[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

[daily-self-depreciation]

[inmygreenworld]

So I’m talking to a new girl in the kitchen cause she wants company and I’m escaping homeworks.

Her: You got a boyfriend?

Me: Nope / Her: You want one? / Me: Nope / Her: Are you a lesbian? / Me: Nope. / Her: Are you asexual? / Me: Yes. / Her, not expecting that answer: Huuum ok. Than proceeds to clarify what ace means and that she heard ace people have sex dreams about a lot of different people. / Me: Heeemmm, not for me? I mean, you’re talking to one of millions and ace is a spectrum so..

[inmygreenworld]

I can't move, I'm fucking cold and tired and I've barely eaten anything in the last five days. I make it to class because of my anxiety but I'm barely able to follow.

[inmygreenworld]

So I talked about a trans girl two weeks ago and funny thing, she took a carpooling with me last Friday. I had another girl with me that's my friend and she asked me how to act since we weren't really sure if it was school rumors or true so when the other girl (we'll call her MJ) entered the car my friend just went: hi I'm M. What about you?

And omg I was so happy. She did slip when we were talking after dropping MJ off but I kept using correct pronouns and she corrected herself I'm so happy.

I'm sad because I wasn't really in a chatty mood and she seems to have a good group of friends last time I saw her so I didn't say much (Ok the other reason is that she smokes weed and it smelled and I didn't want to talk much to smell it cause I hate the skunk smell of it)

[inmygreenworld]

I don't know what's going on.. I'm always tired. I sleep 9hrs I'm still tired and takes like three cat nap a day ...

[saveyourblood]

Me when I'm not on my period: yea it sucks but I mean whatever,, i'm used to them ya know?

Me when I am: how foolish of me,,, everything revolves around the period™... my entire life, gone

[inmygreenworld]

I get so uncomfortable in my body every time I get my period, I wish I could not have them anymore...

[inmygreenworld]

It's a bad one lads, a bad one..

[anxietyproblem]

[inmygreenworld]

Osrs range tank progress 16/06/19

Dragon slayer done

Next week goals:

Animal magnetism and skills to go with it

Raise magic to 30

[homoidiotic]

u know what’s rough? missing things that are bad for you

[homoidiotic]

truly one of the hardest things about struggling with self destructive behaviour or addiction is how ur brain is sick, and it starts to try and trick you into being sicker. ur brain telling you that its missing pain is not a sign that u should go back into those behaviours. old harmful behaviours won’t bring a brighter future. identify them as disordered thoughts and go against what they are telling you

[vacillating-bpd-queen]

This is the hardest fucking thing.

[bestrunescapememesbruh]

[inmygreenworld]

Stats as of June 14th of my range tank

[inmygreenworld]

My mom won’t disable her freaking phone sounds or lower the volume and if there’s something I really don’t like, it’s sudden sounds.

[ixhvenus-deactivated20200308]

how come no one talks about those days where your mental health just crashes down randomly and you start feeling ashamed of yourself because you were doing so good and now you feel like a complete failure because you can’t figure out where you went wrong.