everyone talks about how in love Ronan is but was no one going to tell me how smitten Adam is in the dreamers trilogy???
"you smell like home"
"what's the face for?" "i want it too much"
"tell me to go to school closer to you and i will"
"i saved your life because i love you"
"i just want to know that when i come back for break, you'll be there"
driving a motorcycle for 8 hours while listening to his sociology notes to spend 3 hours with Ronan and then go back for his test the next day
"i need to take off your clothes"
"i'm coming back. be here for me"
"actual closeness and truth had been reserved for only one person"
"why does Adam keep trying to find you in the dreams?"
breaking up with him while being so gentle and making sure the strap of the watch wasn't too tight on Ronan's wrist and still saying tamquam alter idem
and then coming back to him RIGHT AWAY
"you were, like, the place i stored all the reality in"
scrying even though it's dangerous just because he misses Ronan
"Adam had come for him. all this way. he had not given up. he had risked everything"
"he couldn't talk himself out of it. he tried each night he was alone in the apartment over st. agnes, and he failed every time he saw Ronan again. he was in love with Ronan"
"i know i'm going, but i'll always come back, as long as you're here"
im sobbing
