i am a huge mess but come hang out

ruby. she/her. 18.

[winemom-culture]

Which one of you mfs attacked my throat chakra

[imthebaneofyourexistence]

every day. every day i wake up and console myself with the fact the letty hate club exists.

[thebellekeys]

I hate how the booktokification of the “unhinged woman” genre has completely reduced the concept of female rage to just “girlboss” without taking seriously how important it is to unequivocally portray female rage.

Throughout the history of literature, we’ve been given countless instances of women in despair and in sadness but save for a few writers (take Euripides, for example), we’ve rarely ever been given angry women who aren’t the villains or the foil for the perfect poised passive princess. Female rage has constantly been subdued and erased or warped into “she’s just batshit crazy” in pretty much every society.

And now that publishing and media marketing has reduced women showing rage in books to the “white hypersexual girlboss with a knife”, instead of uplifting the way women are allowed to have more dimension and sympathy in their visible anger than ever in literature, the media still isn’t taking this subgenre seriously.

[dandeliondelivery]

Rin taking Petra, who served as a tool of imperialism and colonisation and tormented/experimented on Rin on the basis of race and the excuse of religion, to The Pantheon and leaving her there on the brink of death burning in the divinity of her own gods was probably one of the most cathartic things I've read in a book

[cgadzfna]

rin will haunt nezha forevermore like altan had once haunted her, but what if nezha wakes up from one of his dreams (nightmares) of rin one day and sees her glowing thumbprints branded on his neck, just like how altan had once branded rin with his handprint?

but unlike his other markings, (the scars on his face, the dragon’s mark on his back), he welcomes these marks, a permanent reminder of what he’s done, another mark of his sins, a tangible remnant of her when she herself can no longer be there. a punishment. (a blessing?)

he will never escape her (does he want to?)

her kind linger, his hands are stained, and she makes sure he will never forget it.

[eleann]

[imthebaneofyourexistence]

the poppy war trilogy single-handedly has made me feel ill with anguish, love, anger, awe, and horror in one instant please release me from its grip so i may sleep

[imthebaneofyourexistence]

god i haven’t been on here in a fat minute... just got chain of iron, watch this consume my life for the next day or so

[smolanxiouscatvoid]

Please reblog this is you think that's masks and regulations are necessary to help stop covid.

Like if you are an antimasker and think people should be able to do whatever they want

Im trying to prove a point

[imthebaneofyourexistence]

today i got mad at my lips for going tingly during a panic attack how are you

[kenmasocks]

just recommended attack on titan to my friend who’s new to anime.

now we wait.

[kenmasocks]

the fact that these two fuckers remind me of my best friends is concerning-

[aikk00]

I wonder if you know how they live in Tokyo

[imthebaneofyourexistence]

kaz brekker is the most dramatic bitch i have ever seen talking about nUrTuRiNg My GrUdGeS-

[cliveguy]

queerbaiting actually means the gays won bc we're so important that straight writers had to sit in their boardroom and brainstorm how to make repressed men touch for us

[khaleesiofalicante]

Lil gestures of love from Jessa to Kit. 

[imthebaneofyourexistence]

i get notifications that people are following me and then i open tumblr and it’s definitely-not-a-bot-lindsay with gifs of asses and i’m like ohhhh so this was an accident-