ANYWAY I GO BY AVA NOW @inkytsuki - Tumblr Blog

Considering coming back to this blog but idk

#shits been crazy lol #i feel like i have to warn anyone who has been following me a long time that im straight up not the same person that i was #things have been really rough for several years and im starting to get back to myself #but i also dont really want to have to explain everything in gratuitous detail #long story short im off meds and im getting divorced (again)#i miss people and i want to be social again but its difficult #ive changed a lot over the last few years and i just kinda dont care about a lot of stuff like i used to and kind of want to focus #on things that make me happy and finding some kind of fulfillment for myself #ive lost most joy i had for things for several years and idk #im just kind of posting this here because this is what ive always used tumblr for #probably not going back to sex work either because i just dont have the stomach for it anymore after everything ive realized #anyway might be back here might not #may make a new blog

Sup guys Ive been painting. Been sick as ffffffuck the last week and the last 2 weeks have been hell but might have found out why I've been having health issues after a terrifying experience 🙃

Anyway obviously I have been coping by drawing gorls. So, say hello to Viala, my four hundred year old milf with no kids. I'm trying to bust through like all the ocs I've made in the last two years but I keep making more and the list never ends lol. And yeah i gave up and let her have hot dog fingers listen. My hand hurt

#inkytsuki art #viala adularine

Lol hi 👋 been offline all social media besides YouTube for like. A long time lol. I've been doing art. Been super stressed out due to health related stuff, and haven't felt much like being social and have mostly just been spiraling into the abyss. But like I'm okay though, just exhausted and actively trying to get back to my best life.

But like I hope you guys are good 🥰 my break has been mostly good for my mental health besides just like. Not talking to people for real. Which I'm trying to start doing again. Agoraphobia + social anxiety is a bitch, and covid literally has continued to exacerbate this problem. I have no idea when I'll be active on this account again. But I'll be posting art periodically, still. Not that it really gets seen but it's not a big deal. I mostly just want to make sure it gets backed up somewhere. I also made a deviantart 🤧 and I'm just busting my butt to keep improving. Anyway Idk how to finish this post have art that's all actually done. I have like a billion WIPS that are more than just a portrait laying around but they take way longer and I get burnt out, so hopefully will have something more to post soonish

#images are backward from date completed btw #and yes im aware that my wolf elf oc looks like she is peeing on the grass but i she isnt #i swear be nice to lyra i just was very focused on all the glowiness #i have a more complex painting of calliope in the middle there in progress and some old dev art i want to give another go #currently working on a very indepth painting of eden and julian on the beach tho and thats eating my whole life atm #next order of business is to learn to paint curls again 🥰 because i havent worked out how to do it in this painting style yet #im not going to c/ns/r tag my post for bobbas because i already dont get seen and like. im almost 30 I don't care anymore #inkytsuki art

beardedmrbean

doggosource

cooler than me

testosteronetwunk

#alex jones #i literally logged on because i need the memes on this because its so...mind boggling

titannnnesss

rongzhi

A pair of precious shoes

English added by me :)

neotrances-deactivated

you couldn’t waterboard this out of me

devilishdescent

HEY SCOOBY DOO WHAT THE FUCK

bogleech

the fact that “puss” was just slang for “face” at the time doesn’t even make it better because Shaggy still pointed right at Frankenstein’s wife standing right there and loudly called her not just ugly, but ugly enough to be humorous to him

brucebocchi

shaggy said booooo we hate your pussy

mp3v0

Ur mom is so disturbed that she uh. That she. Oo wah ah ah ah

baetology

Stop letting your heart and your pussy choose your men.

trapbinch

I’m confused, what is left…

trapbinch

Oh nvm lmao my brain. You right sis lol you is right

baetology

You really forgot your whole brain.

pussylipgloss

she read this post with her pussy

raptorific

the best running theme of Phoenix Wright is that he 100% just rolls with whatever relationship other people decide to have with him. His only girlfriend basically just walked up to him and said “you. we’re dating now and you love me very much” and he was like “yeah okay, lemme know if you have a sweater I can wear to really drive the point home.” The Fey sisters basically grabbed him and said “I guess you’re our brother now” and he was like “yeah sure do you have any family drama I could get involved in?” Even Trucy just sorta told him “hey you’re my dad” and he was like “Mm. Guess I’d better get a job, huh.”

ultimasheir

#Larry: “hey we’re best friends”#Phoenix: “[sigh] fine”

this explains so much

unnonexistence

another example: in turnabout goodbyes the old man at the boat shop is like “you’re my son keith and you have to run the noodle stand after i’m gone” and phoenix is just like. okay i guess i’d better go along with this

#god i love phoenix

highlybread

WHY DID I ONLY RECENTLY LEARN ABOUT THE SALT LICK TEST?!?!

I swear, learning how to easily tell if you are deficient in salt has been Groundbreaking in learning how to care for my body.

For the uninitiated, if you feel dizzy or weirdly tired, or you cant seem to hydrate properly, no matter how much water you drink, you may easily be lacking salt.

Yes salt! The thing everyone tells you to try and minimize as much as possible. You are likely not getting enough, and there is an easy way to test it:

Go into you kitchen and grab some plain salt, flaky or fine preferably, since rough salt has less surface area, but it still works, just slower.

Grab a pinch of it and just drop it on your tongue, and let it dissolve on it. What does it taste like? This is just salt. Does it taste kinda mild? Slightly savoury even and actually quite good? Could you easily go for another pinch, just for the taste? You probably should, cause that's your body telling you i Wants More Salt, it Neeeds it!

Do that a couple times over the next few hours, letting your body adjust in the meantime, until it suddenly tastes Too Salty. The same amount of salt, suddenlt tasting quite different, too salty, unpleasant, bad. Thats a sign that you no longer need more salt.

For me it took like two days from barely tasting the salt, to feeling much better and suddenly not wanting more salt.

This has recently helped me so much, why was i not taught this super simple but useful way to check in with my bodily needs?

#doc makes me salt everything #i eat pretzels every goddamn day #POTS sucks guys

beardedmrbean

#i miss being this guy ngl #the neighborhood kids used to come play in my backyard while i did the dishes when i was with my ex #id have music playing and sing and theyd come listen and play with my dog dhdhfj

insaneostyle

Shocking how many people don’t know that hens lay non-fertilized eggs and think the yolk they’re eating is a baby chicken

countess-of-edessa

once tried desperately to make my friend understand that yolks were not, like, a liquified potentiality of chicken, and she looked at me for a while and then said, "but they’re both yellow."