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@intheforest-hides-a-light
Welcome to the bliss…
I’m so happy with how this turned out 😩💕 Hours of hard work. I hand painted the gold on the dress and almost every single flower that’s on here.
My Instagram is @christinatinde_ if anyone wants to see more (especially if Tumblr messes with the quality) ☺️
Photo by Gil Riego (@gilphotography on IG)
You probably get praise in your inbox every other week, but I’m still here to congratulate you on your writing. TPATA is extraordinary. And not only because of it being one of handful of depictions of a relationship that has all the canon backing but none of the acknowledgement in fanon, but also in the writing itself. Whether or not you have the time or motivation to complete it one day, I remain grateful it exists at all.
Thank you Anon. Oh how I wish you weren’t anonymous so I could thank you properly! The anon praise doesn’t come as often as you might think, so messages like these are all the sweeter!
It has been on my mind lately to resume The Poison and The Antidote. It’s crazy to think that I started writing it when I was about 18 and I just turned 22. Time flies. I’ve grown so much as a person and as a writer since I started that fanfic, and it’s a little strange looking back and comparing my style today to how I wrote when I was a teen. I am still proud of my work, but there are things I would write differently now that I’m older and wiser. Maybe that’s meant to be, because Rachel starts off at 17 and doesn’t get older and wiser until later chapters.
It makes me smile to see that people still are so fond of TPATA after all this time. Your message has inspired me to go back and look at the drafts for the next chapter. I probably need a lot of lore refreshers… but maybe the time I took away from writing it will make it even better.
Thank you for your kindness and motivation! Sending virtual hugs! And check AO3 for another chapter… not sure when, but soon!
-Stina
I’m alive. I’m here. I’m grieving a terrible loss as some of you know.
I still write. I still care. I still want to make stuff and finish stuff.
Trying really hard not to judge myself. It’s crazy to think I’m almost 21 and I started this Tumblr at 17. Wtf. Time flies.
ily. I’ll post something at some point but idk when. It’s just messy rn. I’m messy! Ugh.
people want realistic trauma depictions until they get it. suddenly they're toxic and abusers and it's not okay. they don't want the real truth of how it can be as a trauma survivor. they want beautifully broken people that are ✨inspirational✨ and bonus points if that character is a woman
@intheforest-hides-a-light All of the coach rides and plane rides in England
The only difference is that we didn’t get put on TikTok 😂 @ashes-skye I mean why watch the inflight entertainment when there are stories about my favorite characters living inside my head
Shoutout to the person who brought their DS to a Lorde concert in Oslo last night.
What’s writing, you know? What does writing actually mean?
I made a far cry 5 comfort playlist because it’s 1am and i can’t sleep <3
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5xi8B206f0ZqjSvWTtsTjr?si=SpVM0RJWSKCH-exzWlekVQ
Just realised I had the 10 minute version of All too Well by Taylor swift on here 🙈 it was meant for another playlist OOPS.
Ya know what the 10 minute version of All Too Well actually has Rachel Jessop undertones so it’s gonna say :) but I switched it to the Sad Girl Autumn Version because it’s more chill
if you like Far Cry 5 learning about real-life cults, especially the ones that inspired the Project at Eden's Gate, might be as interesting to you as it is to me. Here are some videos I recommend about David Koresh, whose appearance Joseph Seed was heavily inspired by, and the Branch Davidians as well as the siege of their compound in Waco, Texas in 1993.
The Tragedy of Waco Siege (28:21 min) by iilluminaughtii
Cults: David Koresh and The Branch Davidians: Part One (1:29:09 hrs) by Stephanie Harlowe
Cults: David Koresh and The Branch Davidians: Part Two (1:17:36 hrs) by Stephanie Harlowe
Cults: David Koresh and The Branch Davidians: Part Three (1:28:24 hrs) by Stephanie Harlowe
Cults: David Koresh And The Branch Davidians: PART 4 (1:12:12 hrs) by Stephanie Harlowe
What the Waco Bodies Revealed About the Siege (30:39 min) by Ask a Mortician
I recommend watching them in this order but that's just a personal preference and they can also be watched very well on their own.
Content warning for death, death of children, obvious cult stuff, child sexual abuse, and violent actions at the hands of the government. These CWs can definitely be improved and I am appreciative of any suggestions as to how to do so. Feel free to add more media to the list too!
I made a far cry 5 comfort playlist because it’s 1am and i can’t sleep <3
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5xi8B206f0ZqjSvWTtsTjr?si=SpVM0RJWSKCH-exzWlekVQ
Just realised I had the 10 minute version of All too Well by Taylor swift on here 🙈 it was meant for another playlist OOPS.
Rachel
It was time she joined Jacob and John in leather jacket gang. I used PS to make her lips look more natural, smiles in 3D are hard :')
Thx to @euryalex for the suggestion ♥
I made a far cry 5 comfort playlist because it’s 1am and i can’t sleep <3
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5xi8B206f0ZqjSvWTtsTjr?si=SpVM0RJWSKCH-exzWlekVQ
holy shit I just realised something and I don’t know if I’m really stupid and have just missed it while everyone knows or not but even if this is obvious, I feel like analysing stuff so here we go :D
the song ‘Help Me Faith’ is supposed to be a cult song, in support of Eden’s Gate, yes?
but it also works against the cult too?!
“I once was a child with innocent eyes” - Faith came to the cult, not knowing of the horrors that were there, and she was so innocent in some terms that she was easily manipulated and pulled in too
“My family swore they knew best for my life” - the Seed brothers, specifically Joseph, swore to Faith that he knew best for her, swore that he was just making her do these things because it would better her and free of her sin
“I followed their rules” - obvious
“the shackles I wore can’t be touched nor be seen” - she wore her invisible shackles in her childhood and teenage hood, yes, but she also has them on with Eden’s Gate because Joseph put them on her, chaining her to the identity of Faith and keeping her on a pedestal with the threat of killing her like the other Faith’s
“when I grew old, I was riddled with sin” - when she grew a bit older with the cult, she was full of the sinful deeds she did for Joseph and all the horrors she herself has put on other people
“locked my soul in the dark, never let the light in” - she never let anybody see her plight, never went back to her old friends (Tracey), never let any of the people pull her from the cult. Her old self was locked up inside her and never let out
“I crawled towards the gate with little time left I cried ‘what have I done?’ as I took my last breath” - This whole verse reminds me of her boss fight with the deputy - near the end of it, she screeches out that she didn’t want any of this, that Joseph made her, which is the only time we see her show regret about all these things that she has done. The mentioning of the gate reminds me of the setting of the boss fight, in the bliss, near the gates.
Anyway, I love analysing shit, it’s my inner English student that hasn’t been let out since secondary school
