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Intro post or something

Name: Sav

Age: 30 (I know ancient to most of y’all. I’ve been on and off this godforsaken app since 2010 when I was 15 😭)

Pronouns: she/her

Basically here right now to track weight loss and stuff in a safe spot that most of my friends don’t know about. I’m pro-recovery but not in any active recovery. I try to remain positive but I definitely have some disordered thought processes and some ed(not sheeran) patterns from time to time. Not trying to be pro @n@ but not anti @n@ either. So you might see some of that from time to time too. But you know, relapses are a thing and I’m definitely on the precipice of the relapse if not already there. 🤷🏻‍♀️

HW: 290

LW: 140

CW: 189

GW: 150

UGW: 125

Height: 5’7”

Minors DNI.

Okay that’s it I think 🥰

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Boundaries boundaries boundaries.

What’s the point of setting them if people are going to break them anyway.

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I got on ozempic and I missed not feeling hungry. Today is dose 2 and I’m on a fairly low dose and I don’t feel hungry hardly at all. Like enough to cue my body to stay alive which is all I really want lmao

[impulsive-contradiction]

Hi I disappeared because I was afraid someone was gonna find my page but I’m back again bitches

[impulsive-contradiction]

Valentine’s Day. I definitely thought it was going to end up higher because what I measured out for myself for dinner was a *lot* like put my day well over 2000 cals, but then I got uncomfortably full and put it away to eat later and fell asleep. 😅 so I had to kinda guesstimate how much I actually had.

And my weight is coming down and I’m happy 🥲

[fawfulydoo]

reblog to give the person you reblogged it from a little heart lollipop

[impulsive-contradiction]

Okay I definitely forgot to eat dinner 😅 I was working on school and studying for my exams and next thing I knew it was midnight.

I did make the most weird lil snack ever though of just like fake queso with nooch, a lil mayo and milk and buffalo sauce and then taco seasoning. Tasted kinda like nacho cheese or queso to me lmao.

[mytheoristheart]

working out makes me feel so fucking good after

[rock-n-r3xic]

The fact I didn't notice how big I had become

Embarrassing 💀💀

[lollyshifting-deactivated202603]

caring for yourself bc you will always have yourself

[dead4dawnn-deactivated20250307]

the worst part is i know im not hungry im just bored but its so fucking hard

[impulsive-contradiction]

Food Diary 2/12/25

Tbh I was done after dinner then something made me sick. Not even sure what. Maybe my tea? So I had the toast with Swiss cheese spread just to make sure that acid was absorbed.

[mi-amiami]

When he thinks u dont want him going through your phone bc ur cheating but you just dont want him to find your edblr

[floppy-bounc3-deactivated202504]

how it feels having a 900-1000 cal intake on edblr while everyone else eats 0-200 cals

[v4mp1r3nurs3]

“it’s actually good to be weigh more and be curvier!! you look more womanly!! guys like it more!!”

hey can you shuT THE FUCK UP?? STFU?? SHUT UP

[impulsive-contradiction]

Yeah I mean tbh when I was at my thinnest, I still had titties and curves and guys liked me more. Being mid-sized curvy or plus-sized curvy is not the same thing and you are treated so much better as skinny curvy.

But also THATS NOT THE POINT ANYWAY (well maybe for some people it is).

[tinymori]

meanspo is bdsm ana

[roseyteasworld]

[fadingobssession]