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Helloo :) 17 - 8 - 95 I post a bunch of thing's ranging from places I want to see, Cars i'd like to have, People who inspire me, and posts that describe my feeings in that moment in time. If you need advice or someone to talk to, I will try my best to help. Be Happy, Stay Smiling! Talk to me

[im-a-juke-box]

It kills me everytime you have to leave.

You leave and im being left here alone, i never felt lonely before i met you.

[im-a-juke-box]

Constantly looking towards the future, then when it gets here it goes too fast. I cant enjoy the present without him here, and i cant hold back the tears while i wait.

[im-a-juke-box]

I don’t know what to do.

[im-a-juke-box]

Hurting

I hate saying goodbye, ive got a lump in my throat and a heavy heart 😔

[im-a-juke-box]

Im just gonna leave this here..

The one time i get someone who loves me, understands me and is commited to me. He lives 80 miles away? Sure, the distance could be greater, but fuck me it hurts. Why 80 fucking miles away? Ive gone through my fair share of fuck ups, and users and cheaters, all within walking distance. Yet here i am, in tears over the distance, i dont want to have to wait 4 weeks to see him, i dont want to have to persevere through this. I dont even want him to live with me, i could deal with him being 10, 20 even 30 minutes away from me. Just to know that we could see eachtoher a bit more and not have to deal with all the shit that comes along with it. My sister who, btw, is a spoilt prick, has got a boyfriend who she sees 24/7! She works with him and they have the same time off as eachother. Shes not at work and hes here the whole time, and it kills me. Why her over me? Why does everyone around me, no matter how much of a shit person they are, why do they seem to always land on their feet? I hate my job, due to the rotas i work and the shit managment who for some reason have got it in for me, keep putting me on shit shifts, even though ive asked them to try and give me a good combination of days over the weekend every now and again, ive got 4 weeks of random days off because ive apparently done slmething to piss someone off, ive never wanted to leave so much in my life. And then home life! Besides my sister inadvertently rubbing her relaltionship right in my fucking face. I rarely get on with my family, so im just here in my room mulling shit like this over or im at work hating being there but dreading to go home. What on earth am i meant to do, and how the fuck do i do it.

[im-a-juke-box]

“Tell me true

My heart is blue

My love has gone a-way

It's okay

I know someday I'm gonna be with you.”

- Tom Rosenthal

[unforgetable-words]

“Sometimes you just need to be with the person that makes you smile, even if it means waiting”

[totaldisaster97]

[i-love-you-from-a-distance]

[juansendizon]

“But a long-distance romance can be a beautiful thing. It builds trust and commitment very early on in the relationship and gives way for more deeper and meaningful conversations. There’s more time for solitude, self-exploration and inner growth for the both of you and there’s more room for appreciation and less space for possession. There’s more magic when you kiss the lips of the person you love after thirty days of not seeing each other knowing that he or she will always be your destination.”

— Juansen Dizon, A Long-Distance Romance

[affectionsuggestion]

I wish, after dreaming about you, I could wake up next to you

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[ozeia]

[thirst]

x

[sunset--princess]

Time goes too quick when I spend it with you

[samdashh-deactivated20210615]

In need of sex nd a massage

[teenagecrush]

[teenagecrush]