Cashier/Somni

when will it rain today? ramble ramble.. second personal blog already made..please noteI am 20. ❤️‍🩹🎀

[insomniacz]

Goodbye

hello to anyone who's been around my blog for a while, i figured i dont use this account at all. So this my last and final post! You may see someone under the name "insomnniiacc" or anything of that sort, if it states old account was cashier or whatever name i had for this one it is me.

Thank you for everything tumblr but I gotta put this account into retirement and start a fresh new one. Remember, take care and be swag. Goodbye!

(I'll try to deactivate it since I don't remember the password to my account)

[divinefemininedreamer]

almost the two month mark of me being diagnosed with type 1 diabetes and all I have to say is I’m already sick of it. Sick of the reactions after telling someone I have t1d, people mentioning all the possible health risks, people claiming things I’ve done had caused my t1d, of the amount of health services I have to attend, having to constantly stock up on medical devices, of not being able to spontaneously eat and being told 'its so easy to manage now' so I'm just expected to not struggle with it! but at least I’m not in diabetic ketoacidosis anymore

[insomniacz]

Okay so..I don't use my main account anymore. I use a different one under the name @insomniaczafterdark . The only reason I do this is because I wanna jus start fresh and new, this was a super old account from idk and I don't like it as much

[insomniacz]

To all the fellow gays,lesbians, transsexuals, bisexuals,pansexual,areoace, and every other sexuality. You are valid. Always have been and always will be I Am PROUD of you finding out who you are! Regardless what you identify(minus zoophile..and anything else nasty) IM PROUD OF YOU! happy pride month!!

[tomivart]

So, as you may have noticed, I've officially started a new style for my rs au and I think I'll stick to drawing boys exactly this way. I'll gladly accept your grades because I'm curious if it's worth continuing. Honestly? This artstyle is comfy as hell.

[vaspider]

Every time we vend at Pride, there are times when I have to fight breaking down.

It's probably not when you'd expect. Yes, I get misty at the Big Moments and the Conversations, and we have those every time. I love seeing the parents who are buying their kid's first Pride item, the trans girls spinning in skirts they just bought, the curve of fresh scars across a chest that's clearly seeing sunlight for the first time this summer. I love it all. I devour every minute of it.

But it's the parents who hand their kid a $20 or tap their Apple watch on our card reader and look slightly bored that get me, sometimes.

My G-d. It's not scary, it's not overwhelming, it's not tense and nervewacking. It's boring to them.

2 weeks ago, my brother tells me, my parents used the right name and pronouns for me through an entire dinner with Jake and his partner.

I turned 47 three days ago.

Today, a parent looked bored escorting their teenager around at Pride.

My G-d.

[vaspider]

No, no, please, listen to me.

I love when parents are enthusiastic, it's so wonderful, but there is something so unspeakably precious to me about the idea of going to Pride with your kid being so fucking normal that you can be bored.

You're not nervous or on-guard, you aren't worried that you'll say the wrong thing because you're comfortable enough that you aren't constantly making sure you're not Doing It Wrong... you're just At This Thing Your Kid Wants To Do, and it's a fucking normal thing. It's normal like soccer. It's normal like summer camp. It's normal like 4th of July and the big family barbecue. Those things can be fun and cool but also they're so normal that you have the mental room to be bored.

Like, yes, I want the parents to be enthusiastic but also there's something so incredible about it being that fucking everyday of an event. I can't explain it any better than that.

Do you have any idea what I would give for my mother to be bored by the fact that I'm a giant transmasc dyke with two wives? For that part of me to be that level of normal to her?

Sure, I'd love her and my dad to be proud, but holy shit, I'd totally take bored.

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

wait pause everything i just had an idea

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

trans pride flag colourpicked from the creation of adam. if you even care

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

also the butch pride flag colourpicked from the fallen angel. i dont like this one as much but whatever ill post it too I GUESS

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

aromantic pride flag colourpicked from the kiss of judas. this one was blatantly made just for my own joy

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

intersex pride flag colourpicked from the head of christ. she gets to be intersex as a treat imo

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

lesbian pride flag colourpicked from ecce homo. i only did this bc i thought itd be funny to use the painting with the word homo in it for a homosexual flag, and i was right its hilarious

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

gilbert baker pride flag colourpicked from sermon on the mount. you people have no idea how hard it was to find that stupid fucking purple colour in this fuckass painting

[butchdykekondraki-moved]

bisexual flag colourpicked from mary magdalene in a landscape. solely because i keep getting asked to do the bi flag on this post

[insomniacz]

not even joking these r so pretty, I love the original colors and all but these suit the flags much more

[notfocks]

I think if i put into words how happy this type of image makes me I would get diagnosed with something

[insomniacz]

car

[gordiicore]

squad shit

[insomniacz]

type shit in spanish

[gateway-2000-deactivated2025111]

[oldtranswizard]

[insomniacz]

dr pep

[schnozzlebozzle-deactivated2026]

uquiz chain time

which ao3 tag are you!!

HELLPPPP I GOT DEAD DOVE

@gravitytrips

@callme-adam-iguess

@ask-sora-aguilar

@thesilliestofallqueers

@baileythebean

@vv4loe

@vivaw0nderlandk3nno

@stanfordsassistant

@djmankiewics1996

@aerowolf

@baldi-loves-juice

@mildlymellowish

@truehollow

@danilnwjnsvr

@lost-my-dragon

@yuiayyy

And everyone that sees this can join!

[insomniacz]

err

[mimzbear]

1 like = one 25 cents 

1 RB = 50 cents

[missiur]

Reblog if you’d be okay if your friend came out as transgender

let’s see how many transphobics we can weed out

[jaywayup-deactivated20150620]

if you can’t reblog this unfollow me right now

[genderlesgremlin]

2 of my besties are transgender and so am I

[lily-of-the-flame]

I have a friend who hasn’t come out yet but has changed their discord pronouns, and another friend who came out as nb before I met them and to be honest I can’t tell what gender they were born as, so congratulations to them!

[llamaificator]

I have 2 friends that are trans

And another friend’s lover is trans so

[autism-speaks-real]

lets pog

[zipper-is-ranting]

considering I fall under the transgender umbrella….Yeah thats cool

[shift-dreamr-deactivated2024051]

I am also in the umbrella 💙🩷🤍🩷💙 I love you alllll

[rainymaeflowers]

i have at least one trans friend

[radioactive-bean-deactivated202]

at least 70% of my friends are under the trans umbrella, and I myself am under that umbrella.

[boopboopaoiluvr]

for me it’s I thinkkkkk

3..?4..? If we only count my closest friends

I myself am also under the trans umbrella!! (Very technically and only on some days)

Thing is I’m not even out to my trans friends😭

[insomniacz]

5 people I know are trans

[caffeineecold]

what the actual fuck is this shit. fuck you spotify you capitalist bastards

[caffeineecold]

six skips a day thing sucks but you know what? i can live with it. ads? i mute them when they come on and resume music like nothing happened. its inconvenient sure but i can deal.

now, apparently, you can only access the lyrics of five songs per month if you don't pay for spotify premium. which is still about 11 quid per month which is still fucking ridiculous when all you get out of it is. you dont have to hear ads. you can listen to stuff you wanna hear. the sound is good. you can organise your queue. and now they're paywalling fucking lyrics scrolls literally just because they can.

(and they still don't pay their artists by the way)

[atalana]

you know what's particularly evil? spotify does not add its own lyrics

they take their lyrics from musixmatch which is a volunteer run site, i've personally spent hours adding lyrics to obscure songs i like, there is more than one song on spotify whose lyrics i added!

if you're gonna paywall people for work i did voluntarily so that others could have easy access to it, where's my cut of that?

[insomniacz]

i am so fucking upset about this man:/

[pinkasketch]

Shut up m'dudes, it's a national holiday

[cardi-c]

Rite Here Rite Now

[insomniacz]

THE GHOST MOVIE IS GONNA BE OUT YIPEE YIPEEE

[cannibalchicken]

[insomniacz]

tw:jump scare!!!!11!!!