Whats on my Mind

Proverbs 4:5 🏡SydneyAU

[innerthoughtsinside]

I feel i unreassured

[innerthoughtsinside]

Im better off alone. As always…

[pdmori]

[innerthoughtsinside]

I want myself gone.

I don’t want to cause struggles.

[1anonyymous1]

cant tell if i need a hug or to get hit by a car

[innerthoughtsinside]

I need Both. Both hit by car and a hug after afterwards. Cause people tend to realise your worth when youre gone.

[innerthoughtsinside]

I wish things were different.

I see you struggles hurts me, at the same i feel empty and selfish.

Never thought I would leave. Never ever.

I see you, deep inside your eyes. Your love.

Your sincerity, warms my heart.

Is love enough.

Don’t want you to overthink, to struggle, to feel helpless. The fact the I couldn’t help. Kills me inside.

Be happy. You said you are happy by my side, What I see is different.

I see fear, confuse and helpless love.

Be strong. I want you to. Be happy not just because of me but for yourself too

It’s okay, my love. Don’t be too anxious about what’s happening ahead. Stay steady. Focus. I am here.

I feel lost if you feel lost. Now, I feel drain cause you feel drain. I don’t want you to break. Im trying to keep myself together.

How are we supposed to get through this. This is not a rough patch. This is about our own selves.

I want to give you freedom that you want. Sometimes i feel like i have to let you go so you can spread your wings and stop worrying.

Deep inside me. I want to let you go but i will stay up until your broken wings is fix and you can finally fly.

I am proud of you and always be. I just want you to be happy and stop worrying and just stay focus.

What should I do. Im half half glass full. Im holding on with one hands cause i’m not strong not strong enough.

I hate seeing you tired. Mentally tired because it’s your choice to be happy. Im just here to support you through.

Sometimes I think If this is the right thing but thats unfair for you. I don’t know what to do.

I might be the selfish person.

[innerthoughtsinside]

why

why

why do I have to feel this way.

[sad-empty-lost]

My life

[innerthoughtsinside]

🥺🥺🥺

[thoughtkick]

“If you were happy before you knew someone, you can be happy after they’re gone.”

— Unknown

[compulsive]

[thoughtkick]

“To you, I’m gonna give all my secrets away. Would you then, if you knew everything about me, still you still want to stay?”

— simplesophistications

[innerthoughtsinside]

Will you stay?

[booksquoteslife]

“I often wonder who I am and where is my country and where do I belong and why was I ever born at all.”

— Jean Rhys, Wide Sargasso Sea

[thoughtkick]

“I assure you, I’m not put together at all. Nor am I broken. I am recovering - finding the beautiful in the ugly and stitching it into my life.”

— Rachel Wolchin

[innerthoughtsinside]

Hoping to heal 🥺

[innerthoughtsinside]

cant sleep.

Problematic brain cells.

[thoughtkick]

“I am someone who has a cold heart. If I am beside a great grief I throw barriers up so the loss cannot go too deep or too far. There is a wall instantly in place, and it will not fall.”

— Michael Ondaatje

[lovehigher]

[poemswords]