i just want to be pretty

my journey to goal weight. maybe if I'll write it here, my head will become more calm. 17kgs to go

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I would do literally anything to feel like a person again

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please i just want to disappear

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that moment when you go from “please God, give me health” to “please God, don’t let me wake up tomorrow “

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maybe if my emotions were off, I wouldn’t be hurt again

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i don’t think that’s fair that people after suicide are meant to go to hell

i mean, how cruel you have to be to put person in hell twice?

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p l e a s e

I just need a break

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i’m used to being disappointed by myself

but when person who you trust the most in the world let you down

it’s different level of disappointment

it’s feeling that you can’t trust anybody at this point

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please God

not again

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well i guess i’ve reached the point when death seems better option than living this torture every fuckin day

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weekend is coming

im so fckin scared that I’ll lose my progress within these two days

please help me how do I survive

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Im thinking about omad diet, could’ve share results here

what do you think?

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guess I did good today

did you?

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it is really hard to fight the battles life throws at you, when you have outgoing war in your mind

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I hate weekends.

like, seriously, why is it sooooo hard to control myself for this two fucking days?

I feel so fat right now.

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the breakfast of champions

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some old money inspiration for y’all ✨

remember, this outfit won’t look good on fattie👀