IllustriousFilth

He/Him/Mediocre freak. I like all things perverse, poetic and sexy.

[reliefofpsyche]

Duane Michals, The old man kills the Minotaur, 1979

[hottypeclub]

[illustriousfilth]

[sweetestart]

Drummer magazine (January 1983)

[donttakethering]

“lost my dog to fentanyl” - future, dir. by henri alexander levy of enfants riches déprimés

[illustriousfilth]

[illustriousfilth]

People. Everywhere I look online it's people killing people, people killing the earth, people killing kids, people killing animals. The earth crumbling because of us. AI this, War there. 

Now the media has always highlighted the terrible, you never hear about people's recoveries from cancer more than you hear about poverty, inflation Etc. I get that, I get there's good, but it's not enough. 

"Well it's beyond your control." Is it? Is it truly? Or are we just telling ourselves that to dullify and preserve our sanity or what's left of it for that matter. There are 8 billion people on earth minus the billionaires and millionaires in power, if each one of us says "It's out of our control." then of course it will be. 

So to me, saying it's out of my control, is a load of bullishit. But we're expected work, to "earn a living." when none of us asked to be here nor ask to EARN the right to live. 

The more I learn of the cruelty humans are capable of, the more I solidify that I am not meant to be here or that I want to be here. This isn't a world for sensitive people, young people or for people who want peace. It is a world for the pitiless, cutthroat, and cold.

[aarchval]

Helen Chadwick, No. 3: Liver (from the series Meat Abstract), 1989.

[illustriousfilth]

I looove that first image.

[gremlininho]

[illustriousfilth]

The child me would be so disappointed in the present me and the state of the world.

[petaltexturedskies]

Anaïs Nin, Linotte: The Early Diary of Anaïs Nin (1914-1920)

[thomasmartinnutt]

Not Vital. 10 Handabdrücke von Hamburger Gipser, 1990

[thomasmartinnutt]

Marsha Cottrell. Untitled, 2018

[andromedes]

Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray

[dropdome]

Sensory Deprivation: Door to the Unseen, Body Play and Modern Primitives Quarterly by Fakir Musafar, 1944

[saintdollanganger]

i have not existed i will never exist