sorry

pls don’t follow

[illbequietnow]

should I just never get my hopes up for anything ever? because that’s what the world is telling me so far

[illbequietnow]

if there’s someone out there purposefully getting bad shit to happen to me could you please stop it? Thanks

[illbequietnow]

get the fuck out of my thoughts, i don’t want you here

[illbequietnow]

fuck, even a month later and you still cross my mind. get out already, im not yours anymore so get out of my head

[illbequietnow]

slowly getting over you, my heart is mending itself

[illbequietnow]

i miss having someone who knew everything about me

[illbequietnow]

I want you back in my life but I don’t want you back in my life because you’ve fucked so much stuff up and caused so much heartbreak and pain but I still miss you and just wish things were back to normal and this never happened and life just carried on the way it was supposed to

[illbequietnow]

its been really hard and sad doing this without you

[illbequietnow]

yours is a face i recognize as well as my own

[illbequietnow]

it hurt that you moved on so fast. was i really that forgettable?

[illbequietnow]

did you think about me when you were with him? how my lips have kissed everywhere his did? how my fingertips had already traced the same patterns his were? how our bodies felt like home to each other, and here he was, breaking and entering

[illbequietnow]

even though you’ve wronged me I can’t get you off my mind

[illbequietnow]

what in the fuck is all over your chest? hickeys from another guy? it hasn’t even been a week since we’ve been broken up and you’re already sleeping around, good to know how much you valued our time together

[illbequietnow]

oh how my heart longs for you

[illbequietnow]

maybe it’s not the right timing, maybe in a few years we’ll float back together again

[illbequietnow]

I just wanna talk to you, it hurts so fucking much and all I want it to hear your voice, even if it’s in my head through the texts you send but it’s been nothing at all and I’m scared I’m gonna lose you for good and I don’t want that I can’t not have you in my life I love you too much and I just wish I could go back to two or even one week ago when everything was fine and I could call you mine and kiss you and actually fucking talk to you it hurts so much

[illbequietnow]

everywhere i look there’s a reminder of you