decided to write extremely elaborate analyses honoring the series’ fantastic characters (since most of them will probably be dead sooner or later). My way of writing can be kind of long-winded, so grab a coffee, this will take a while. I thought I’d start with Eren since he’s the main character after all. Ok, here goes:
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Echoes of a past life: Symbolism and the split self of Aqua Hoshino
Aqua Hoshino isn’t just one person. He is a fractured self: the ghost of Gorou Amamiya inhabiting the body and life of a boy born from tragedy. To understand his relationships with the women in Oshi no Ko—Ai, Kana, Ruby, and Akane—we have to recognize that they are more than individuals in his life. They are symbolic mirrors for the fragmented pieces of who he is and was.
Ai: The untouchable ideal
As Gorou Amamiya, he lived and died with unresolved feelings—admiration, longing, even love—for a version of Ai Hoshino that existed only from a distance.
Ai was a distant star to Gorou, a mystery he admired but never truly knew. After his death and reincarnation, Ai becomes a fixation—his reason for revenge, his symbol of everything beautiful and broken.
She is not a person to Aqua; she’s a memory wrapped in guilt, obsession, and sorrow. His failure to save her defines him, and his reincarnation did not erase that. It recontextualized it. And nowhere is that more evident than in his relationship with Kana Arima.
Kana: The idolized reflection
At a glance, Aqua’s relationship with Kana may seem romantic. They are close in age, already knew each other as children, and like to joke with each other (mostly at Kana's initiative). But on closer inspection, their dynamic is not one of equals meeting in the present. It’s a repetition of a past attachment—an emotional echo of Gorou’s fan-driven devotion to Ai.
Kana is the living echo of Ai—but not because they’re similar. In fact, they’re opposites.
Kana is emotionally transparent where Ai was elusive, passionate about her craft where Ai treated it as a means to survive. Kana wanted recognition for her skill; Ai wanted love for who she pretended to be. But what binds them in Aqua’s mind is not similarity—it’s the role they play.
Aqua sees Kana shine on stage (like Ai once did) and tries to shield her light from being extinguished. But in doing so, he puts himself in the position of savior, not equal. Like Gorou with Ai, Aqua treats Kana not as someone to be vulnerable with, but as someone to protect, to idealize. Someone with whom to atone for his past mistake. It’s not partnership—it’s projection.
Kana becomes a projection screen for Gorou’s unresolved feelings—an echo of a one-sided dynamic now masked in the illusion of mutuality because they are the same age. But the emotional structure is the same: admiration from a distance, an inability to be vulnerable, and an internal barrier Aqua does not attempt to cross.
In chapter 35, Aqua refers to himself as a fan of Kana. This is not coincidental language. It's a direct callback to Gorou’s feelings toward Ai: admiration, reverence, and the urge to support her.
That reading becomes even more explicit in chapter 150, when it’s Gorou’s inner voice, not Aqua’s, that begins narrating. Gorou praises Kana's talent, her charm, and other qualities—almost trying to convince Aqua that he should feel something romantic. But these thoughts are filtered through Gorou’s lens. His voice resurfaces when Aqua is thinking about Ruby and Kana—both of whom have emotional links to Gorou’s past as Sarina’s doctor and Ai’s devoted fan. They are familiar roles for him: the little sister, the unreachable star.
Ruby: The grief of family
Ruby embodies the deepest sorrow of Gorou’s past—his failure to save Sarina. When he realizes that Sarina has been reborn as his sister, Ruby becomes a sacred bond to him: not romantic, not idealized, but tragic.
She is the symbol of family lost and restored. Gorou’s voice often resurfaces when Aqua thinks of Ruby, suggesting that his attachment is rooted in the past, in regret and protection. With Ruby, he is both brother and doctor, carrying burdens he never dares unload.
Akane: The self that survives
And then there’s Akane.
Some fans have argued that Akane serves as a kind of “maternal substitute” for Aqua, filling the void left by Ai. But that interpretation is as solid as sand castles. Not only has Aqua never implied that he sees Akane in a maternal light, but the story itself provides no narrative support for this reading. In fact, one of the most painful truths about Aqua is that he never truly saw Ai as a mother in the first place.
That emotional conflict is central to his character. So the idea that he would project a maternal role onto Akane—someone with whom he forms a bond of mutual understanding, someone he allows to see his most broken self—is not only narratively inconsistent, but emotionally hollow.
Akane isn’t a reflection of Ai, or a symbol of a past mistake. She is uniquely present—a person who meets Aqua as he is, and more importantly, he lets her in.
He doesn’t treat her like a mystery, or put her on a pedestal. Aqua shows her the ugliest parts of himself, gives her power over his path. In turn, Akane never asks him to be more than he is—she sees him, holds him, and forgives him.
Symbolically, Akane represents the possibility of integration. Of being whole. With her, Aqua is no longer Gorou trying to atone. He is Aqua, alive, flawed, and human.
It’s almost poetic—Akane is the one who managed to bring Ai back to life on stage with haunting precision, so perfectly that she momentarily shattered Aqua’s perception of reality. And yet she never became Ai in his mind. She didn’t trigger grief or nostalgia. Instead, she grounded him.
What Akane offers Aqua isn’t parental care—it’s emotional parity. She listens, but she doesn’t coddle. She understands, but doesn’t moralize. And most importantly, she isn’t trying to fix him. She’s walking beside him, even when the path is dark.
for us as the audience, ena becoming an artist and mizuki becoming a fashion designer were the most obvious things in the world from the get go. yet it took them both SO LONG (~3.5 and ~5 irl years respectively) to actually say it. because ena believed she wasn't worthy, not good enough or strong enough, and mizuki felt like everything was temporary, so she only focused on the present. for so long they couldn't conceive of any positive future for themselves, so of course having a dream like that was out of the question.
yumeship by proxy
[ PT: yumeship by proxy ]
★ being a yumeshipper / selfshipper by proxy of being a fictionkin, fictive, copinglink, etc. — being a yumeshipper of a character because you’re a kin / introject / c’link / etc. of the character they’re dating or shipped with.
even though the definition says “ because of “ or “ by proxy of “, you can use these flags if you’re a kin / introject / c’link / etc. and a romantic yume of a character from your source / canon, regardless of if the two have anything to do with each other.
the left flag is yumejoshi, the middle flag is yumedanshi, and the right flag is yumejin.
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Idol4idol yumeship
A flag for yumeshippers who prefer to self ship with other idols.
Notes:
The flag was inspired by these yumeship flags
Middle symbols are from here: Book and bow (I lost the microphone)
Tagging: @x4xarchive and @radiomogai
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fated, bambi gay, autistic, age dreamer, yumeshipper, fictionkin, homoflexible, husband lover, monoflexible
yumeship by proxy
[ PT: yumeship by proxy ]
★ being a yumeshipper / selfshipper by proxy of being a fictionkin, fictive, copinglink, etc. — being a yumeshipper of a character because you’re a kin / introject / c’link / etc. of the character they’re dating or shipped with.
even though the definition says “ because of “ or “ by proxy of “, you can use these flags if you’re a kin / introject / c’link / etc. and a romantic yume of a character from your source / canon, regardless of if the two have anything to do with each other.
the left flag is yumejoshi, the middle flag is yumedanshi, and the right flag is yumejin.
no IDs, help appreciated
taglist ( ask to be added or removed ): @radiomogai @yumechive @rwuffles @sapphic-horror @somniabyte @fangpunk @khaenriahplurals @emailmeurheart
BPD + DPD culture is
Im in a wild headspace right now no one talk to me but i want that one person to talk to me about what? I dont know. I wish i was somewhere else having fun and doing fun things, i wish we would talk more but we have almost three years of really complicated history and we have both hurt eachother so much but we have good moments like when we were sat in rhe mcdonalds together just chatting or when you're driving us around somewhere and were just listening to music and having a good time, i wish i had more friends to talk to, more friends that i was as close to as you but i dont know how to get close to people, since ive known you, you're the only friend i needed and now ive forgotten how to make friends other than complimenting people a bunch about random stuff or just saying random *kind of* on topic things and i dont know what to do anymore will i ever have other friends im as close to? Do i even *want* that? I know we're bad for eachother but im also terrified that no one else will be as close with me as you are/were and i hate to lose that, i dont care that you hurt me, just please dont go again, i dont care that i dont have to show emotions or that i have to walk on eggshells to not scare you off again, please, you're like a big sibling to me dont leave i miss you i know you're busy right now but please i beg you dont go i miss you so much i dont know how we managed to become this close as friends but i dont think ill ever be able to do it again with anyone else please please please come back im sorry i was so horrible im sorry i was so bad i promise ill be different i know ive said it before but i really mean it this time i love you platonically, i wish i was better, i want to be a better person for you but i dont know how and i know i keep hurting you but its not intentional and i know you keep hurting me but i know thats not intentional even if sometimes it feels like it im sorry im so so sorry please come back, please, i dont have anyone else, we all drifted apart and now you're the only one i have left i know this sounds guilt trippy but i promise im not trying to guilt trip you but simply explain myself im sorry i get snappy when i get tired im sorry im not always the best person please come back
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BPD culture is losing everyone around you and not quite understanding why but also somehow understanding its your fault and constantly questioning if you're even good enough of a human to have friends at all because no one ever sticks around long enough to see the good parts about you (if there are any at all)
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comorbid npd + bpd culture is "you'll fucking miss me when i'm gone. if i die you'll regret everything you ever did to wrong me and you'll wish you could have apologized" and revenge suicide intrusive thoughts
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People with psychotic disorders are neurodivergent too.
People with personality disorders are neurodivergent too.
People with substance abuse disorders are neurodivergent too.
People with tic disorders are neurodivergent too.
People with bipolar disorder are neurodivergent too.
People with dissociative disorders are neurodivergent too.
Neurodivergence isn’t just ADHD, autism, anxiety, and depression. (Plus those last two also get left out sometimes!) Neurodivergence is anything that affects your brain.
“Neurodivergent people hate loud noises” is actually just as valid as a statement as “neurodivergent people have delusions,” “neurodivergent people have tics,” or even “neurodivergent people have low empathy.”
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These flags are not on the rentry yet as our hosting site is not letting us upload them lol I will likely not do another post this size in terms of how many flags but I wanted to try and keep the flags we made all together All these flags are by us and you can find them here ! Please read the og post for any boundaries we set Trans flags - link Blank flags - link Inter flags - link Ingender - link
Please feel free to send asks with flags you want to see as stamps , we're currently working through a list of more well known identities along side any flags in our likes [said list includes bi , pan , omni , ply , lesbian , gay , trans , and similar identities] , you can find all of the current flags here [link] as it's often updated before we post
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