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He/Him NSFW, shitposter.

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Introduction post because i saw people make those and i want to look more approachable

• Name's Shep if you're curious, but if some sort of nickname comes naturally, call me that!

• Feel free to dm me to infodump or just talk about anything, i think i have those open

• Im 22. Im gay (in a place where its not legal)

• Im online at random hours of day and night

My current interests include but are not limited by:

Outlast Trials

Far cry 5

ENA, ENA DBBQ

Vocaloid

TWDG

Analog horror and gacha games

Im most open to talk about far cry because its fresh in the memory* and im very passionate

I dont consider pretty much anything cringe so dont feel shy to ask me stuff maybe?

*my memory became kind of shitty post covid, sorry if you'll have to remind me

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opened up excessively. i regret

[h4nifah]

anyway I’m gonna go into my daydream world where I’m loved and safe

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i have nothing nice to say this pride month. i want to be happy for others, i want to be hopeful and encouraging, like "continue despite everything" "dont let them outlive you!" and shit but fuck is it a long time. even if i live longer its not granted in any way that ill be able to get what i need. i dont want to die like this, but i dont want to live like this either.

i feel so scared, so tired, so alone, i dont have it in me to be grateful or proud

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like 80% of instances where i have a deep belief in being not normal it then gets described precisely by a study on autistic people

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no but like actually 😭😭 i remember my friend telling me i was WRONG IN THE HEAD, i was WEIRD for something, i felt the need to explain myself to them and my other friends, and then yesterday i see that this EXACT thing is actually very common in autistic adults and i dont know if im neurodivergent but shit even if im not it feels so good to know that im not a freak and there are other people with the same experience who are not freaks either

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like 80% of instances where i have a deep belief in being not normal it then gets described precisely by a study on autistic people

[chizups]

Can't take him seriously. Who's fault is that?

[greefish50]

He gets my vote

[lalunebat]

Listening to the radio calls from Jacob and John.

They're just flirting with us in a really weird way. ESPECIALLY THE ONE where Jacob says about calling us home any time he wants.

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I had the weirdest fc5 dream that I wanna share. Basically it was about John wanting to take out one of his planes and realising that a bird made a nest in the hangar. He thinks 'huh' but nothing more but realises a day or two later that there are no parent birds. The dream was mostly about him "begrugingly" taking care of baby birds, growing to love them, slowly through them learning to love himself a lil more as well, and then being very proud and (nearly) crying when the baby birds take flight

i love it honestly! im a sucker for seeds being *human* when theres no one else to perceive them. maybe a no cult au situation but yes, absolutely

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Nick Rye's stealing back the airplane quest, where at some point he sais something along the lines of "apparently someone's been looking after it, glad to know its still working"

SOMEONE

i dunno maybe the guy who has a CUSTOM AIRPLANE PRINT SHIRT xb

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This is very John in my head okay

[onthecrosslook]

This is the will of the Father.

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waow

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i made 'em miis........

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John (showing off): you will confess...

Rook, 3 hours in: and so, I've been extremely ashamed of it, but actually my first week on the job I've been consistently stealing Staci's coffee sugar, because i wasn't aware we didn't have any communal sugar in the break room, and so, when he asked if anyone took his, i said no,

John: oh my FUCKING god did you do ANYTHING in your life

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