OhsoAnnie

Annie Jeanette. 22. Mother of twins. Classy & sweet, with a wild heart ;) BPD-PTSD-ANXIETY-DEPRESSION just learning to survive one day at a time this is my personal blog and I post about my illness, but follow my specific bpd blog: mentallyillmommy

[thedarkperidot]

Guilt is a manipulative tool abusive people use.

If you say no to something, being guilted into changing your mind is emotional abuse.

If your parent guilts you about your presence in their home to get you to do something they want, it’s emotional abuse.

If a friend helps you when you need it and immediatley guilts you about it after, it’s emotional abuse.

If your boss/coworkers isolate or bully you and guilt you after you report it to HR or leave, it’s emotional abuse.

Guilt should only be felt when you have done something wrong, not when someone else is making you question your integrity.

[blueberryborderline]

being constantly semi-dissociated is a bitch like you’ll be halfway through a conversation and then you’re like. wait what did I say where am i

[iknowhowmessedupiam]

This happens to me all the time. It's the worst.

[womanism]

no one tells you what its like to be self aware of your mental illness. i know im irrationally angry and i know im just being paranoid and its the tiny piece of rational mind i have left and the unstable part of me fighting each other every second and i just want it to stop

[permeablewound]

Me, not lashing out: good

Me, turning that destructive impulse inward: oh no

[pariaaaaah]

friend: i like you

me: oh god ive manipulated you into liking me im sorry,,

[r110896]

pro tip: if someone you know is acting out, behaving strangely, aggresively. sure. thats fucked up and annoying and you might turn away and put them off as being a shit person right now but instead of turning away how about asking them if somethings wrong. how they are feeling. chances are they are acting out because they are hurt and dont know how to express themselves around others. how to communicate that actually, they need help. people turning away might dive them deeper into a depression and a hole of self hate and rejection.

[pariaaaaah]

when the depression hits so hard the bpd takes a backseat (but it still backseat drives)

[mentallyillsuggestions]

your intrusive thoughts don’t define you as a person.

[princess-turning-into-a-queen]

Leave his texts on read, leave his balls on blue

Put it on airplane mode so none of those calls come through

Here’s a word to my ladies, don’t you give these niggas none

If they can’t make you richer, they can’t make you cum

-Cardi B

[urbanxdivinity]

[morelovexlesshate]

“Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.”

— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

[coolmusicquotes]

[heather-ilene]

[iknowhowmessedupiam]

Same

[snowluthor]

[sseureki]

[nbcsnl]

In no particular order.

[chance-da-rapper]