Sleepless

Maybe relapsed: oops. | I am pro recovery, I’m just not in it. | Please let me vent in peace.

[yms1]

tumblr is like a group therapy with no therapist.

[fairycosmos]

no fr like if there was a god and you met it youd be like soooooo mad right. it'd be like a big confrontation in family therapy

[supreme-leader-stoat]

[microwavefruit]

[barelyherestillqueer]

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from shame is a girl’s second skin.

[text id: what are memories of childhood if not quicksand? swallowing you whole.]

[amphetamine-angel]

the depression is depressioning

[idontfnknow]

Today my heart hurts in a way that I don’t know how to make poetic.

Yay. Fun times.

[idontfnknow]

I thought I was starving

When all you gave me was scraps

Now you give me nothing

And I realize I never knew hunger

Like I do now

[idontfnknow]

Started posting my poetry on tiktok of anyone is interested 🤷🏻‍♀️ @ Idontf.n.know

[loveana-11]

literally me when i hear the word diet or weight loss in any type of context

[skye-cals]

i get so excited when my writing exams are about nutrition and dieting, i have so much knowledge on that

[tastefullyoffensive]

[m4nicg1rl]

"i'm gonna start eating healthy and exercising!!"

ladies and gentlemen, i developed an ed

[vikingfunerals]

the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.

[idontfnknow]

I want to rewrite our love story with the happy ending I still dream about but I think that will just hurt me more. I’m afraid of falling in love with what we could have been. And what if I write our story but different, and it becomes a best seller and everyone else falls in love with our ‘happy ending’ well then wouldn’t I be a liar. A heart broken liar. I want to write our love story but it isn’t a love story at all, because you never loved me I just pretended you did.

[idontfnknow]

I found God in you.

I spent months

Praying to a God I didn’t believe in

For you to love me.

I found faith

I had to believe in a God

Who decided we weren’t meant to be

Because it would hurt too much

If you just didn’t want me

[xekstrin]

[spikespiegelfanclub]

womens clothing sizing is based on how much the company wants you to kill yourself

[bobothefrog0]

Everytime you feel like your about to binge,

Remember how happy you felt when you saw the number on the scale drop.

[vangoghsiris86]

Gotta chase that happy