bea !

(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑) she / her 18 🫧 multi—fandomer ! pfp cred : snowukki ig. 🍰

[ilyhachii]

I have found a place to dump my feelings !!!!! :P

[ilyhachii]

back to being obsessed with bts again life is truly worth living now.

[ilyhachii]

going through bts post concert depression while going through burnt—out from that trip to concert while working constantly after that concert then getting my period so now actually depressed & suicidal while still working while also ghosting friends cause burn out but seeing them end of the month when will this actually end me

[ilyhachii]

seriously don’t understand how people watched whc1 & didn’t understand beomseoks story at all. When they were showing constantly what his living life was like , did they just refuse to acknowledge he was a victim?? what he did was horrible but isn’t what happened to him also horrible??? 

[ilyhachii]

beomseok i have not forgotten about you i carry you around like a photo locket in a war

[ilyhachii]

i’m deadass so depressed this isn’t funny anymore

[valoftheisland]

[ilyhachii]

its getting bad again season 1 beomseok ep1 to ep 3 save me.

[ilyhachii]

does anyone else just don’t get excited anymore about things you’re supposed to look forward & instead stress about everything little & big thing instead

[ilyhachii]

no longer get butterflies when he messages & would rather be friends i feel like the evil man in this situation now oh god.

[ilyhachii]

full heartedly hate bitches who always compare how much work hours they do in a day

“Only 5 hours? Pfft try 10 !!” I took up the 8hour contract for a reason bitch why you being so stingy

[ilyhachii]

is it normal to feel violently sick & have a pit in ur stomach when u have a crush on someone 🫩

[ilyhachii]

i should not have access to tumblr when i’m extremely depressed jesus christ it’s so sad on here

[ilyhachii]

IM RELAPSING TO MY ‘there’s no hope for me’ 14 YEAR OLD MITSKI LISTENING ALL THE TIME PHASE GET ME OUT OF HERE

[pretty-little-nightmare-xx]

Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)

[ilyhachii]

kinda self sabotaging

kinda alone but not alone

kinda got nothing going on in life

kinda just laying in bed all the time doing nothing

kinda selfish

kinda depressed

kinda self pitying

kinda hating myself for all of this

kinda really wanna kill myself

[ilyhachii]

at that stage in life where matilda by harry styles is resonating with me more & more as i get older.