Chronic Realism

Trying to make it magical. 

[oldhollywoodcinema]

Vivien Leigh photographed by J.W. Debenham at The Old Vic Theatre during her performance in A Midsummer Night’s Dream (1937)

[iknerc85me]

So much for the peace. Toxicity surrounds me. And I’m trying. But why can’t I function when people raise their voices and throw things? I can not handle it at all. 

[robinsonaden]

You cannot educate people about anything, but you can point articulately at what excites you.

Anne Bogart, And Then, You Act (via robinsonaden)

[astudyofmemories]

Love is not a feeling. No matter how much you feel, love means nothing when unrelated to action. Love is action.

Anne Bogart (via astudyofmemories)

[iknerc85me]

Today is going so well. I feel refreshed, my mind is clear, and it’s a beautiful day. Yes, I’m still struggling to find normalcy, but my mind is in the right place and I’m not going to let anxiety get the best of me. 

[oldhollywoodcinema]

Marlon Brando in A Streetcar Named Desire (1951)

[iknerc85me]

One of the most attractive moments to ever occur in the history of time. 

[qvotable]

I want to rest. I want to breathe quietly again.

Tennessee Williams (via qvotable)

Definitely the vibe right now.

[iknerc85me]

Intro.

So it’s taken me a while to actually start something real. Something that’s truly, 100% me. I guess you could say that I need an outlet. A place to put my thoughts in a somewhat organized fashion to help talk through the anxieties and insecurities that come with a 35-year old gay man living through the end of 2020. 

So I’m going to post my thoughts here. Will it all be cohesive and wrapped up in a pretty little bow? No, not at all. Haha

But I’m going to try and let out as much as I can. And post a few feels via images along the way. That’s the goal.