i haven’t posted on here in forever it feels weird like i feel like no one even comes on here anymore. i’m packing because i’m moving to a new apartment and i thought i’d be happy to finally be away from my ex but i’m actually sad, even though we broke up in march, i still lived with him so it was like we didn’t actually break up. he’s been there for the past 4 years for me and it’ll be so different to not have him around me, and that scares me, i became so dependent on someone that i guess i lost myself









