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bro apparently my ex is going by they/them and why do i feel so personally attacked by that
you dont get to fuckinnh do that not after the reaction you had with me and not with your attitude to nb people. get the fuck out of here
id never police anyones identity but bitch literally you Dont Get To Do That not that easily
obv i wouldnt say this to anyone about themselves but jesus fucking christ
i swear to god im going to murder my dormmates this school is actually interesting for the first time in my life but the people and workload is just
i cant handle it i dont know what to do its practically my dream school i cant drop out but im so exhausted i cant do it i cant do fucking anything
anyway i never got into mcr as a kid bc i couldnt speak english and understand their lyrics and kind of just passed by that and my friend got me into killjoys and mcr along it just now
why does it literally physically hurt i couldnt have been a part of it earlier?
so did i order some diet/fat burning pills yesterday? yes i did
i left my razors at home bc i havent needed them for a little while i can make it a week in dorms its fine
me literally two seconds after getting here: bro ive never hated myself so much
all of my friends who have ed's are skinnier than me and that just aint it like how do i suck even at this
im very single and have been for over a year now, i have a whole lot of emotional baggage, problems, asd and problems with touch, i dont verbalize my feelings because most of the time i cant separate them at all i dont know what im feeling. im grey ace, possibly aro and poly?? i dont know i dont know what i want i just know i crave *something* and ive been near tears and feeling so fucking miserable and almost unable to function lately its not healthy a relationship wouldnt magically fix it, but i just. guess i need at least some sort of affection. someone i can touch and hug and not be afraid to tell them im not okay with touching tonight can we try tomorrow and just hang out for now? i just want someone in my life i can share things with and who accepts me for who i am and doesnt cry and get mad because who i am and how i work is not enough and ’abusive and no one should have to deal with your boundaries or requests’. i just want to fucking cuddle and kiss someone and just feel fucking safe and relaxed with another person in the room and have the option to have my space and quiet but not have to be so *alone*
it doesnt help i have crushes on two people that are together and poly, theyre both absolutely fucking stunning and ive talked to one of them a little, he said if he ever visited we could meet up but they live in germany and im in finland. were not even friends. im just pining to the point its probably fucking creepy. and then i had to have a dream of just going on adventure dates on them! nothing more even happened than chaotic shit and laughing together and having a good time and small bits of physical affection. with these people i dont actually know, live in another country, and now i cant even stop thinking about that and its getting goddamn pathetic at this point i dont think i could even hold up a relationship. nevermind finding someone whod even want to deal with me, im not fun to be around, or pretty, or interesting, im not even a good hookup because i dont do that! i dont talk to new people and how the fuck would i even meet someone i just feel so lonely
it doesnt help i have crushes on two people that are together and poly, theyre both absolutely fucking stunning and ive talked to one of them a little, he said if he ever visited we could meet up but they live in germany and im in finland. were not even friends. im just pining to the point its probably fucking creepy. and then i had to have a dream of just going on adventure dates on them! nothing more even happened than chaotic shit and laughing together and having a good time and small bits of physical affection. with these people i dont actually know, live in another country, and now i cant even stop thinking about that and its getting goddamn pathetic at this point i dont think i could even hold up a relationship. nevermind finding someone whod even want to deal with me, im not fun to be around, or pretty, or interesting, im not even a good hookup because i dont do that! i dont talk to new people and how the fuck would i even meet someone i just feel so lonely
just casually deciding to jerk off with my thigh bleeding because at this point what else am i gonna do
ceo of getting to taste my meal twice
I made dis
temptation
okay i forgot how really throwing up feels, like do i need to chew my shit better or something? damn
unfriendly reminder: this is a sex worker positive space. I will not tolerate the disrespect of sex workers here, and if you cant agree with that without a doubt then you're not welcome here.
sure would be nice if people other than porn blogs and sex workers reblogged this
can anyone currently super contagious with a stomach flu come make out with me so i can get so sick all i do is sleep and shit and puke?? like can barely keep water down sick? and i need that sickness to last like at least a week. that would be great thanks.
Suicide tw - suicide mention tw - depression tw
The worst pain is when you really want to kill yourself, because you just don't see any point in fighting anymore, but you also don't actually want to be dead so you just lay in bed, completely immobile and just cry til the medication takes you out. Then another day starts.
And I'd call these intrusive thoughts but there's a comfort in them now.
The urge is only getting stronger
