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yikes//they-she//21

[radcats]

a bit about me 😌:

- NOT A TERF

ok thats all

[turbulenceoflies]

Made these at 3 am 👀

[jamietwat]

14/?

[puppypeter]

[warcrimesimulator]

[the-bi-wonder]

When I was diagnosed at age sixteen, after having one period in the eighth grade and then never again till a medically induced one my junior year of high school - my uterine lining measured in centimeters because it was so thick, my mother turned to me in the car. She was upset. Literal tears in her eyes. And she told me her friend had PCOS, but was still able to have kids. That this was still a possibility for me if I did injections and fertility treatments, etc. My mom had never asked me if I wanted kids, she just assumed.

My first conversation about PCOS with my new endocrine/OBGYN was about weight management and how that could improve my fertility when I eventually wanted kids. It wasn't asked what my goals were for my health or if I wanted kids, just assumed.

I was a hormonal, depressed mess. I hated my body. My body dysmorphia was so bad that I cloistered myself away from so much. I wore hoodies and jeans in the 90°F, 80% humidity summers. This was considered fine. I was given metformin and birth control pills and told this was all that could be done. That PCOS wouldn't affect my life until I wanted to be pregnant. I wasn't asked if I wanted to be pregnant, just assumed.

I don't know how many PCOS groups I joined on my early 20s hoping to find community and commonality for body dysmorphia and symptom management, only to be bombarded with fertility treatments and tips and 'inspirational conception' anecdotes. They never asked if I was attempting to conceive, just assumed.

It's a problem. It's been a problem. And thank god I learned to speak up and find medical professionals that would help me with *MY* goals. I shouldn't have had to, someone should have recognized the needs of that sixteen y.o. and protected her, but I can only hope the conversation changes as awareness increases.

[bornfreakdraws]

Ted Lasso arts from 2025 because it has lived rent free in my brain all year (still is, tbh)

[palant1r]

guess what building I’m back in again.

[jewelcoatfish]

hollanov taking an after game interview together because of plot convenience reasons and ilya was chirping the opposing team about their first line points per game being barely scraping 0.4 when shane tapped his arm lightly and ilya leaned towards him. all the reporters perk up because omg are we gonna see shane hollander disciplining ilya rozanov live???? this is TEA. and ilya just nodded and said

“apologies, my husband wanted to correct that their first line pgp was 0.34. which was more pathetic than i originally assumed.”

[lucyt-art]

"I'm giving you a night call to tell you how i feel.

I want to drive you through the night, down the hills." 🌃

[clarkgriffon]

RUPERT GILES + text posts

[hal-1500]

[edgebug]

happy 20 year anniversary of Neil banging out the tunes!

though every rat is special, it's a wonderful and unusual thing for their accomplishments to be remembered and cherished by so many people so many years later. we're all so fortunate to know about the rat who banged out the tunes!

thank you to all the people who sent me reference photos of their beloved rats for this piece!!! credits under the cut!

@joe-spookyy Ben and Socrates

@gooseontheinternet Chamomile and Beefy

@runawayy-rat Bartholomäus and Emo

@theunholystromboli Macrogryphosaurus, Xenoceratops, and Graciliraptor

@techlecticwtch Solas and Dorian

@merlyn-bane Roslyn and Rizzoli

@logictoinsanity Luna and Buttercup

@hagsthehag Orphie, Psyche, Calypso, Ariadne, and Eury

my sweet ladies Bonnie, Mira, An, and Tula

and of course, the irreplaceable

Neil,

who banged out the tunes

[dntat-makesthings]

If our boy Shane Hollander was diagnosed.

[kaijuerotica]

the thing about shane being a bitch is no one EVER believes ilya about because of course ilya is the king shittalker of the two of them but like one time when ilya kept chirping this dude during a game, he sat down next to shane on the bench and shane got this look like he was gonna tell ilya he was laying it on a bit thick but instead what he said was "that guy looks like chicken little" and like. he was right. that guy looked like chicken little

[boomkloppthesoundofmyheart]

merry christmas please dont call x merry christmas i miss you

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[wintersoulwitch]

We are in a state of F L U X

🎵 Bloc Party - Flux | Steve Pemberton & Reece Shearsmith fanvid | YouTube

[boomkloppthesoundofmyheart]

he just wants perfection, steve 😂

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