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Rules: Post the first sentence of your latest 10 fanfics, then tag 10 ish people.

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(All Buddie fics) In order of most to least recent:

1. The TV chatters, the screen casting a low blue light through the living room. (Go on girl, give us nothing lol) ~ Answer me this

2. Eddie's sprawled across the bed, watching with fond amusement as his best friend fusses with his hair in the mirror. ~ Mine - implicitly, inevitably, eternally

3. Buck isn't avoiding Eddie. ~ Trapped With This Love

4. They're just returning home from a date — a lovely dinner at a new Italian place that had just opened up on third. ~ Picture imperfect

5. The metal cuts into his palm, not sharp enough to break skin but enough to leave it raw. ~ Misguided

6. The rhythmic clunk, clunk, clunk of the headboard knocking against the wall harmonises with the squeak of the mattress; mere background noise to the steady slap of skin on skin, panting breaths and guttural grunts – broken only by gasping moans. (Oh, longest sentence yet and right on into the juicy stuff) ~ Come together and fall apart

7. Hen and Chimney casually mentioned that Eddie doesn't get flustered. ~ Prove it

8. They're on a call. (LOL) ~ You will be okay

9. They're at a bar. (Oh my gosh 😂) ~ Two for one

10. Eddie and Buck are on a date, their first date. ~ Date Crasher

No Pressure tags: @sassay-fox, @grnchickenpox, @babybyebuck, @turtlewritestoo1425, @eddiediazsmiling, @booknerd0612

traumatised-mum

you ever just sit and realise u can’t remember 80% of your childhood? like … what happened? who am i ..?

anisetheapothecary

Many people in the comments are saying “trauma”, but this is actually a very normal occurrence. It’s called Childhood Amnesia, and it’s a process which, as the brain reorganizes itself for cognitive thought that is developed in late childhood, it changes the Accessibility of those memories during recall. Many childhood memories are available to the person, but they will not be remembered during regular recall activity, you have to “trick” your brain into remembering with different tactics.

This is because there are two parts to memories - their encoding and their recall. The encoding determines their availability, their recall determines their accessibility. The reason why trauma memory and childhood amnesia are different is in this distinction. Trauma memory is often encoded differently, bypassing to the limbic system where it is stored as intrinsic memory. It can’t be recalled because it was never encoded. Childhood amnesia, however, seems to indicate that the memories are encoded, but we lose access to them as we age. This is most likely due to the development of brain structures that fundamentally change our encoding and recall of memory as we get older.

This is an important distinction, because trauma memory is “stored in the body”, i.e. you get triggers that send your body into a cascade of uncontrollable feelings, sensations and reactions. Whereas childhood memories won’t generally do that, they are just recalled at odd times with odd associations.

malcolmcooks

reblogging this because I’ve legit seen people freaking out when they realised they can’t remember some of their childhood, thinking they might have some repressed trauma.

stuckinapril

bleep0bleep

Hello there~ I was wondering if thou could recommend me any long sterek fics? The longer the better~~ :3

50 Sterek recs over 50k

Play It Again by metisket (T, 63k) In which Stiles goes along with one of Derek’s plans and ends up in an alternate universe as a result. He should’ve known better. He did know better, actually, and that means he has no one to blame but himself. “Laura wants to lure the kid in with food and kindness and make a pet of him, like a feral cat. Derek wants to have him arrested for stalking. They’re at an impasse. (And the rest of the family is staying emphatically out of it in a way that suggests bets have been placed.)”

What I Did On My Summer Vacation by grimm (E, 119k) There’s something weird about Beacon Hills that Stiles can’t quite put his finger on. The way everyone in town knows his name the day he arrives. The way they insist the melancholic howling that echoes through the forest every night is just a dog. The way his dad denies getting a dog, even though Stiles comes home to find one sprawled across his bed, some big black thing whose eyes gleam red in the right light. The way that massive oak tree out in the woods vibrates under his touch, pulsing with sickly life. There’s something weird going on in this town, and Stiles is determined to get to the bottom of it.

Stand Fast In Your Enchantments by DevilDoll (E, 77k) ”Stiles knew damn well what a pissed-off wolf sounded like, and every hair on the back of his neck was telling him that somewhere in this room was a very pissed-off werewolf.” An AU in which Derek is feral, Stiles is magical, and they eat a lot of fast food.

Cornerstone by Vendelin (E, 83k) Suffering from PTSD, ex-Marine Derek Hale moves back to Beacon Hills to open a bookshop and find a calmer life. That’s where he meets Stiles, completely by accident. Stiles is talkative, charming and curious. Somehow, despite the fact that he’s blind, he’s able to read Derek like no one else.

Not As Described by febricant (M, 81k) Stiles may have made a huge mistake.

No Homo by RemainNameless (E, 84k) Stiles’ sophomore year starts something like this: 3 FourLokos + 1 peer-pressuring cat - 1 best bro to end all best bros= 1 Craigslist ad headline that reads “str8 dude - m4m - strictly platonic”. Derek is the fool who replies.

There’s Monsters At Home by calrissian18 (E, 84k) “How did you get past the wards?” Derek had put them up, with Peter’s grudging assistance, after the Alpha pack had made themselves at home a few times too many. The guy pulled a face. “You mean the wards a five-year-old girl with the mental ability of a goldfish could deconstruct?” He blinked wide eyes at Derek. “Gee, I don’t know. It’s bound to go down as one of life’s great mysteries.”Derek despised him.

Kindred Spirits by Stoney (E, 104k) Anne of Green Gables/Teen Wolf AU. Stiles is the adopted son of the Sheriff, brought to Beacon Hills to hopefully stay for good. A family, a best friend, school, Jackson as Josie Pye (because who else could he be?) and the mystery of a dark haired, green-eyed boy which leads Stiles to discovering a secret within himself.

between the click of the light and the start of a dream by thepsychicclam (E, 105k) A twig snaps, and then Stiles hears breathing and the rustle of leaves. He strains to get a better glimpse into the darkness, but it’s pointless. There’s nothing but a black void. It’s Stiles’ senior year, and he’s trying to concentrate on normal things - like the lacrosse championship, spring break, prom, graduation (and definitely not Derek) - when he starts having nightmares and waking up in the middle of nowhere. Oh yeah, and he’s being haunted by a hag. Great.

stuckinapril

I’m not the woman I was a few years ago or even a year ago but I still like to hold her hand and remind her she did her best with what she knew

stuckinapril

wheredidhiseyebrowsgo

Do you know any accidental nudity? Like, Stiles stumbling on Derek in the showe or something along those line?

Yeah.

(not so sneaky after all) by pray_for_sound

(1/1 I 1,018 I Explicit)

the one where Derek stays and watches.

Balls-Deep & Busted by Nightowl_22

(1/2 I 2,469 I Explicit)

In the middle of a heated, shamelessly explicit afternoon romp, Derek rides Stiles with reckless abandon—moaning loud enough to wake the neighbors—until Scott bursts through the door without knocking. Chaos ensues as Stiles scrambles to shield his boyfriend, Scott spins away in horror, and Derek refuses to let the interruption kill the mood, clenching and grinding shamelessly while Scott rants in the background.

Or the one where Scott walks in on his best friend balls-deep in Derek Hale and gets the trauma of a lifetime, only for the couple to pick right back up the second the door slams shut—because apparently nothing kills the mood like a best friend's horrified screech when his timing is tragically impeccable.

Caught in the Act by notyourtipicalauthor

(1/1 I 3,701 I Explicit)

Stiles only wanted to prank Derek by returning a borrowed book. He never expected to walk in on the alpha fucking himself on a massive dildo in the shower. One shocked stare, a bold offer, and soon Stiles is replacing silicone with the real thing.

Love like in the Movies by Anonymous

(5/? I 15,320 I Mature)

When Stiles happens to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, he gets roped into being Derek Hale's fake boyfriend in exchange for an introduction to Lydia Martin, Stiles's long-standing crush. It doesn't work out like anyone planned.

or

Where Stiles and Derek pretend to be boyfriends as a cover story, and Scott thinks it all sounds like the plot of an 80's movie (it is).

The Darkness Inside by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)

(1/1 I 51,974 I Mature)

The sheriff watched him for a moment, then he sighed and turned slightly. He reached out to open a cabinet door beside him, and pulled out a shelf. It was on a track, so it rolled out of the cabinet fairly easily, and held a small CCTV. Derek frowned and inched his chair to the side a little bit so he could get a better angle.

He was looking at a teenager, or someone at least young enough to be the same age as Scott. He was sitting on a bed in what looked to be a larger room, the area he was in surrounded by four glass walls, with his legs crossed and head tilted.

He was also staring directly into the camera, as if he knew someone was watching. A creepy smile slowly slid onto the teen’s face, and he held up one hand, wiggling his fingers in a slow, eery wave.

Derek felt his mouth run dry. He didn’t know who this kid was, but he didn’t like him.

“Who is that?” he asked quietly.

“That,” said the sheriff, “is my son.”

I'm Not Asking Questions, I'm Taking My Chances by nixeleth

(2/2 I 80,266 I Explicit)

After a devastating tragedy, the king of Beacon banished all supernatural entities from his kingdom. Ten years later, another devastating tragedy forces Derek to sneak into the kingdom that banished his kind, where he finds himself featuring in a fairy tale more than he ever had while living out in a forest with a pack of werewolves.

He doubts that even Stiles appreciates the irony. On some days, anyway.

When sparks fly by LunaCanisLupus_22

(4/4 I 87,526 I Explicit)

“Derek,” Stiles thunders. “Were you ever going to tell me your house is trying to hook us up?”

Derek's head snaps up, eyes wide and scenting the evident crackle of magic in the air.

Or the one where spark!Stiles moves into an enchanted apartment block owned by a grumpy alpha and is completely oblivious to the building's efforts to matchmake them.

I Wanna Hear (how your heart speaks) by LadySlytherin

(25/25 I 97,791 I Explicit)

When an attack on Derek leaves Stiles as collateral damage and causes him to lose his hearing, the Pack is at a loss. With the Alpha Pack to contend with and his wayward betas barely come to heel, Derek’s already got his hands full. He doesn't have time for an injured human teenager or his sheriff father. But Stiles is pack - something Derek has known for a while - with the potential to be even more. And Derek soon finds that Stiles is more of an asset than anyone realized, even with his new limitations.

As for Stiles, he's about to find out that sometimes when you lose one thing, you gain so much more.

wheredidhiseyebrowsgo

Do you know any accidental nudity? Like, Stiles stumbling on Derek in the showe or something along those line?

Yeah.

(not so sneaky after all) by pray_for_sound

(1/1 I 1,018 I Explicit)

the one where Derek stays and watches.

Balls-Deep & Busted by Nightowl_22

(1/2 I 2,469 I Explicit)

In the middle of a heated, shamelessly explicit afternoon romp, Derek rides Stiles with reckless abandon—moaning loud enough to wake the neighbors—until Scott bursts through the door without knocking. Chaos ensues as Stiles scrambles to shield his boyfriend, Scott spins away in horror, and Derek refuses to let the interruption kill the mood, clenching and grinding shamelessly while Scott rants in the background.

Or the one where Scott walks in on his best friend balls-deep in Derek Hale and gets the trauma of a lifetime, only for the couple to pick right back up the second the door slams shut—because apparently nothing kills the mood like a best friend's horrified screech when his timing is tragically impeccable.

Caught in the Act by notyourtipicalauthor

(1/1 I 3,701 I Explicit)

Stiles only wanted to prank Derek by returning a borrowed book. He never expected to walk in on the alpha fucking himself on a massive dildo in the shower. One shocked stare, a bold offer, and soon Stiles is replacing silicone with the real thing.

Love like in the Movies by Anonymous

(5/? I 15,320 I Mature)

When Stiles happens to be in the wrong place at the wrong time, he gets roped into being Derek Hale's fake boyfriend in exchange for an introduction to Lydia Martin, Stiles's long-standing crush. It doesn't work out like anyone planned.

or

Where Stiles and Derek pretend to be boyfriends as a cover story, and Scott thinks it all sounds like the plot of an 80's movie (it is).

The Darkness Inside by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)

(1/1 I 51,974 I Mature)

The sheriff watched him for a moment, then he sighed and turned slightly. He reached out to open a cabinet door beside him, and pulled out a shelf. It was on a track, so it rolled out of the cabinet fairly easily, and held a small CCTV. Derek frowned and inched his chair to the side a little bit so he could get a better angle.

He was looking at a teenager, or someone at least young enough to be the same age as Scott. He was sitting on a bed in what looked to be a larger room, the area he was in surrounded by four glass walls, with his legs crossed and head tilted.

He was also staring directly into the camera, as if he knew someone was watching. A creepy smile slowly slid onto the teen’s face, and he held up one hand, wiggling his fingers in a slow, eery wave.

Derek felt his mouth run dry. He didn’t know who this kid was, but he didn’t like him.

“Who is that?” he asked quietly.

“That,” said the sheriff, “is my son.”

I'm Not Asking Questions, I'm Taking My Chances by nixeleth

(2/2 I 80,266 I Explicit)

After a devastating tragedy, the king of Beacon banished all supernatural entities from his kingdom. Ten years later, another devastating tragedy forces Derek to sneak into the kingdom that banished his kind, where he finds himself featuring in a fairy tale more than he ever had while living out in a forest with a pack of werewolves.

He doubts that even Stiles appreciates the irony. On some days, anyway.

When sparks fly by LunaCanisLupus_22

(4/4 I 87,526 I Explicit)

“Derek,” Stiles thunders. “Were you ever going to tell me your house is trying to hook us up?”

Derek's head snaps up, eyes wide and scenting the evident crackle of magic in the air.

Or the one where spark!Stiles moves into an enchanted apartment block owned by a grumpy alpha and is completely oblivious to the building's efforts to matchmake them.

I Wanna Hear (how your heart speaks) by LadySlytherin

(25/25 I 97,791 I Explicit)

When an attack on Derek leaves Stiles as collateral damage and causes him to lose his hearing, the Pack is at a loss. With the Alpha Pack to contend with and his wayward betas barely come to heel, Derek’s already got his hands full. He doesn't have time for an injured human teenager or his sheriff father. But Stiles is pack - something Derek has known for a while - with the potential to be even more. And Derek soon finds that Stiles is more of an asset than anyone realized, even with his new limitations.

As for Stiles, he's about to find out that sometimes when you lose one thing, you gain so much more.

stuckinapril

I promise you things will get so much better when you start processing people’s behavior as information rather than a verdict on your self-worth. If someone doesn’t text back, suddenly pulls away, whatever it may be, the solution isn’t to put on a tap dance for them and try to regain their approval. It’s not to crash out on them and try to force them to react a certain way. It’s just to take a step back, take a deep breath, and assess what this tells you. What’s this saying about them? What’s this saying about you??

free-my-mindd

catalisst

Self - listen up!!

lleopo

I think it’s funny how whenever they ask ryliver questions about the characters Oliver is like “oh the writers are in charge, I’m just following them😊” and Ryan is like “☝️let me tell you 🫵 what should’ve happened”