Igniculus Complexio system!

We're a suspecting DID/OSDD system

[igniculus-complexio]

INTRO POST

GENERAL INFORMATION

We wanted to make a new introduction post because the old one sucked ass.

First off, information about us. We are a suspecting DID/OSDD system and are pursuing a diagnosis. The following alters that will post here using this blog are

Revive (She/her Arson/arsonself)

Ordan (he/him)

Katie (she/her)

Sephryia (She/her They/them)

Arvenion (He/him)

We are Autistic and struggle with tone, please clarify your tone using tone tags where possible. We're also Trans (FtM) and bisexual, and we're taken by our partner system @placeholdercollective

BLOGS PURPOSE

We won't be engaging in syscourse, and we don't want people bringing it to us. This blog is a space for us to exist and find media we enjoy and post our own experiences, and reblog experiences we ourselves identify with. Collectively though, to be clear, and transparent, our stance is Anti-Endo.

We block freely for various reasons, and encourage others to do the same. Please curate your own experience. If you don't like something we have said, you're free to block us and move on.

If we get something wrong in a post that you feel needs correcting, please do so politely, we get things wrong, and that's okay. Being rude about it won't make anyone want to listen to you.

WE DO NOT WANT TO PARTAKE IN SYSCOURSE FOR OUR OWN MENTAL HEALTH

DO NOT INTERACT

Endogenics, Willogenics, nontraumagenics and their supporters, or those who are neutral, do not interact ever thank you

ableist assoles

Transphobes, homophobes, just anyone who hates the LGBTQ+ in general

Radqueers do not interact ever

People who want to bring syscourse here are not welcome. Minors may interact, but with caution. we block freely

Resources we have made (may make more, may not. who knows)

Simply Plural and Octocon alternatives masterlist

[solivan-edu]

if you told me it was actually sophie of all people who spread the false allegation I was producing csem, I wouldn't believe you.

Anyways, here's more proof of how much a piece of shit Sophie is! Make sure @/Vicanthropy gets the word too because it seems like she's also getting targeted by The Scatland Queen herself.

(tagging outside of my anti tags for more reach because oh my god please get this chick off the platform)

[antiendoventing]

Hey man I don't wanna cause a fight so you don't gotta post this if you don't want to but Solivan is pretty openly profic and you've answered asks being against that stuff in the past so I was wondering like. Did your views on it change or do you just agree with their specific definition of profic? /genq

(I genuinely wanna know since this stuff isn't mentioned in your pinned as far as I saw, not trying to turn you against them or defame Solivan for their beliefs I'm just wondering what changed between then and now)

Our stance as a system is VERY complicated (go figure, alters in a system have vastly different views woah!). If i come across as agressive it's because i don't care about the topic and think shipcourse or whatever it's called is a waste of time and something we don't want to focus on for mental health. I'm indulging the ask because i think it's important to be honest. THIS IS EXPLICITLY MY OPINION, AND DOESN'T REFLECT OUR WHOLE SYSTEM.

I think there's nuance. absolutely FUCK anything written with the intent to sexualise and glorify topics such as rape and sexual assault etcetera! But, i think if the writer is approaching the topic with the intent to tell a story and display how horrific it is, and how it affects someone, then who cares? I think people need to tag their shit more so people can curate their spaces properly. When solivan made their post we agreed with a majority of it. Just because we've answered asks being against/for it doesn't mean we necessarily agree with the anon too. we're just here giving people a space to rant and rave. whether we agree with the person is another story. I didn't mention it in our pins because I quite literally do not care.

This is the only ask we will answer in regards to this.

Firecracker (She/her)

[placeholdercollective]

I HATE BILEWATER

- bone (he/him

[igniculus-complexio]

Sorry babe, back to bilewater you go

Ordan (he/him)

[placeholdercollective]

i will bite you

-🦴

[igniculus-complexio]

Not if i bite you first

Ordan (he/him)

[placeholdercollective]

I HATE BILEWATER

- bone (he/him

[igniculus-complexio]

Sorry babe, back to bilewater you go

Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

you know, i could so go out for a drink. The host should let me go out for a drink. I know our taste buds hates alcohol, but i should be allowed to go get wasted

Revive (she/her)

[igniculus-complexio]

everytime i try and make a post about my less funny and negative experiences with having a CDD, i either.

A. forget what i was gonna go post abot

B. have a draft saved, and then i come back and said draft is gone

or

C. I forget, the draft saved, and i never look in my drafts again, because i forgot, and barely use my account. point incase, this has apparently been sitting in my drafts since last month. and i'm just now posting it.

Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

Oh! guys be proud of me for a second! I finally got a doctors appointment for the end of this month! I can finally bring up all my issues, and my support worker who is coming with me, is going to help me advocate for myself and help me make sure they actually do the stuff they say they will! So i might soon be able to get help for my severe anxiety and get medication for it, and i can also hopefully get help for my dissociation and hopefully get looked at to see if i have DID or if it's something else

Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

what is littlecourse and why is it all over my dashboard for some reason. why is there discourse around littles. what did they do wrong?

Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

WHY IS THIS IN OUR DRAFTS. WHO WROTE THIS???? You're not getting alcohol!! bad! bad whoever wrote this!! I'm going to leave eggs in your room!!

(image ID: The image is a screenshot that reads "You know, I could so go out for a drink. The host should let me go out for a drink. I know our taste buds hates alcohol, but i should be allowed to go get wasted.) - Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

Some people have noticed that we typed differently, and pointed it out to us. I don't really believe them at all. i'm capable of sounding like our host, in voice and text, and the differences are very subtle. but, no, i apparently, according to our partner system "Sound like an Acolyte with a swearing problem" (Justitia's actual words). I do NOT sound like a fucking acolyte with swearing problems! I sound like our host, i text like our host. I bet if anyone went through our posts and looked at Ordans posts, they would sound incredibly similar and there'd be no fucking differences. Ugh. this is such bullshit. ~ whatever. Anyway good morning tumblr. I've been frontstuck for... 4 days straight. This is actual fucking torture.

Revive (she/her Arson/Arsonself

[placeholdercollective]

Ahh, i do enjoy eating a concerning amount of pickles and sweet, cinnamon bread.

- Roathe (He / Him)

[igniculus-complexio]

are you sure about that?

Ordan (he/him)

[placeholdercollective]

I quite like sweets, thank you.

- Roathe (He / Him)

[igniculus-complexio]

Pickles aren't sweet are you crazy :sob:

Ordan (he/him)

[placeholdercollective]

Ahh, i do enjoy eating a concerning amount of pickles and sweet, cinnamon bread.

- Roathe (He / Him)

[igniculus-complexio]

are you sure about that?

Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

why is ordan's pride month post the most liked thing we've ever posted. come on guys, Ordan isn't THAT funny /hj

Katie (she/her)

[igniculus-complexio]

Happy pride month guys! Heres a list of things you can do for your system friends who are queer! DISCLAIMER; THIS POST IS A JOKE, I AM NOT SERIOUS IN THE SLIGHTEST. THIS IS YOUR DISCLAIMER, IF YOU TAKE IT SERIOUSLY THEN IT IS ON YOU!!!

DO;

Forfeit your life savings to them

forfeit all mortal possessions to them

ask them for their paypal or whatever else payment app they use

DO NOT;

withhold your mortal possessions from them

ask who is fronting all the time

ask for the homophobic alter

[igniculus-complexio]

I love you burning text gif maker link here -> https://cooltext.com/Logo-Design-Burning [Image ID: The image is text, that is on fire, that reads "Sysmed and proud"] <- if the ID is not good, please tell me and i will fix it, i have never done image ID's before sorry!

Ordan (he/him)

[igniculus-complexio]

vent below the cut.

I'm really tired to be honest. I love the system community, and the anti-endo one has been nothing but kind and polite to me. But I'm really tired of feeling unsafe in the community because Endo's harass others, and i never feel able to speak my shit because of it.

I want to be more vocal about how much endo's piss me off, but no, i can't be, because that risks harassment. doesn't help with a certain blog in the pro-endo spaces making that risk exponentially worse.

being in any system community on tumblr is so panic inducing, it's no wonder a lot of us completely ignore this blog, and no wonder why i'm kept off of the other blog we run for my own safety.

Not to mention, we've recently split from something that happened on one of our other blogs, and so there's even more of a sour taste in our mouth.

idk man, i made this blog for fun, and I like it. The others made a different blog that they liked running, until they just had to stop because we split trying to run it because of our friend telling us someone we dislike immensely (who we're being vague about on purpose) was bitching.

and then recently, i found out my disabilities are worse than i thought they were and that being told i was low supports need autistic was wrong, and that i'm actually medium supports need, and then theres the potential ADHD that i have to get tested for, and on top of that, needing help because my dissociation is atrocious, and needing a diagnosis to get treatment and supports, and not to mention the clinical depression and mixed anxiety and trauma i still struggle with.

It's just. all too much. we might not ever post here again, idk, and even if we didn't post here again, no-one would miss us, we didn't make any friends on here