Ignited Soul

Searching for my inner peace. One day I will truly be happy and content with my life and every day from now is a step.

[riffatmatinpoetry]

“Even if people do me wrong, I’m still going to be who I am. I will remain a person that has love in my heart and do good for the world.”

— Affirmation of the day.

[iialexander-supertrampii]

(TW)

I have been dieting since the age of 7, went through numerous phases of earing disorders from bulimia to chew&spit and binge eating.

Never had a good support system and sought refuge and comfort in food .

I can't remember the last time I truly felt the pangs of hunger but I always know the noxious feeling of overeating. Its ingrained in my muscle memory sometimes I don't even realize that I'm eating.

I have never told this to anyone before. Its feels like a taboo and such a shameful thing to have a binge earing disorder.Feels good to finally get it off my chest.

The reason I'm here is because I'm tired, tired of being trapped in this vicious cycle of dieting and binging. I want to get better and lose weight not because of society's beauty standards, but rather sick of abusing myself emotionally and physically

I'm about to turn 21 and I want to start my journey to adulthood mentally and physically strong. I know I will not recover over night, and there might be relapses but I'm ready.

If there is anyone going through a similar struggle dm me, we can fight this together ❤

[420edgy]

Remember,

You are doing ur best

And doing ur best is different for everyone

But u are doing ur best!

[iialexander-supertrampii]

One day I will finally overcome my past. I would let go of the bottled grudges and resentment; be brave enough to love again.

Each night as I lay on my bed with tears streaming down my face, I will never stop dreaming of this day.

[messedupminds]

[iialexander-supertrampii]

It's something so simple yet it hasn't crossed my mind before.

[perfectly-imperfect-xo-xo]

[hexeandharmony]

✨Daily Affirmation ✨

‘I am in the process of a positive change in my life’

[needtobeehealthy]

[mask-knife-is-buggys-wife]

After a life of so much abuse from nearly every person I knew I just dropped all contacts with everyone. I took nothing, never asked for anything, paid back al debts that weren’t even mine to have to pay, said goodbye and to please just leave me alone and accept that I wouldn’t be in their lives anymore. Never tried to drag them on social media like they did me. No clapback no gossip. I just left. But that takes abusers power over you so they will paint you as satan themselves to everyone they can for simply wanting to be alone. Like I ran away and abandoned them even though their all adults by now and I was the one they had abandoned.

Literally all I ever wanted was to vibe like a Ghibli movie, never revenge, never crazy success or riches or to show anybody up or make my abusers jealous. I just want to be left to my simple life after fixing all of yours. Leave me to my soft things and plants. Just let me vibe man. Leave me be.

[nsaint1]

Level Up Project 2020: #2 Who Is She

Now that you’ve cancelled all negative things out of your life, now it’s time to figure out who you want to become exactly. Remember you can become whoever you want to be. Be your own “dream girl”. Be your own “it girl”. Life is too short for you not to be the person you’ve always wanted to be. Sit down and take some time to write down what this new you is going to consist of. Answer these questions below, and read them daily to remind yourself of who you are becoming.

What does she think like? Write down some things that you currently don’t like about your thinking and write down how you’d like to start thinking.

What does she act like? What are some personality traits you admire in others and you would like to pick up yourself? What demeanor do you want to have?

What does she look like? What are some things you’d like to change about your appearance or the way you carry yourself?

What’s her style? What is the dream style you’ve always wanted?

What does she eat?

Who does she hang around? What type of people do you want to surround yourself with? What type of friends do you want?

What’s her aesthetic? This also ties into style, but people who have a set aesthetic appear more organized and put together.

What does she watch and listen to?

What are her hobbies?

[traitspourtraits]

In the saga “coffee pots and productivity”: Busy is not a badge of honor !

You don’t have to be exhausted, overworked, to be worthy of respect.

You don’t need to be in constant search for the sacrosanct productivity to deserve praise.

In a society that puts our value in our hability to work, it’s important to remember that our worth is not our productivity.

[musickeepsmealive]

[iambrillyant]

“be there for me, but give me the freedom to be there for myself.”

— iambrillyant

[iialexander-supertrampii]

💙

[mindofalonelystonerr]

[acaciawasnthere]

[proteja-deactivated20111228]

[sleep-for-days]

vinnysgotswagg:

ifyoufeelthatway:

tkaaay:

bigtimecrushonsomeone:

30rockasaurus:

fuckyeaaaah-xx:

iwannahavethelifethatyouhave:

jforjoelle:

last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

nothing to lose. :))

Let’s hope

Why not? :)

*crossing fingers*

pretty much^^^^

i got nothing to lose. (:

Last time i did this my wish came true.

Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss

[stoneddamara-deactivated2013050]

im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming true…

[notuptospeedster]

it came true last time…so why not

[my-kindacrazy]

<3

[phenomeniallfetish-deactivated2]

hoping and praying…

[emopeahen]

Why not.

[infamousvikas]

lets see.

[amaayzing-deactivated20130405]

my wish came true……………..this is creepy

[sicknare]