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1. het gelijktijdig bestaan van twee tegengestelde wilsneigingen 

[indescribablenoise]

Last van, alweer

[redredwiiine]

[hakuteeth]

Not to offer advice nobody asked for but fixing ur sleep schedule is life changing

[hakuteeth]

Things that actually work if u try at them:

Drinking water

No longer making self deprecating jokes

Making sure to take time out of the day to relax and take a breather

Lighting candles

Counting ur breaths in and out if ur having a panic attack

Getting up and trying to do one thing even if u can’t do everything maybe brushing ur teeth but not having the energy to shower

[justummsomeguy]

Taking a shower if you can, putting clean clothes on if you can’t, even just a clean set of pjs. Washing your face.

[o-lanterns]

A couple weeks ago I was in a major depressive slump and was feeling really detached from reality. I was trying so hard to fight it but nothing I tried worked until I realized I hadn’t listened to any happy music in almost a week.

I didn’t feel like listening to anything at all but I put on my favorite playlist anyway. Take On Me started and I finger stimmed to the keyboard riff and hummed along and by the end of the song I was smiling. A few more songs and I was fully singing along and feeling more present than I had in days.

Even if it seems small and trivial, like putting on your favorite socks or looking up pictures of kittens, it might be something you need. Of course the music didn’t solve any of the problems I was upset about, but it did help me feel like I was a person again.

[drtief]

This isn’t one of those “must be good to be neurotypical” posts btw, these are small and accessible steps that can really help.

[notkatniss]

[aidashakur]

Someone being patient with you is one of the softest forms of love

[youngchronicpain]

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this

[rkolun]

[daenerya]

rate people i do not find attractive and i’ll try to guess your type

[orrnament]

running up the hill to make a deal with god again. anyone need anything

[indescribablenoise]

Just want to say I’m fucking disappointed in this country. I never really felt Dutch, I have never really liked being Dutch, but with the elections’ outcome now, I fucking HATE being Dutch. It’s terrifying seeing towards which way this country is moving. Things are going to get out of hand. It’s terrifying as hell. But I’m ready to keep standing up for poc, the lgbtiq+ community and all oppressed (including myself) by the omnipresent neoliberalist, capitalist policies in this worn out country. We won’t stand down.

[sluttyfranzkafka]

In short if you want to know what's up in the Netherlands:

All left-leaning parties took a MAJOR hit.

Including the Green party and any other that focused on climate measures

The party whose entire campaign was to say "you know our frontman! He's known by you!" NO political standpoints cause they have none. Who's responsible for major scandals that ruined people's lives. Who led this country for ten fucking years and does nothing for anyone. Who is right-leaning liberal party. Whose entire CABINET fell just two months ago because of, again, the scandals. Biggest winner by far.

Right extremist party that I made fun of in December for being SUCH a joke and mess, who was outed for their racism, antisemitism, misogyny, their ties to USA extremist groups, and complete lies: biggest individual win. I predicted that but I hate that it's true.

[yeehawlizard]

Dutch elections are so intense first you have to wrestle with your enormous ballot, then you have to play where’s waldo to find the person you want to vote for between the names of 63829019473 other politicians, and then you need to fight your ballot again to fold it back. But it’s worth it

[indescribablenoise]

It wasn’t worth it this year

[memepjes]

Dutch Elections 2021 moodboard

[indescribablenoise]

I fucking hate this year and I’n starting to fucking hate this country.

[slfcare]

this pandemic will end and you’ll claim the window seat in your favorite cafe, stand in a crowd at a concert, visit a museum and make crappy art in the park. sometimes things feel like they’ll go on forever, sometimes bad things feel heavier than good things, sometimes life feels like it’s slowing down and all you’re doing is waiting for the full stop— but just because this hopelessness is all that you’re feeling right now, doesn’t mean that it’s all there is. there’s always more and you will experience that, and you will feel alive again.

[ki55ed]

really looking forward to doing something one of these days

[indescribablenoise]

You know what’s a mood

Listening to Souvlaki Space Station from a record player in a dark room

[rawhoneybliss]

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way

Good things are coming my way