illusory suggestion

there were things i wanted to tell him. but i knew they would hurt him. so i buried them, and let them hurt me.

[death-420]

hey, nice meeting you. lol... on second thought, *my boss theme plays* i’m going to end you

[inkskinned]

You're with my girl. You've got yourself all wrapped in barbed wire around her throat. Is this how you love, you crook? From bleeding hands? How wonderful you must have felt, teaching her to gather scraps and call that being dressed in plenty. How wonderful for you, to show up when you want, to take what you want, to use her raw - how wonderful to have broken her so completely that she thinks drowning is swimming. You did a good job teaching her to clip her wings. I hope you choke on the chains you've got her tied in.

Does it make you feel strong? Knowing she loves you so completely that no matter how you use her, she still holds on?

[illusorysuggestion]

why is it so fucking difficult for me to breathe here fuck all of this i just. can't do this anymore i want out.

[fkn-ruude]

the people I choose never choose me and my heart is so tired

[sunsounds]

“I’ve hoarded your name in my mouth for months. My throat is a beehive pitched in the river. Look! Look how long this love can hold its breath.”

— Sierra DeMulder, from “Your Love Finds Its Way Back” in Today Means Amen (via pigmenting)

[illusorysuggestion]

what do you do with a broken heart?

[illusorysuggestion]

i think i want that person to be you, even if you leave.

kiera cass

[illusorysuggestion]

is there a reason for all of this, for any of this? god, i’m asking for a sign. i’m asking to be loved. i’m asking to be loved so much i drown in it. 

[illusorysuggestion]

i hope someone out there is listening. i hope someone cares. i hope someone cares enough.

[illusorysuggestion]

what’s the point in being soft? in being presentable, in being coherent? i’m going to live my life on entirely my terms and nobody fucking else’s- you’re all going to regret knowing me and that’s exactly the way i want it

[illusorysuggestion]

just two things. just two just two just two. 

[illusorysuggestion]

i never want to go back to the way it was before

[illusorysuggestion]

i put the obsessive, the compulsive, and the disorder in obsessive compulsive disorder

[illusorysuggestion]

you’re not worth this feeling, nobody is

[illusorysuggestion]

when faber drive said “could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay”

[illusorysuggestion]

it’s been ‘just one of those days’ for so many days now

[eearth-deactivated20180601]

Don’t settle for nice, for pleasant, for familiar. Keep looking until you find something that really moves you, that resonates with your core. And I mean this for people, for interests, for hobbies, for your possessions, clothes, music, books, art. Everything. Curate every aspect of your life, as much as you can. It’s in the things that deeply inspire us that we find ourselves. Surround yourself with truth, and you’ll have built yourself a heaven.