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naturaekos

“Art washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.”

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trasemc

The most beautiful thing you will look today

3 years it took this girl to turn this piece of truck garbage into her home and it was beautiful. 😍😮 Have a good trip!

coral

I’m tired. Tired of pretending to be happy.

sixpenceee

Virtual reality paintings at the Louvre. By Anna Zhilyaeva.

l-e-x-world

The future looks beautiful

shannon-buck

this is so cool

c3po

remember to drink a fucking shit ton of water every miserable day of ur life

inkskinned

she snorts down her nose. “what, I’m going to drink enough water i’ll suddenly be cured?” she waves her fingers like: magic. we sit on a clover patch.

but the stupid shit helps. i look down at the pond where all those dumbass beautiful fish are swimming and i don’t know how to say it, so i just start talking. “it’s like this,” i say. i hold up my Flower Power it-was-on-clearance water bottle. “i carry this bullshit around with my everywhere.” i jiggle it. “it’s fucking heavy. half the time i put it into my passenger seat and forget about it. whenever i get thirsty while driving i lament my hubris for not having some kind of really long straw.”

a fish flashes in the water. orange and bigger than my arm. “it’s fucking stupid,” i say, “i started doing it because it was supposed to be good for my skin.” i gesture to my face. “it’s been years and results are slim.”

she picks at a leaf. “i think you’re pretty,” she says.

i kind of lose the ability to speak for a second, but i was on a roll, and if i don’t finish what i was saying i’ll explode or else never bring it up again. “it’s … something i did just to take care of myself. and that… you know, dumb-as-shit faux-self-care was also… real self care.” i find a clover and rip it up and start to mumble because the words could kill me. they’re sharp enough. “every time i felt like i wasted a day in bed or did nothing or it was just… a bad, bad day…” i hold up the water bottle, “i could tell myself well at least we fucking drank the goddamn water.”

i throw the clover scraps at the fish with my free hand. the green pieces all float down gently and get fish-lip kissed. “and, you know. that helped. that idea that even when i dropped the ball i was still kind of playing.” deep breath. put down the bottle. “and one thing became two things. i told myself if i could carry around this fucking thing, i could also convince myself to carry a lunchbox so i actually got semi-close to three meals. who cares that all three meals were three-day-old leftovers or just three peanut butter and jelly sandwiches.”

i don’t want to look at her because i feel dumb saying all this fake-deep stuff, but at the same time i know she’s looking at me, so i sneak a peek. she’s got her head resting on her pulled-up knees. arms curled around her body and a look i can’t pick apart. more complicated than a clover leaf.

i go back to pulling at harmless grass which has never done anything to deserve the likes of me. “and, just, you know. if i can meal prep, i can go to the gym. if i can work out, i can adjust my sleep. if i can sleep, blah blah blah.” i run my hand through my hair. “and … i still have bad days. but on those days…. i drink my fucking water.”

teehaytch

أعوذ بالله من حزنٍ يأكل القلب بصمت

I seek refuge in God from sorrows that rip me apart in silence

vldrocketeer

Me: I’m an art major.

A non-art major: WOW!!!!!!!!!!!✨💕💕🙌That’s so cool!??!??!!!?!😎😎😎 You know 🤔 I really admire people who go into the arts💗💘💘💘💗 Following your passion, becoming even more talented😉😉 and making the world🌎🙆‍♀️ a more beautiful😍😍☺️ place. Bless you😘❤️

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Me: I’m an art major.

Another art major: Shit dude I am so sorry