Stressin'

If You Can't Live It Down Might As Well Live It Up

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Sometimes I hate being a decent person cuz it never seems to matter what some one has put me through and I will still help them. Like you’ve treated me like shit for the last few months but your car broke down in the middle of the night and guess who’s the first person to show up no questions asked...

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A Girl

I know a girl who can't sleep at night A girl that had passion and a heart and soul I know a girl that wrestles unbelievable pain And still thinks I'm the one who needs saved I know a girl who hides her suffering To make sure his kids don't go hungry I've seen the pain in her eyes I've watched as another part of her dies Begged and pleaded day by day To say the words to ease the pain I know a girl with a tattered soul I share her pain and watch radiant life Get drained from her every fucking night I've seen the scars I've seen the bruises Heard lie after lie and ridiculous excuses I know a girl locked in a cell A girl locked in her personal Hell The scars on her arms count the days She's endured her endless pain And when she looks in the mirror at night She sees a child filled with fright Innocence gone A ghost remains I know a girl I share her pain

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Just not sure who to believe anymore......

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Silent treatment huh?....I perfected that bitch. Take a fucking joke not like your the one who should be mad anyway.

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Never been this close to making a phone call that I know will seriously fuck my life up

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"Groping your way towards an answer"

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They'll be there when you need them, they say that when you don't

Brantley Gilbert

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It's like I'm constantly taking a beating for these people who would never do the same for me.

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I honestly don't know why I continue to try and make friends. They'd fucking suck.

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Last time I checked I didn't need a baby sitter to hang out with my best friend. Thanks again for yet another ruined night you shit bag.

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Sometimes I think my main problem is I care way too fucking much.

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People have an annoying habit of remembering things they shouldn't.

-Brom

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Wanting to read a book but not wanting to have the lights on.

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My professor was talking about reasons for plagiarism today in class and proceeded to go into one of the deepest lectures I have ever had. He started by telling us a story about a student he had a few years prior. He said this student had taken a semester and done well but second semester rolled around and the student turned in zero work and only received points earned during class. Prof. W of course called the student into his office and asked why he was not turning in his work. The student breaks down crying, saying he doesn't want to be here (college). Prof. W then asks so why are you here? The student says that his parents are both lawyers and his siblings are going to med school and becoming lawyers as well. He said his parents refused to let him pursue his true passion which was working on cars. My professor ended by saying a quote from a book I can't remember saying that "everyone has this idea that everyone has to go to college to be successful. Everyone's idea is wrong." So I guess the reason I'm posting this is to say that I'm not gonna force my future kids to go to college. If they are interested in something besides what I see for them. So be it. I only wish I could have heard his story earlier. Because in the end as Prof. W says: "If my car breaks down, I'm not gonna call a lawyer."

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"Shit I got so dramatic I forgot where I was going."

Prof. Steve

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Whoa we're half way there Whoa Hit me with a chair