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✰ fuck the g ride I want the machines that are making them ✰ 17

[idwriteulikeavillian]

intro post :3

Jamie / J

17 | he/him | Scotland

what I post: writing a lot. mostly poetry that sounds like some very emo LJ entry. 40% reblogs, 60% freeform rant/diary posts, sometimes with memes. mostly mcr or fob related because its my roots.

music :3 : -british punk + postpunk (stranglers, the specials, the clash) -american hardcore (minor threat, dead kennedys, black flag, etc) -the used’s first two albums bc pain -frank iero’s solo stuff -weird folk from every decade (phil ochs my beloved) ride or die bands: the used / mcr / descendents / RATM movies and tv: fave of current is get out. also: brokeback mountain, donnie darko, doctor who, years and years, my little pony (yes,) oliver, and house MD. books on rotation: frankenstein, chrysalis by anna metcalfe, and harry potter 5... hyperfixations: the 90s cabaret revival w/ alan cumming. roller coasters. bedwars.

why am i here: voidposting and nostalgia for when i was 12 and posting awful hp fanart tags / warnings: occasional vague stuff about drugs/alcohol/sex dni: sh/ed content (no hate, just can't have it on my dash rn.) no thinspo, no fasting talk, no body checks, no photos of cuts. otherwise basic dni. mutuals welcome if: you love illi mcmillin, your local scene has 5 bands and 2 venues, everyone’s greatest fantasy is to walk away from a life (they think) you lead.

[idwriteulikeavillian]

I discovered photoshop existed for free, first time I've made anything like this since doing the flyers for the school play on pic collage, I'm aware of how overly clashing all the colours are.... (i'm actually quite enjoying it I wanna improve.)

[idwriteulikeavillian]

Bite the hand

A hand is a hand is a fist. Feed or strike: he doesn't wait to ask. Its instinct, to flee. He does not wish to reveal his secrets, to give his lover the power of those he once feared. The grotesque vulnerability of knowing exactly what to say, where to touch. A map drawn from his consciousness, leads to more hurt. He won't act scared, he knows better.

[les3005]

seasons change but people dont!

[spaceshipsandpurpledrank]

[mokozroach]

born to infodump forced to constantly worry if the other person actually cares or if im making sense or if i said something wrong or if im embarrassing myself or if they want me to stop talking or

[transjudas]

ok not to turn everything into sex BUT i think in this case this lens works because

the thing is this shot reminded me of porn where the guy finishes on the girl’s chest/face. and as someone who loves talking about the parallels between sex and violence (the phrase petit mort meaning orgasm whole literally meaning the little death, the way movies will have people mistaking a woman’s screams and moans from being murdered for screams and moans of pleasure, the way violence against women in film and real life often have sexual motivations), i think this is a fair comparison.

and then you take into consideration the voyeurism of both porn and the plot we’re watching unfold each week. the lack of bodily autonomy going on.

so yeah.

[transjudas]

via @astheswarmitcalls !!!

[star1esseyes]

I love this take I love this take I love this take I love this take I love this take thank you for this take, that I love.

[plainwheatcereal]

[imtonerdyformyowngood-pt2]

SAY IT AGAIN 🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[idwriteulikeavillian]

THIS IS SO FUCKING NICHE I LOVE IT

[werewolfguts]

you should ALWAYS look so butch and ugly that lesbians go out of their way to introduce themselves to u

[idwriteulikeavillian]

I@M GOING FERAL AND RABID OVER THE BLUE VELVET SHIRT

[andoutofharm]

best shot i have seen so far of when they first take the stage and look so dazed….also the touching the mark on their face from the last show?? finally snapping out of it and into Performer Mode EXACTLY when the drums start?? hello

[idwriteulikeavillian]

SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND SHE REALLY REMINDS ME OF MY AMAZING GF!

[le-freaknasty]

average my chemical romance listening experience

[transfem version]

[radcats]

[waydownn]

Listening to bullets how god intended

[idwriteulikeavillian]

I HAD THIS CD PLAYER AS A KID BUT I THOUGHT ID MADE IT UP OR SMTHN

[plainwheatcereal]

talking about the tour is so embarrassing because like. i wasn’t even there.

it’s like “oh my god, i can’t believe i saw a TPK song live (from my phone) and gerard and frank hugged on stage (i was watching on my phone) and mikey and ray seemed to have so much fun (from what i could see on my phone) and the energy was so amazing (i was alone in my room) and i couldn’t sleep because i was so excited (from looking at my phone)”

[finelytaylored]

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[idwriteulikeavillian]

"i just don't want you to have a hard life"

Date: 17th of July 2025 Mood: angry Song: i dont do drugs by preripped

the first time i got called a dyke i was 12. i knew why. all the effort i put in, sweeping back my hair into a hat, trapping myself in a cage of bandages and baggy shirts. everything crumbled like cards, down to the floor, weighing my body, flooding my boots. this isn't who i am. the shame suffocates, a thick fog of what ifs and disapproval. i pretend it doesn't hurt anymore, thick skin is great till you wanna treat someone with softness. you gotta push through. cus you're one of the good ones, no fuss, no sadness, one of the boys. you can hit back, as long as its not because you care.