Welcome to my Madness

Bee/26/cut free six years, ed survivor, mental illnesses haver.

[ithelpstodream]

[curlicuecal]

This actually made me feel really good about my day because I somehow managed 80 points?

a fuckin. professional.

[iwouldliketobutteryourmuffins]

look I only got 5 points

[note-a-bear]

You got a whole 5 points! I’m so proud of you!

[ub-sessed]

I added two more.

[insidedyingim]

Important

[hardly-a-p3rson]

yeah I think he's pretty cool (I would set myself on fire to give him warmth, I would bend and break my bones to give him comfort, I'd reshape myself until I am unrecognisable to be a vessel for his happiness. I would give myself and everything I am for a hint of affection from him) just an all around nice guy!

[insidedyingim]

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I lov-

[insidedyingim]

My brain currently at 2am

[insidedyingim]

I'm so fucking in love with my fp...I don't think I would survive if they abandoned me. Please never leave me. You're all I think about. All I love. You fill my heart with happiness and joy and adoration. 🥺❤

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

I really like the word “smitten”. because at first glance you just think of sappy lovey-dovey stuff but also you have to remember this is a word that’s born of the word “smite.” a devastating word. a word that, summarized, means stricken. smitten means stricken as well — struck with devastating affection.

[insidedyingim]

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I lov-

[insidedyingim]

Current mood

[insidedyingim]

There's nothing in the entire world that smells better than my partner's natural scent. When I smell her it's like I've ascended to heaven. 😩

[gh0stgirl-hotline]

Born to love cursed to be unlovable

[wanttobesofiaa]

i feel so much i can’t breathe

[theborderlinepersonalitydiaries]

When I say I want to die,

I don't really mean I want to die,

I don't want to die,

I just want a break,

I want the world to stop for a second,

So I can have a chance

to catch my breath.

[foxlungz]

I wish I didn’t exist

[insidedyingim]

Feels like I'm screaming at the top of my lungs but no one can hear me. I don't know how to keep going.

[insidedyingim]

One of them days where my brain is chanting at me kill yourself kill yourself kill yourself kill yourself and I'm like LEAVE ME ALOONNNEEEE 😭

[insidedyingim]

See I'm a waste of life I should just kill myself ya I could slit my wrists but it really wouldn't help wouldn't fix my issues or change your mind cuz I broke your heart and you buried mine...

[mirroringshards-deactivated2026]

"ill never leave you" liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar

[chcrrycosmos]

In every lifetime, every universe, my soul will be drawn to yours.

I will choose you in every life.

[oldwinesoul]

// Blythe Baird, If My Body Could Speak; "What I couldn't explain via text"