seoul glimmers in her acquainted terror. modern, urban beauty believed, rumored whispered to be under the calloused digits of a singular man. her harsh early spring whispered to him only to receive no reply --- as no shiver would roll from his shoulders. it had been true ! even without his shrugged coat, the cold sinking into the crevices of his bones --- neither nerves nor features upon his countenance spoke on it.
no, no, no. tony alexander was, even by himself, betrayed by notorious trivialities.
least of them, in the language of words. if one was to pay close attention, the creases between furrowed brows etched themselves deeper, not to soften --- at minor irritation and distaste alike. balled fists resting loosely in pockets, longer and deeper inhales of cigarette smoke to leave his insides alit. no, his virtued patience cost him gravely each time. in holy silence and restraint borrowed --- and paid for in later solitudes.
juli glides with less of his grace as the crime lord had become accustomed to. stiffer, in his lack of conviction and approval --- his face painting a grand picture of inconvenience. silent revolt ! he can tell, by plush lips curling downwards --- shivering hands hastily tucked away --- for any ill pleasure that sunk and withered in the other's throat, a greater peril bore.
he can see swallowed complaints, can see each torturous sentiment upon their flushed features. juli's creativity knew little boundaries. he could find the smallest gaps, to make up for what had been lost in joy and satisfaction of his own soul. he could sprawl across tony's mahogany desks, littered with papers and tug at his necktie, wrapping the fabric around his palm -- merely to 'compliment the shine of silk' or its particularly jeweled colour. innocent disguises, to scatter tony's attention and to julien's own amusement ! and how wonderous, how curious, his large coat of deepest zenith's ink transformed itself on them, as if made for monsieur beauchamp ! ivory shirt underneath it and their skin to gently glimmer, the marble of venus eloped under a starless night's protection --- between seoul's absurd and alien modernity, to neither's joy, best believed !
they brush against him, lace their words in usual commands, their intrigue drawing the crime lord's glance onto them anew. what secrets could withstand such curiosity ? the ones tony yearned to strip himself of off --- and the ones that against his own stubborn will, would always slip from his calloused palms. words muttered too softly. gestures, carried out too gently, by hands that loathed their own violent nature. before julien's restlessness, he could not resist but bend his jagged edges every single time. his shoulders softened. his jaw unclenched --- without his notice. tony made room, carved out spaces, he did not take for himself --- remaining an unwavering presence alongside julien instead. " you're impatient today, huh ? " ah ! is that amusement, crawling through his husk mutter ?
his extended arm hovers behind the other's back, open hand brushing against the thick wool to indicate their turn --- into an unnamed building's descending open stairs. a mere fluorescent light flickers above their heads --- coming to an halt in front of a worn steel door. his body angles towards julien, glance resting upon unassuming features --- as own anticipation gradually bleeds into tony. warm, like an afternoon sun peeking through the clouds --- faintest traces of a controlled smirk, as the back of his hand knocks upon the door. once, twice. pausing, for the final third. a blink of a moment to pass --- before it creeks open by a mere slit. out of the shadow, a glance to capture the male as it is opened enough for both of them to slip in. narrow pair of stairs, stale air --- the figure having eyed them seconds before shutting the door behind them. distant cheers pave their path towards brighter illumination until large underground reveals itself fully. rows of chairs --- in their middle, an elevated stage, occupied by masked men, wrestling with each other. the loud crowd drowning tony's voice, as he leans towards the other's ear, " does this still need a hint ? " his satisfaction settling upon wider, curling lips. the hall filled to the brim, he nods them to descend, pass all rows until halting at the utmost front. whoever glimpsed upon the criminal lord, looming in front of them to scurry, offer both of them seats with widened, dooming gaze and apologetic bowing. abandoned places to be taken, he settles first before open palm offers juli the place next to him. hands laying themselves on the knees of own spread legs in claimed comfort. head turns, capturing the other male. his shoulder bumping against julien's --- he doesn't move it away, " the man in the blue mask is a friend of mine, " what surprise ! " and he owes me some good entertainment, to wipe that look off your face. " in other words. for you ! they will jump at each other's necks for you ! romance is not dead, it seemed. " i don't like seeing you like that. " it's less pronounced, almost muttered --- as if said to himself, gaze directed towards the match. a small, silent note --- a reminder, that any particularly dark mood spoiling julien's usual spirits, was as much his enemy, as any real man with his weapon pointed. and today, the other's face spoke in bold, uneven tones. an ill-tuned instrument. half an octave off.