there's a fire in my brain and i'm burning up... @indigowithwings - Tumblr Blog

yes, i miss the body i had when i was skinny. i think i will miss it until the day i die. but you know what i do not miss? getting dizzy after climbing the stairs because i hadn’t had a full meal in days. not being able to run for fear of passing out. thinking about food so much that i spaced out during classes and family conversations. i still miss my old, disordered body, but i am even more happy to have my life back.

#tw ed #tw eating disorder #ed recovery #recovery #mental health

paganism and mainstream religion

every time i worry that my deities are mad at me i have to ask myself if i am being reasonable or if i am still working through the brainwashing that was forced upon me by the god-fearing Christian nation i live in. i wasn’t raised Christian by my parents but my extended family is, and in the united states, there is no opt-out for Christian nationalism. these people and institutions taught me to be afraid of any higher being, that any dissent would cause me to be smote down in an act of divine retribution. even though i wasn’t directly a part of these groups, i am still learning to untangle their values from mine. i know that the gods are forgiving, but that is easy to forget. i think it is worth a reminder that everything will be okay. the beings you worship are probably not upset, we are all just collectively working through the values that have been enforced upon us

#this isn’t meant to hate on christians in any way #but the fact that we live in a Christian-favoring society is what concerns me #hope I don’t get killed for this opinion #tw religion #tw christianity #paganism #pagan

leaving the netherlands today, goodbye eva stratt’s homeland

it’s my homeland too but. like. Priorities.

#project hail mary #phm #eva stratt #phm pilled

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grace and simon on my island

now i just need to make them kiss

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just realized that it would probably help to make their dating preferences compatible …

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boom shakalaka yess gawd

#tomodachi life #tomodachi living the dream #project hail mary #iron lung #ryland grace #simon iron lung #simon the convict #bloodymary

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grace and simon on my island

now i just need to make them kiss

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just realized that it would probably help to make their dating preferences compatible …

#oops #tomodachi life #tomodachi living the dream #project hail mary #iron lung #ryland grace #simon iron lung #simon the convict #bloodymary

was feeling angsty yesterday n thought “wow my life is just like that song i’m a creep i’m a weirdo” and realized that was probably a good signifier that i needed to check in with myself

#indigo screeches

grace and simon on my island

now i just need to make them kiss

#phm #project hail mary #ryland grace #simon iron lung #simon the convict #iron lung #bloodymary

the things I would do to hear stratt sing the ending of sign of the times …

#phm #project hail mary #eva stratt #sign of the times #Project Hail Mary posting

found this in a craft store:D

idk if someone left it there on accident or if it’s a marketing thing but it made me really happy to see! we really are everywhere lol

#indigo screeches #alterhuman #nonhuman #therian #otherkin #animal mask

live laugh lie to strangers on the internet ❤️

#this post is about internet safety

veiled today

wore my new veil outside today for the first time and immediately got called an islamophobic slur. like, for starters, wrong religion dumbass, and secondly, that’s just a shitty thing to do??? get the fuck outta my face asshole :/

#pagan #pagan veiling #veiling #vent ish

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