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I’M LITERALLY GOING FERAL I NEED FAN FICTION ON MY DESK RIGHT NOW

ONE CHANCE ZUKO IT’S ALL I ASK

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Sleepy Xavier

Now that I think about it, Xavier is the perfect cuddler. Like he’s so warm and comfy especially with his white hoodie. Imagine nuzzling in the crook of his neck while he’s gently tracing the back of your neck and making slow circles on your back. Surrendering yourself to his exhilarating but soothing scent as he pulls you closer in his embrace.

If you’re his starlight who guides him as a lighthouse in the darkest night, he’s the anchor to your feet avoiding you to fall in the bowels of the world. He will keep you safe in those big arms of his, refusing to let go after losing you so many times before his eyes, so please let him spent another spring by your side.

Like imagine both of you in you PJs prepared to do nothing all day, just chillin’ , bathing in the warmth and comfort of your home. No Hunter mission, no Charlie standing at your threshold, no Wanderer. Just the both of you. In your home.

I feel like it’s Xavier’s perfect date idea, lazin’ around, enjoying the presence of each other, not feeling the need to fill up the space with unnecessary conversation and chit chat. It will feel like being wrapped in a sweet coocon of honey, and pampered by our Xavier. You guys will be watching some TV show you picked, commenting from time to time the dubious scenario and potential issue of the movie. Xavier would zoon out pretty quickly, he’ll place his head on your lap as you lazily play with his fluffly hair, and before you know it, he plunges in a deep slumber. While scrutinizing him, his face is glowing in small sparkles of light and shines like the moonlight. Xavier is literally beaming in joy, so don’t you dare to make a single move.

Even in his sleep, he’ll spell out your name and cling to you like a baby koala so if you need to get up.. just give up..you will not escape from his grasp. If Xavier has you in this position, you’ll wake up when HE wakes up so before that don’t try anything stupid.

Also know that if you try to wake him up, getting him out of his sleep would take forever and probably need a good splash of water.

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These times I can’t stop thinking of Touya and Let the world burn

This song matches him so well

MY HEART HURTS 😫😩

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I think my heart is going to explode. LIKE I’M LITERALLY SOBBING His smile is SOO precious

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AUTUMN WITH MICHEAL

Trigger warning : Slight mention of manipulation

Opening your weary eyes, still shrouded in darkness and engulfed in the sweet scent of burnt wood, grassful plant and mushrooms, the last thing you wanted to do was waking up. The multiple layers of cozy and warm blankets and the plush matress made you think you were sinking in a chimeric world of drowsiness and serenity. The fire was crackling not so far away adding to the sweetness of your slumber. No one could stir you awake from this slumber almost dizzying—

« Firefly ? Are you still sleeping ? » Resonated a voice in the long distance, maybe coming from the kitchen..

« I made you home-made crispy chicken breast with some stew. I thought you would like a warming meal after spending so much time in the wilderness of the forest. It may not be much.. but a good meal always bring a smile

So it is therefore from there that came out those spicy fragants and potatoes. You stir awake from sleep and stretch your sore members. Indeed, hiking in the forest exhausted more than you would like to admit. Hearing footsteps coming in your way, you unwillingly step out of ‘‘your’’ confortable bed. A shy man with horns come into your view

«Um.. Good morning.. did you sleep well ? »

« If I slept well ? I slept like a baby! Your bed is so comfortable Micheal, I thought I would never be able to leave it

- well all I’m asking for is for you to stay

- What did you say

- —U-uhh n-nothing at all! I’m just happy you could rest

His cheeks flushed in a taint of bright red while he profusely muffled excuses and looked anywhere but your eyes.

- Anyways, I scented a delicious fragarant from where I am..

- Yeah I prepared you a meal, I hope you’ll like it and if you don’t like meat or anything don’t hesitate to tell me. I can prepare whatever you want

- Don’t worry Micheal, judging by the succulent smell I know I’ll absolutly love it. Lemme just take a quick shower and I’m coming

After taking a warm shower that your muscles really needed, you brushed your teeth and headed to the kitchen where Micheal was waiting for you with a delicious plate on the table. You sat down before thanking him again for the meal

While munching food in your mouth, you managed to say :

- Micheal ! You’re a real chef! How could you keep that away from me ?

- I can cook for you as much as you’d like

- I can’t believe that I will leave such good food

- U-uh why is that ??

- Um.. well I will eventually return home

- O-ohh YES YES of course, your home! Indeed, you’d have to return back home.. y-yes

Micheal chuckled nervously but you could see that the glow of his eyes darkened, a few wrinkles appeared on his forehead and his tail was more agitated. While you were savouring the meal, a deep and rotten obssession was creeping under Micheal’s skin. He wanted to live a life with you, with you waking up every day and appreciate his meals, taking a stroll in the forest and making desserts with what you picked on your way. Letting you go was the synonym of despair, he could not possibily lose you like that.. no.. no impossible. You had to stay with him because this is what it should be, you had to stay because if not he would fall into a spiral of madness, you had to stay because he loves you.

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Ignoring Sol

Trigger warning : Toxic relationship, manipulation

So you tryin’ to ignore this man ? Mind you, he’s a whole menace. He demands your attention at all time, he requires it, yearns for it and he’ll beg, cry, for you to give it back. He just can’t be apart from you. You’re his whole life, the light guiding him through darkness, anchoring him in reality. What can he do when the only person he ever wanted ignores him ? He’ll clearly lose his sanity, he’ll question everything and his entire existence : What did I do wrong ? Have I not been caring enough ? Did they met another person ? What do they have that I don’t ?

If this man is already clingy as hell and literally a koala in daily life , when you ignore him it’s 10x worse, he’ll follow you everywhere you go like a lost puppy and I think he would just stand behind or next to you like : 🧍‍♂️while you do your work. He’ll also try to win your attention by letting you do his hair, nails because he KNOWS how much you like to braid his hair and paint his nails.

However if the silence treatment goes on for too long, his facade will entierly cracks, he’ll stalk your every moves, trace your localisation (as if he doesn’t do it already), follow you carefully on the streets, whom you’re talking to, when and why, break in your apartment by your window to check upon you and your phone. He would use manipulation, guilt-tripping you anything to make you talk to him again even if it’s bad be cause the end justifies the means for Sol. Because there isn’t a line in the whole world he wouldn’t cross for you, nothing is morally prejudicial enough for you. He is capable to move heaven and earth only for your beautiful eyes.

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Y/N, Mikey’s childhood friend. They met in elementary school, she was the absolute opposite of Mikey’s personality. She was studious, organized, always bringing excellent grades and never trespassing her parent’s rules and living up to their standard.

Y/N crosses the threshold of the door with a lump in her stomach. She got a B… a fucking B. Her parents could barely handle themselves when she got an A… but a B ? They would absolutely destroy her. It seems a bit too much right ? What kind of parents in their right mind would hit their kid for a simple grade ? Well, mine

« Y/N! You’re finally here! So how did you do in your test ? ». Her mom looked at here with impatient eyes

No « Hey! How are you my dear? Did you eat? I hope everything went well ,it’s okay » Yeah no, she could keep dreaming

Her dad just gave her a dismissing look, he didn’t bother engaging the conversation nor looking forward to it . He was only waiting for one answer.

« Hi mom, actually the test was harder than I thought you know ? Haha. And you know I was not so well these past few days so I got a B but don’t worr-

*Slap* A sharp and lancinating pain lacerates her cheek. Her words stuck in her throat immediatly

«Why am I even bothering myself sending you in school when you can’t even do your job ? »

Her words sounded like she spat venom. No compassion, no empathy, these words were not inscribed in her vocabulary

« I’m sorr-

Slap. Another hit. Y/N knew what came after.. a good beating session just like the usual. The only thing she could do was bow down and take it all. It was always the same. Before, she tried to resist, countless times, tried to speak up, stand up for herself, tried to explain, she talked, yelled, cried punched the stfiling steel cage that imprisoned her but none of that would work, her parents always stroke twice as hard and it’s not like she could beat up her own parents even if she had the strenght to.

**Fight back** Those simple words were carved into her soul. Mikey’s words

- Why don’t you fight back ? Are you happy ? If not, change it

- Do you really think it is as simple as that ?

- Yes 

He answered with that cocky grin of his.

- You know… Earlier.. I saw how your eyes sparkled when you walked to our gang meeting

Y/N scoffed, - Didn’t know we could get eyes problems so soon Mikey

- Join me, Y/N. Join the Toman

Y/N’s eyes widened. These few words were like we breathed life into her tormented soul. She didn’t want to admit it but each time she went to their meeting, she yearned to wear that black uniform among side the other captains. It was not just some clothing but a symbol of freedom, a symbol of resistance, a second chance to do what she truly wants. **To fight back**

- W-wait, what, her heart almost skipped a beat

- You heard me the frist time. I want to create a new era for delinquents. And I want you to be part of it

His golden hair shone in the daylight. At that moment, Y/N didn’t know who shone the most, Mikey or the sun. Or maybe she just couldn’t tell the difference between them.

Y/N answered with a simple nod, a silent aknowledgment because words couldn’t possibly contain and express what was going in her swirling mind.

Then, Mikey turned towards her

Are you happy Y/N ?

He have her the most warming smile, enough to melt the icy words of her parents, enough to bloom a seed of hope into her heart.

- Yes.