nothing hurts like you do

like the way you say "i love you"

[ilynotes]

next time, i would like anemones, too.

hi ♡ i'm anemone, welcome to my blog. I make edits and draw sometimes.

20, she/he, queer, bigender & white american. i live in PA!

autistic & crazy // am currently watching buffy the vampire slayer and dan & phil. i love conan gray and 90s-2000s cult movies & shows

new to the dan & phil universe (only got into them end of/post-hiatus) but have been aware of them for forever

I struggle with chronic PTSD & OCD, and I am currently working to escape my abusive home.

blog is repost heavy. FUCK Al. free palestine and fuck your racist boyfriend too.

☆ my depop

☆ my pinterest

[velvetlouves]

Amelia Onorah from the girl group Say Now twitter icons ★✩

[saynows]

BRICK BY BRICK — SAY NOW (2025)

[ilynotes]

the phil lester buffy lore goes so deep like, i didn't know he was obsessed with it in HIGHSCHOOL to the point where he wrote fanfiction about it as a Teen. now two decades later at 39 he makes his boyfriend quiz him about it and has to resist the urge to ask all his friends what they think about every episode... this IS what a special interest looks like. he's just like me

[ilynotes]

how the fuck did someone make something like phanscripts... that's just insane. how does that even Work.

[ilynotes]

i want to get into the phandom but i can't stand dnp twitter. discourse every week about arbitrary shit or people straight up taking pics of them without them knowing 😭😭 I hate twitter so much

[waffle-love]

ill say this as someone who made the mistake of joining twitter when I was younger, more clueless about the parasocial toxicity of the platform… all for a fandom (not d&p) infamously known for being guilty for it-

It wasn’t worth it at all 😭 I wish my 16 year old self could have that mental sanity back because it was GENUINELY stress inducing and poisonous.

I’m much happier being on tumblr now, even if that twt stress has made me horribly socially anxious talking to people online; this space (and the dan and phil community) is SO much better like holy shit

[ilynotes]

i still come across some immature people here and there on tumblr, but it truly is nothing like how it is on twitter. only downside is you really can make mutuals a lot better on twitter than on here, since twitter is much more conversational and interactive, everyone is much more keep-to-themselves on here. still, when i want to actually connect with a community without seeing a bunch of insane nonsense, tumblr wins

[ballune]

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[therozanov]

HEARTSTOPPER FOREVER [2026]

[rylands--grace]

flip a rock

see the bugs

[ilynotes]

Visit Original Link

all flowers in time bend toward the sun / jeff buckley & elizabeth fraser

[ilynotes]

she's hyperfixated on dan and phil

[ilynotes]

a good tip to help with intrusive thoughts is to imagine your head getting bashed in with a brick like sarah from obsession

[ilynotes]

i want to get into the phandom but i can't stand dnp twitter. discourse every week about arbitrary shit or people straight up taking pics of them without them knowing 😭😭 I hate twitter so much

[ceremonyn087]

byler sketches bc it’s been a couple months since I’ve drawn them. these felt kind of nostalgic

[ilynotes]

leviticus, heated rivalry, interview with the vampire and dan and phil all on my dash and it's all rainbows and happiness until i scroll past a byler post. then my smile drops. then i remember. then i remember everything.

[idkwhattoputbroo]

did I just write the suicide note of the summer??❓❓🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

[ilynotes]

other people my age: my boyfriend broke up with me so i'm going to the club to get #wasted then me and my friends are going to a concert after

me sitting in the doctors office: wow the air purifier in here is so nice, i can't wait to have one of my own when i get my own place