Inner Thoughts

22 yo, 4th year med student from France

[inenotyn]

« You don’t know what you got ‘til it’s gone my dear »

[eleanorsvances-deactivated20211]

these are actually nice ASKs

[romanticdykee]

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i’ll love you if…

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i’m talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

[lune-aire]

« Ce qui ne peut danser au bords des lèvres s’en va hurler au fond de l’âme. »

[arabwife]

I respect a man who is vocal. Tell me why you’re into me. Tell me why I pissed you off & tell me how I can fix it. Tell me everything. Talk.

[rivkahstudies]

If you want school to start because you miss the structure and learning but dread the inevitable return of anxiety and stress and you’re hyper-aware of this inner conflict clap your hands

[copingnurse-deactivated20240217]

Every nurse,doctor, & healthcare worker I know... Early: “I chose this field to help people.” A year in...

[studentnursechorne-blog]

100%

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

How to Fake Confidence

1. Hold your head high, and look others in the eye

2. Smile

3. Stop apologizing

4. Relax and be quick to laugh at yourself (but not at others!)

5. Dress in a way that indicates you have self worth

6. Use good manners (like saying please and thank you) as this is actually a mark of self respect

7. Expect other people to believe in you, and to see and appreciate your good qualities.

[empireprep]

8. Before you know it, its no longer fake

[wiredonwarid-deactivated2016122]

wheRE WAS THIS ALL MY LIFE

[yonebayashin-blog]

As someone who did this, I can guarantee you it legit works

[gothiccharmschool]

This, my darlings. All of it. Because step 8 is true: it will no longer be fake, you will have taught yourself to have confidence. 

[sleepin]

[just-shower-thoughts]

You don’t forgive someone because they deserve it, you forgive so that you can move on.

[jehovahhthickness]

[aidashakur]

[typography-images]

Everything I say…

[jackfrostftw]

what time is it

tumblr time

procrastination

[accordingtodevin]

I take walk-ins, please form a line.

[hell0-there-lady]

V A C C I N A T E

[hell0-there-lady]

[hell0-there-lady]

sign in a doctor’s office

I have decided to make this a master post of healthcare PROFESSIONALS calling bullshit on anti-vaxx

[inenotyn]

I need help.

This might not be the place to say it but, nevermind, I just really have to write how I feel.

Him and I have been together for two months. Together... I mean, we never clearly said we were a couple, but there is a certain kind of jealousy and I’ve always been honest about the fact I wasn’t interested in non-serious stories before our story began.

Before having sex, we spent 2 nights cuddling. That felt so sweet...

Tell me if I’m wrong... a man who can wait and showing tenderness in the meantime is serious, right ?

I used to complain a lot (not to him though) about the fact he wasn’t texting me a lot. Now he does it more frequently and often begins conversations. I love that.

One big question remains. Does he take our story seriously as he never introduced me to any close one ? I mean, two months may be a too short period, I just really don’t know. But I hate that feeling of being rejected or kept away from his life. It hurts me a lot. And I just can’t tell him about that as I don’t wan’t him to think I’m annoying. All I can do is hoping he’s not mocking me...

I’m clearly falling for him and I can’t control the fact I’m overthinking every word he says.

I don’t want an « in-between » relationship. I want to build something with him, I really do.

He already spoke about children. 3 times. Naturally, it was not direct but still, he did. He wants to have kids one day. If he told me that, it was all because he wanted me to know for reasons, didn’t he ?

I’m confused and I hate it. I can’t ask him directly or I could seem really weird and make him flee which would probably be a shame as every thing is going well if we forget about my doubts. The time we spend together is gold, he’s gold.

I think he would agree with me when I say we really have good sex. I can’t deny I’m really into it. But I’m always worried about the fact he’s only there for it. Afraid he could think I’m a whore because I love it. I realize it may sound exaggerated but I really fear it.

Maybe I shouldn’t talk about it. I spend everyday trying so hard to hide the fact I’m really sad, anxious and paranoid.

I’ve been sexually aggressed. I still feel dirty. I still feel guilty I can feel pleasure by having sex with my boyfriend though I know it has nothing to do with what happened.

My boyfriend knows very little about that. And I wrote a letter for him. I wanted him to have the choice to stay or leave as I really understand it could affect him too much. I don’t want him to be hurt and he already told me he was. But he said he wants to be there.

He knows I wrote something but I never had the courage to give him. Should I give him next time we meet ? Will he understand I still can desire him ? Won’t he think I’m disgusting ?

I still have to face a lot of horrible things about that sexual assault and I often cry or panic within a second. He never saw it. Will he understand ? Will he believe me ?

I know there is no right or wrong answer. I guess all I need is someone to anonymously listen to me.

[inenotyn]

Patience et longueur de temps font mieux que précipitation.