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hi, i'm kumiko, or you can call me kumi! — i'm '04, afab bi [she/her], born and raised in hawaii, i'm a filipina (i'm ilocano, but i embarrassingly do not speak/understand a lot of iloko, sorry to my fellow filipinos </3).
i'm ot7 all the way, but i'm a yoonkook bias, i've been an army since early-mid 2022 (still devastated i didn't stan before then, but you know what—it's okay, we're here).
fun fact: i started writing fanfics back in 2018 but i wasn't an army then, i was making fics of the dolan twins instead lol. namjoon and jin were the first 2 that caught my eye as i fell into the bangtan rabbit hole. then it was jungkook, then yoongi.
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i do not have a fully structured and/or actual schedule of updating or posting my fics — so just a friendly reminder, that fanfic writing is not a job, it’s a very passionate hobby of mine that i love to do on the side, whenever i have free time. and i've said this in my 'before you read' post too.
thank you, please understand. and do enjoy my fics.
genuine writers getting wrongly accused of using ai because of witch hunt and proper grammar/structure in their works must be what being a woman in the 1600s who is wrongly accused of being a witch because she can read and is intelligent feels like
⋆˚࿔ summary: in a kingdom where starborns are feared for simply being who they are, you find yourself drawn into the hidden world of your seven celestial lovers and the remnants of a forgotten community. but the more you learn about their history, the harder it becomes to understand why love, belonging, and existence itself were ever treated as something shameful.
alternatively, perhaps the greatest tragedy wasn't that they were different, but that they were punished for it.
⋆˚࿔ genre: medieval-inspired au · mythic fantasy · hurt/comfort · mild angst · established/implied poly relationship · lyrical prose
⋆˚࿔ warnings: moderate violence · blood and injury · near-drowning · discussions of prejudice and discrimination · heated kissing/make-out
⋆˚࿔ word count: 19.6k
a/n: again, this entire fic is completely based off a dream i had a few days ago. the emotions lingered long after i woke up. and naturally, the story gradually became one about belonging, identity, acceptance, and community.
it's not particularly plot-heavy despite its length; it's more of an emotional, character-driven piece. and posting this during pride month felt especially fitting.
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⋆˚࿔ playlist: chemtrail over the country club - lana del rey · everything is romantic - alina kay (reimagined)
The mountain path unwound beneath your feet like a ribbon of silver-gold earth, pale and luminous under the fractured light of a thousand distant stars, and you were running harder than you had ever run in your entire life.
To your left, Yoongi matched your pace with an ease that bordered on insulting, his feet finding purchase on stones that would have sent any ordinary human tumbling down the steep incline, and yet he made no move to speed ahead, choosing instead to remain locked in rhythm with your labored breathing and pounding heart.
Ahead of you, Jungkook had already crested the ridge and was now bounding back down toward you with the inexhaustible energy of a creature who had never known what it meant to tire, his laughter ringing out across the valley like bells forged from moonlight and mischief.
You're slowing down," he called, and though the words were teasing, his eyes held nothing but warmth as he reached out to brush his fingers against your elbow, a gesture so quick and so gentle that you might have imagined it if not for the lingering heat he left behind.
"You run like the wind itself has taken human form and decided to mock me," you gasped between breaths, and Seokjin appeared at your other side, materializing from the shadows of an ancient pine with the silent grace that still managed to startle you even after all these years of knowing him.
He did not speak, but his hand found the small of your back, steadying you as you stumbled over a root that had wormed its way across the path like a sleeping serpent, and the pressure of his palm told you everything his silence left unsaid.
I am here. I will catch you. I will always catch you.
Behind you, you could hear Jimin's soft footsteps and Hoseok's occasional humming, a wordless melody that seemed to weave itself into the fabric of the night itself, and somewhere further back, Namjoon's steady presence, the quiet anchor around which all of them orbited like planets around a sun that did not know its own gravity.
The mountains here were ancient, older than the kingdoms that had risen and fallen in the valleys below, older than the stories that mothers told their children about the dangers that lurked beyond the safety of village walls, and they held themselves with a kind of quiet dignity that demanded reverence from all who walked upon their slopes.
Silver grass rippled in waves across the meadows that dotted the mountainside, catching the starlight and throwing it back in fragments that made the whole world seem to shimmer like the surface of a moonlit lake.
The pines stood tall and patient, their branches heavy with needles that whispered secrets to one another when the wind passed through them, and the earth beneath your feet smelled of decay and renewal, of things that had died and things that were waiting to be born.
This was not a place that belonged to humans, and you felt that truth in your bones with every step you took, a constant reminder that you were a visitor here, a guest in a world that had never been meant for someone like you.
But they had made it yours.
They had opened their world to you, had shown you paths that no map would ever record, had taught you the names of stars that no human tongue had spoken in centuries, and they had done all of this knowing that discovery would mean death for all of you. The thought settled in your chest like a stone sinking through dark water, heavy and cold and impossible to ignore, and you felt your pace falter for just a moment before a hand caught yours and squeezed, pulling you back to the present.
Taehyung had fallen into step beside you without you noticing, his fingers intertwining with yours as naturally as ivy winding around an ancient wall, and when you looked at him, he was already watching you with those eyes that seemed to hold entire galaxies within their depths.
"You're thinking too much," he said, and his voice was low and rough like the bark of the pines that surrounded you, but there was a softness beneath it, a tenderness that he reserved only for moments like this when the rest of the world had fallen away and left just the two of you suspended in the space between heartbeats.
"I'm always thinking too much," you replied, and the smile that touched your lips was tired but genuine, the kind of smile that only ever emerged when you were surrounded by people who knew every shadowed corner of your soul and loved you anyway. "It's one of my many talents, or so I've been told on more than one occasion."
"It is one of the things I love most about you," Taehyung said, and the words were simple, almost casual, but they landed in your chest with the weight of a vow spoken beneath a blood-red moon. "But I also love watching you let go, watching you forget about everything except the feeling of the wind and the stars and the sound of your own laughter. Do you know how beautiful you are when you forget to be afraid?"
You did not know how to answer that question, so you said nothing, but you tightened your grip on his hand and let him pull you forward, let him guide you around the jagged rocks and through the narrow gaps between boulders that would have seemed impassable if you had been alone. He knew this mountain the way most people knew the faces of their loved ones, knew every curve and crevice and hidden hollow, and he moved through it with a confidence that bordered on arrogance if arrogance could ever be so gentle.
The others had spread out around you, forming a loose circle that kept you at its center, and you could feel their awareness pressing against you from all sides like a physical presence, a constant vigilance that never truly faded even in moments of joy.
Namjoon had explained it to you once, early in your relationship, when the fear of discovery had threatened to swallow you whole and you had asked him why they kept taking such risks, why they kept meeting you night after night when every encounter could be their last.
He had looked at you with those eyes that saw too much and understood too deeply, and he had said, "Because we would rather have one night with you than a thousand years of safety without you."
"Because you are worth every danger, every risk, every moment of fear. Because loving you is the only thing that has ever made sense in a world that has never wanted us to exist."
You had cried then, cried until your chest ached and your throat burned, and he had held you through all of it without saying another word.
That had been three years ago.
Three years of stolen nights and hidden kisses, of learning to read the subtle shifts in their moods and movements, of discovering the unique language of touch that existed between all eight of you, a language that had no words but spoke volumes in the press of a palm against a cheek, the brush of fingers through hair, the weight of a body leaning into another in silent trust.
You knew them now in ways that went beyond simple familiarity, knew the particular pitch of Jimin's laugh when he was truly happy versus when he was masking pain, knew the way Hoseok's shoulders tensed when he sensed danger before his mind had even registered the threat, knew the exact shade of violet that crept into Jungkook's eyes when he was about to do something reckless.
They had let you into the deepest chambers of their hearts, and you had let them into yours, and the resulting mosaic was something so fragile and so precious that you carried it with you always, a talisman against the darkness that lurked at the edges of your world.
"You're doing it again," Taehyung said, and his thumb traced a slow circle against the back of your hand, grounding you in the present moment with the effortless grace of someone who had long since learned how to read the weather patterns of your soul.
"Doing what?" you asked, though you knew exactly what he meant.
"Thinking about the end before the beginning has even had a chance to unfold," he said, and there was no judgment in his voice, only a gentle sadness that made your heart clench in your chest. "You are always waiting for the moment when this will be taken from you, always bracing yourself for the fall before you have even allowed yourself to fly."
"Because the fall is inevitable," you said, and the words came out harsher than you had intended, sharp and bitter like the taste of winter berries that promised sweetness but delivered only astringent pain.
Your eyes drift and watched Jungkook leap effortlessly across a rocky gap several yards wide. The movement looked almost impossible beneath ordinary circumstances. He landed smoothly without breaking stride.
Nobody commented.
Nobody needed to.
The seven men you loved were Starborn.
They moved differently, healed differently, endured differently.
Every aspect of their existence carried traces of something extraordinary.
Long ago, legends claimed fragments of fallen stars had become living beings. Stories changed with every generation, but one detail always remained consistent.
Starborns were different.
That difference had become a reason for hatred.
Humans claimed Starborns manipulated minds.
Humans claimed Starborns lacked genuine emotions.
Humans claimed Starborns posed dangers to children and families.
Humans claimed countless things.
Most accusations contradicted one another completely. Truth rarely mattered when fear became tradition.
Your chest tightened slightly, you hated remembering it.
You hated remembering the careful way Taehyung concealed certain abilities around strangers. You hated remembering Namjoon lowering his gaze whenever merchants questioned his unusual memory. You hated remembering Jungkook pretending exhaustion after physical labor because displaying his actual endurance attracted unwanted attention.
Years passed, and still nothing changed.
People still expected Starborns to shrink themselves.
People still expected them to apologize for existing.
If anyone discovered where you spent these nights, consequences would arrive swiftly. Not rumors. Not disapproval.
Consequences—real ones.
The kingdom's laws remained painfully clear. Humans aiding and sheltering a Starborn faced severe punishment.
And a human and Starborn loving each other faced worse.
Examples existed.
Public examples.
Designed to inspire fear.
Designed to enforce obedience.
From somewhere behind you, Jimin's voice cut through the tension like a blade through silk, light and teasing and deliberately carefree. "If you two are done being devastatingly romantic, there is a ridge about half a mile ahead that offers the most incredible view of the valley, and I would like to reach it before the stars decide to stop shining just to spite me."
The laughter that followed shattered the heaviness like glass against stone, and you felt the tension in your shoulders ease as Taehyung's hand found yours once more, pulling you forward into the night. The others fell back into their loose formation around you, and you let yourself be carried along by the current of their presence, let yourself forget, for just a little while longer, the danger that lurked at the edges of your happiness.
The run continued for what felt like hours and no time at all, the mountain unfolding around you in a series of breathtaking vistas and hidden corners that felt like they belonged to another world entirely.
You passed through a grove of trees whose bark glowed faintly in the darkness, their branches hung with lichen that shimmered like spun silver, and Hoseok showed you how to press your palm against their trunks to feel the slow pulse of magic that beat beneath the surface like a second heartbeat.
You crossed a stream whose waters ran cold and clear and tasted of mint and moonlight, and Jungkook splashed you so thoroughly that your clothes were soaked through by the time you reached the other side, his laughter echoing across the valley as you chased him with promises of revenge that only made him laugh harder.
You climbed a slope so steep that your legs burned and your lungs screamed for mercy, and Yoongi stayed by your side through every painful step, his hand steady on your back, his presence a quiet reassurance that you were not alone.
And all the while, the stars watched from above, silent and distant and impossibly beautiful, and you wondered if they remembered a time when the seven people beside you had walked among them, had called them brothers and sisters and kin.
The ancient myths said that Starborns had once been celestial beings, that they had descended from the heavens to walk among mortals for reasons that had long since been forgotten, but you had never asked them about it, had never wanted to push them into memories that might bring them pain. Some doors, you had learned, were better left unopened.
The Northern Lights appeared without warning, as they so often did in these mountains, where the veil between worlds was thin and the sky seemed closer to the earth than it had any right to be. One moment the heavens were dark and still, studded with the cold fire of distant suns, and the next they were alive with color, ribbons of green and purple and blue dancing across the firmament like the brushstrokes of a divine painter who had grown tired of mundane beauty and decided to create something impossible.
The light washed over the mountain in waves, painting the silver grass in shades of emerald and amethyst, casting long shadows that seemed to move with a life of their own, and you felt your breath catch in your throat as you stopped in your tracks, your hand flying up to point at the spectacle above.
"Tae, look," you said, and your voice was hushed, reverent, the voice of someone who had witnessed something sacred and was not certain they deserved to see it. "Look at the lights."
But when you turned to him, he was not looking at the sky.
He was looking at you.
His eyes were fixed on your face with an intensity that made your heart stutter in your chest, and there was something in his expression that you could not quite name, something that hovered at the edges of recognition like a word trapped on the tip of your tongue, familiar and elusive all at once.
The aurora painted his features in shifting colors, turning his skin to marble and his eyes to pools of liquid starlight, and he was so beautiful in that moment that it hurt to look at him, a sharp and aching pain that settled somewhere behind your ribs and refused to leave.
Nearby, Namjoon studied the shifting lights thoughtfully. "My grandmother believed auroras carried messages."
"What sort of messages?" Hoseok asked.
"She changed the answer constantly."
Hoseok had let out a snort. "That sounds suspicious."
"She enjoyed confusing children."
Jimin laughed. "A respectable hobby."
"She once convinced me mountains migrated during winter," Namjoon mirthfully shook his head.
Jungkook shot him a teasing smile. "Did you believe her?"
"For several years."
The group erupted immediately. Namjoon accepted their amusement with dignity.
Mostly.
"Children believe many strange things," he attempted to defend himself.
Yoongi sent him a dry look with underlying banter glint in his eyes. "Children generally stop believing mountains wander eventually."
"They remain difficult creatures. Perhaps they simply move carefully."
"You continue defending this absurdity remarkably well."
The night deepened gradually around all of you. At some point Seokjin produced pastries acquired from a traveling baker.
Nobody knew where he had hidden them.
Nobody questioned the miracle.
You shared pieces while sitting together beneath celestial lights.
Simple moments.
Ordinary moments.
The sort easily overlooked by outsiders.
Yet those moments mattered profoundly.
Because they existed despite everything.
Despite laws.
Despite threats.
Despite a world that would punish every person present for loving incorrectly.
Jungkook leaned against your shoulder and quietly pointed toward constellations overhead. "That one resembles Seokjin when somebody insults his cooking."
The younger simply shrugs. "We appreciate accuracy."
"You appreciate causing problems."
"Also true," Jungkook's grin widens.
The aurora continued dancing overhead. Hours seemed to slip away unnoticed and eventually the wind cooled further. The season's first hints of approaching autumn lingered within every breeze.
Suddenly, without meaning to, you turn your head and see Taehyung smiling, but there was a sadness beneath it, a wistfulness that spoke of things he had seen and could not unsee, of knowledge he carried that he could not share, and you felt a chill run down your spine that had nothing to do with the cold mountain air.
"There's something I want to show you," he said, and his voice was soft, softer than you had ever heard it, and there was a weight to his words that made you feel as though the ground beneath your feet had shifted, as though you were standing on the edge of something vast and unknowable.
Before you could ask what he meant, before you could form the questions that were already gathering on your tongue, he moved. His hands found your waist, and he lifted you onto his back with a fluid grace that spoke of countless repetitions, and you let out a startled yelp that dissolved into laughter as he began to run.
"Taehyung, what are you doing?" you demanded, your arms wrapping around his neck as he bounded down the slope with the effortless speed of a creature who had never known the limitations of human flesh. "You cannot just pick me up and run off into the night without at least some explanation!"
"I can," he said, and his voice was bright with laughter, lighter than you had heard it in weeks, and the sound of it made your heart soar despite the confusion and the fear and the thousand questions that still clamored for answers. "And I am. Hold on tight."
Behind you, you could hear the others reacting. "There he goes," Yoongi called.
"Do not kill her," Jin shouted. "I am serious."
"I would never," Taehyung teases.
"You literally just carried her away."
"That is different."
Jungkook laughed so hard he nearly doubled over.
Hoseok cupped his hands around his mouth. "Bring her back eventually!"
Taehyung casted a coquettish smile. "No promises."
"Kim Taehyung!" Jimin's indignant yell, carried across the hillside.
Namjoon's chuckle followed them all. "Do not get lost."
"We won't."
And soon their voices grew fainter as Taehyung put distance between you and them, his feet finding paths that you could not see, his body weaving through the trees with a grace that bordered on supernatural.
The wind roared in your ears, and your hair streamed behind you like a banner, and you pressed your face against his shoulder and laughed, laughed until your stomach ached and your eyes watered, laughed because you were alive and free and loved and because the stars above were dancing just for you.
At some point the trail narrowed suddenly and then widened. It occasionally curved sharply around enormous boulders weathered by centuries of storms.
After a short while, you've pretty much lost all sense of direction.
He ran for what felt like forever, down into the heart of the mountain where the air grew heavy with mist and the sound of water began to fill the silence, a low rumble that grew louder with every step until it became a roar that shook the very ground beneath you.
You lifted your head and saw it, a waterfall so vast that it seemed to stretch from the heavens themselves, its waters plunging into a pool so deep that you could not see the bottom, the mist rising in clouds that caught the starlight and turned it into rainbows that shimmered and faded and shimmered again. It was beautiful, impossibly beautiful, and it was also absolutely terrifying.
He plops you down on your feet, allowing you to bask in awe. The waterfall seemed impossibly old—sacred somehow—as though forgotten gods once gathered here.
Your eyes widened. “Taehyung.”
His grin looked almost boyish. “Beautiful, right?”
“How did you find this place?”
“That is a secret.”
“Taehyung.”
“A very important secret," he wiggles his eyebrows.
You folded your arms, while the man before you remained entirely unapologetic. The roar of falling water filled every available space. Mist settled across your skin. The air felt colder here, carrying traces of hidden depths and ancient stone.
He stopped at the edge of the cliff, his feet planted firmly on the slick rock, and he turned his head just enough to look at you over his shoulder. His eyes were bright, wild, filled with a joy that seemed to border on madness, and he smiled at you with all the warmth of a thousand suns. "Trust me," he said.
Those two words accomplished absolutely nothing helpful.
You narrow your eyes at him. "That statement usually arrives before terrible decisions occur."
"Trust me anyway," he adjusted his grip slightly.
Your stomach dropped, understanding arrived all at once. "Oh no."
His laugh rang across the gorge. "Oh yes."
"Taehyung."
"Trust me."
"Taehyung."
"We are already committed now."
You stare at him an incredulously. "We absolutely are not committed."
"We definitely are."
You opened your mouth, prepared several extremely reasonable arguments. But you never managed to voice any of them. Because Taehyung jumped.
A scream tore from your throat instantly, and as you both descended off the cliff, you heard Taehyung laughing.
Actually laughing.
Completely delighted.
The realization was absurd enough that your panic briefly collided with disbelief.
The fall was a lifetime and an instant, a plunge into darkness that stole your breath and your vision and your sense of self, the water rushing up to meet you with a force that felt like the hand of God reaching down to claim you.
The impact was brutal, cold and violent, the shock of it driving every molecule of air from your lungs as you were swallowed by the depths, the world dissolving into a chaos of bubbles and darkness and the terrible, crushing pressure of water pressing against you from all sides.
You did not know which way was up, did not know where the surface was, did not know if you would ever find it again, and panic clawed at your throat as your limbs began to thrash, your heavy dress dragging you down like chains wrapped around your ankles.
You were drowning.
Above, Taehyung broke through first, water streamed from dark hair as he inhaled sharply. Relief appeared immediately, then disappeared.
The quick realization that you were not beside him caused his smile vanished. “Y/N?”
The river answered with rushing water.
Taehyung turned quickly, searching. Expecting you to emerge, but you did not. And almost immediately, fear slammed into him.
“Y/N!” The second shout sounded different.
Sharper.
Desperate.
Still nothing.
Without hesitation, he dove again, dark water closed overhead. His enhanced vision cut through murky depths far better than any human's could. Still, terror clawed relentlessly through his chest.
His eyes scanned every direction simultaneously. Then he saw you. Your dress floated around you like heavy shadows. Your movements appeared slower now—weaker.
Taehyung surged forward, without hesitation.
A hand closed around your wrist. You felt the movement dimly, barely registering the contact before he propelled both of you upward.
Soon, you felt the pressure in your chest begin to ease as the darkness above you began to lighten, and then you broke through the surface with a gasp that was half cough, half sob, the cold air rushing into your lungs like a blessing.
The riverbank appeared moments later, Taehyung practically carried you from the water. Knees struck damp earth, as the cold air hit soaked clothing.
Your breathing remained uneven.
Everything hurt.
Everything spun.
But you were safe.
Taehyung's face was the first thing you saw. He was terrified.
His eyes were wide, his breath coming in ragged gasps, his hands cupping your face with a desperation that spoke of a fear so deep and so primal that it had stripped away all pretense, all composure, all the careful masks that he wore to hide the softness of his heart. It stopped every complaint in your head before it formed.
"Are you alright?" he demanded, and his voice cracked on the words, splintering like glass. "Can you breathe? Can you hear me? Please, please, say something, please—"
You opened your mouth with a small smile stretched on your lips. "I think my pride suffered permanent injuries."
The joke fell completely flat, not because it lacked quality. But because he looked genuinely shaken.
"I'm fine," you managed, and the words came out as a croak, but they were enough to make his shoulders sag with relief, enough to make him press his forehead against yours and close his eyes and breathe. "I'm fine, Tae. I'm okay."
"I am so sorry," he said, and his voice was barely a whisper, raw and broken and full of a guilt that cut deeper than any wound. "I should have warned you. I should have prepared you. I should never have—I saw the lights, and I wanted to show you, and I did not think, I did not consider, I am so sorry, I am so sorry—"
"Stop," you said, and you reached up to touch his face, your fingers tracing the lines of his jaw, the curve of his lips, the damp skin of his cheek. "Stop apologizing. I trusted you, and I still trust you, and I am fine. I am right here. I am not going anywhere."
He pulled you closer, his arms wrapping around you so tightly that you could barely breathe, but you did not mind, did not mind the cold or the fear or the lingering echoes of your panic, because he was holding you, and he was warm, and he was here.
He then withdrew back just enough to look at you, his eyes tracing your face as though he were memorizing every detail. Then, very slowly, with a tenderness that made your heart ache, he leaned forward and pressed his lips to your forehead.
Soft, lingering. Not passionate, not playful.
Relief—pure relief.
A grateful kiss.
A thankful kiss.
When he finally pulled back, his smile was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen. His forehead rested gently against yours, and both of your breathing gradually slowed.
"We're here," he said softly, and he tilted his head toward the waterfall, toward the curtain of water that plunged from the cliff above into the pool where you floated. "Behind the falls. There is a passage. A hidden place that no one knows about except for us."
You followed his gaze, and for the first time, you noticed the darkness behind the rushing water, the shadow that did not quite match the shadows of the rocks, the subtle shift in the air that spoke of a space where space should not exist. Your heart began to beat faster, not with fear this time, but with something that felt like anticipation, like hope, like the first stirrings of a story that had not yet been written.
"What is it?" you asked, and your voice was barely audible above the roar of the water.
Taehyung smiled, and there was a secret in that smile, a mystery that glimmered in his eyes like the first star of evening. "Come find out," he said, and he took your hand, and together, you began to walk towards the waterfall, toward the darkness, toward whatever lay waiting on the other side.
Taehyung's grip remained steady and sure despite the trembling that you could feel running through his fingers, and he pulled you forward into the darkness behind the falls with a determination that spoke of a destination he had visited a thousand times before, a path his feet knew better than the beating of his own heart.
The stone beneath your feet was slick with moss and moisture, worn smooth by centuries of water and wind and the passage of countless travelers whose names had long since been forgotten, and you stumbled once, twice, before Taehyung's arm wrapped around your waist and steadied you against his side, his breath warm against your ear as he whispered words of encouragement that you could barely hear over the roar of the water.
The tunnel stretched before you like the throat of some great beast, narrow and dark and filled with the sound of dripping water that echoed off the walls in patterns that seemed almost musical, almost deliberate, as though the cave itself was singing a song that had been written in the language of stone and time.
You could see nothing, your eyes straining against a darkness so complete that it felt like a physical weight pressing against your eyelids, but Taehyung moved with the confidence of a man who had no need of sight, his footsteps sure and steady against the uneven ground, his hand never once releasing its hold on yours.
The air grew warmer as you walked, the chill of the waterfall receding into something that felt almost like summer, and with the warmth came a smell, rich and earthy and sweet, the smell of flowers and grass and something that reminded you of bread baking in an oven, a memory so vivid and so unexpected that you felt your heart skip a beat in your chest.
"You can feel it, can you not?" Taehyung asked, and his voice was soft, almost reverent, as though he were speaking in the presence of something sacred. "The town. It has its own weather, its own seasons, its own heartbeat. The mountain protects it, keeps it warm even in the deepest winter, and the waterfall masks the sound and the light so that no one can find it from the outside. It has been hidden for as long as anyone can remember, and it will remain hidden for as long as there are Starborns left to guard its secrets."
"How long has it been here?" you asked, and your voice came out as a whisper, but Taehyung heard you anyway, his head turning slightly in the darkness so that you could just make out the silhouette of his profile against the faint, impossible glow that was beginning to appear ahead.
"Longer than the kingdoms that have risen and fallen in the valleys below," he said, and there was a weight to his words that made you feel as though you were standing on the edge of something vast and ancient, something that had existed long before you were born and would continue to exist long after you were gone.
"Longer than the stories that people tell about us, longer than the hatred that has driven us into hiding, longer than the memory of any living human. My great-grandmother was born here, and her great-grandmother before her, and her great-grandmother before her, stretching back to a time when the stars were closer to the earth and the veil between worlds was thin enough to walk through. This town is older than anything you have ever known, and it will outlast everything you have ever loved."
The words settled in your chest like stones dropped into still water, sending ripples of emotion through your body that you could not quite name. The walls of the tunnel fell away, and suddenly you were standing at the entrance to a valley that seemed to exist outside of time itself, a hidden pocket of the world that had been preserved in amber while the rest of humanity had marched forward into progress and destruction and forgetting.
The town spread out before you like a painting that had been left unfinished, its streets winding through clusters of stone buildings whose roofs were covered in moss and wildflowers, their windows dark and empty but somehow still warm, still welcoming, still holding the memory of the light that had once shone through them.
Cobblestones lined the main road, worn smooth by generations of footsteps, and between them, grass and weeds had pushed their way through the cracks, reclaiming the spaces that humans had carved out of the earth with a patience that only nature could possess.
Climbing ivy covered the walls of the buildings, their leaves shifting in a breeze that you could not feel, and wildflowers bloomed in riotous colors from every planter and windowsill, their petals swaying gently as though they were dancing to music that only they could hear.
Lantern hooks hung from the eaves of the roofs, rusted and empty, and from some of them, old wind chimes still dangled, their metal pipes clinking together in soft, melodic patterns that seemed to follow you as you walked, as though the town itself was welcoming you home.
You stepped forward, your feet carrying you onto the cobblestones without conscious thought, and Taehyung released your hand only to place his palm against the small of your back, guiding you gently forward as you took in the sight before you.
The buildings were beautiful in their decay, their stone walls weathered by centuries of wind and rain, their wooden doors warped and faded, their windows covered in a layer of dust that caught the golden light and turned it into something almost magical.
You passed a bakery, its sign still hanging above the door, the painted letters faded but still legible, and you could almost smell the bread that had once been baked inside, could almost hear the laughter of the customers who had gathered there each morning to share stories and gossip and the simple joy of breaking bread together.
Then, you passed a gathering hall, its doors thrown open to reveal a cavernous space filled with overturned tables and chairs, and you could imagine the celebrations that had once taken place there, the music and the dancing and the warmth of a community that had known nothing but each other.
"It was called Hwajeong," Taehyung said, and his voice was quiet, almost distant, as though he were speaking from a place far removed from the present moment.
"It means 'flower garden' in the old tongue, and it was named for the fields of wildflowers that bloomed in the valley every spring, fields that stretched from the edge of the town all the way to the base of the mountains in every direction. My grandmother used to tell me that the flowers were a gift from the stars, that they bloomed here because the soil was blessed, because the people who lived here were blessed, because this was a place where magic still remembered how to breathe."
"It is beautiful," you said, and the words felt inadequate, too small to contain the enormity of what you were feeling, but they were the only words you had, and you offered them to him like a gift, hoping that he would understand the depth of meaning that lay beneath them. "It is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, Taehyung. It is like stepping into a dream that I did not know I had been dreaming."
He smiled, but there was a sadness in his eyes that made your heart ache, a melancholy that seemed to have settled into his bones like a sickness that could never be cured.
"It was not always like this," he said, and he gestured toward one of the buildings, a small house with a blue door that had faded to a pale grey, its windows dark and empty.
"That was where Jungkook lived when he was a child, before his parents moved to the eastern edge of the town to be closer to the school. He used to climb onto the roof every evening to watch the stars, and his mother would scold him for it, would tell him that he would fall and break his neck, but he never did. He never fell. He was always too graceful for that, even when he was young."
As he spoke, you could see it, could see a young Jungkook with wild hair and scraped knees, his eyes bright with the impossible wonder of childhood, his small hands gripping the edge of the roof as he pulled himself up to watch the stars wheel overhead.
You could hear his laughter, high and clear and full of joy, and you could feel the love that had once filled this town, the warmth of a community that had understood each other in ways that humans could never understand, a family that had been bound together by blood and history and the shared weight of a world that had rejected them.
You walked further into the town, your footsteps echoing off the stone walls, and Taehyung pointed out each building with a tenderness that made your chest ache, sharing fragments of memories that had clearly been preserved with the care of someone who knew that they could never be replaced.
"That was the school," he said, gesturing toward a large building with a bell tower that still stood tall despite the ivy that had claimed its walls.
"I learned to read there, learned to write, learned to count the stars and name the constellations and understand the language of the winds. The teacher was an old woman named Hana, and she was the strictest person I have ever known, but she also had the kindest heart, and she would stay after class to help anyone who was struggling, would bring food to families who could not afford it, would sit with the sick and comfort the dying. She was the heart of this town, and when she passed, we buried her on the hill overlooking the valley, and we planted a tree at her grave so that she would always have shade."
You stopped in front of the school, your hand reaching out to touch the stone wall, the surface rough and cold beneath your fingers, and you closed your eyes, trying to feel the echoes of the children who had once filled these halls.
You could almost hear them, the sound of their laughter and their arguments and their songs, the shuffle of their feet against the wooden floors, the murmur of their voices as they recited lessons that had been passed down through generations.
This had been a place of learning, a place of growth, a place where young Starborns had been shaped into the people they would become, and now it was empty, silent, waiting for a future that might never come.
"That was the market square," Taehyung continued, leading you toward a wide open space surrounded by stalls that had once been filled with fruits and vegetables and fabrics and tools, their wooden frames now weathered and cracked, their canvas awnings torn and faded.
"Every morning, the vendors would set up their wares, and the town would come alive with the sound of haggling and laughter and the smell of fresh bread and roasted meat and spiced wine. Hoseok used to help his father at the vegetable stall, and he would always save the best apples for me, would slip them into my hands when no one was looking and pretend that he had not done anything."
"Yoongi's mother sold herbs and remedies, and she would give us pennyroyal tea when we were sick, would make us drink it even though it tasted like dirt and regret. Namjoon's father was the blacksmith, and he would let us watch him work, would show us how to shape metal with fire and hammer, would tell us stories about the weapons he had forged for warriors who had long since turned to dust," he explained, while his gaze was fixed ahead.
You could see them, all of them, the seven boys who had grown up in this town, the seven boys who had become the center of your world, and you could see the lives they had lived before the world had turned against them, before the hunters had come, before the fires had burned, before the town had been forced into hiding.
They had been children here, had run through these streets with scraped knees and wild laughter, had fallen in love for the first time in this square, had dreamed of futures that had been stolen from them by a world that had never wanted them to exist.
"That was the festival square," Taehyung said, leading you to a smaller square at the center of the town, where a fountain still stood, its water long since dried, its basin filled with fallen leaves and faded petals. "Every year, on the night of the winter solstice, we would gather here to celebrate the turning of the seasons, to light lanterns and release them into the sky, to dance and sing and feast until the sun rose over the mountains. It was the most beautiful night of the year, the night when the stars seemed closest to the earth, the night when even the oldest and grumpiest of us would smile and remember what it meant to be alive."
"Jungkook once climbed the fountain to try to catch a falling star," he added, the words came out before he could stop them, a fragment of a story that one of them had told you on a night much like this one.
You turned to look at him with an expression of surprise that was met with his smile, warm and bright and full of love. "He was convinced that if he caught one, it would grant him a wish, and he stood on the edge of the fountain with his arms outstretched for hours until his mother came to drag him home for dinner."
"That was a good night," Taehyung exhaled, his voice wistful. "Jimin cried because he thought the moon had disappeared, and Jin had to explain to him that it was only a crescent, that the moon was still there, that it was just hiding its face for a little while. He did not believe him, not until we took him to the top of the watchtower and showed him the sliver of silver hanging in the sky, and even then, he made us promise that the moon would come back, that it would never leave us forever."
You giggled at the memory as you both walked through the town for what felt like hours. Taehyung pointed out the house where Namjoon had grown up, a two-story building with a red door and a chimney that still stood tall, and he told you about the time that Namjoon had accidentally set the kitchen on fire while trying to cook dinner for his family, about the laughter that had followed, about the way that the town had come together to rebuild, about the warmth that had filled the streets that night.
He showed you the bridge where he and Yoongi had spent long afternoons skipping stones and sharing secrets, the watchtower where Hoseok had stood guard during the long nights of his youth, the small garden where Jin had grown vegetables that he had shared with the entire town, the hill where he and Jungkook had raced each other to the top every morning before school.
Each memory was a thread in a tapestry that was vast and beautiful and heartbreaking, a portrait of a community that had been built on love and trust and the shared understanding of what it meant to be different in a world that demanded conformity.
You could feel the weight of it pressing against your chest, could feel the grief that had settled into the stones of this town like water seeping through cracks, and you understood, finally, what Taehyung had been trying to show you.
This was not simply a hidden town, a refuge, a place of safety and concealment. This was home. This was where he had been shaped into the person that he was, where he had learned to love and to laugh and to dream, where he had built the foundations of a life that had been shattered by the cruelty of a world that had never understood him.
You stopped in front of a small house at the end of a winding street, its walls covered in climbing roses that had long since gone wild, their thorns thick and sharp, their petals scattered across the worn stone steps like offerings left for a forgotten god. The door was painted a deep blue, the same shade as the sky just before the stars begin to appear, and above it, a small wind chime hung from a rusted hook, its pipes still and silent in the stagnant air.
Taehyung did not speak, did not move, did not do anything except stand and stare at the house with an expression that you could not quite read, his eyes distant and his jaw tight, his hands clenched at his sides.
"This was where I grew up," he said finally, and his voice was barely a whisper, rough and raw and full of a pain that cut deeper than any wound you had ever seen. "This was where my mother and father lived, where my grandmother lived before them, where my great-grandmother lived before her. This was where I learned to walk, where I learned to speak, where I learned to dream. This was where I was loved, truly loved, in ways that I have never been able to describe, in ways that I have never been able to find again."
You stepped closer to him, your hand reaching out to touch his arm, and he flinched slightly before turning to look at you, his eyes shimmering with tears that he was fighting to hold back.
"Taehyung," you said, and your voice was soft, gentle, the kind of voice you used when you were trying to hold something precious and fragile. "What happened? What happened to this place?"
He opened his mouth to speak, and then closed it again, his gaze dropping to the ground, his shoulders sagging under the weight of a memory that he had been carrying for longer than you could imagine.
"Come with me," he said, and his voice was rough, raw, the voice of someone who had been holding back tears for far too long and was finally beginning to lose the battle.
He led you through the winding streets of Hwajeong, past the abandoned market stalls and the overgrown gardens and the silent fountains that had once been the heart of a thriving community, and you followed him without question, your feet finding their way across the cobblestones as though they had walked this path a thousand times before.
You climbed a narrow staircase that wound around the side of the crumbling watchtower, your hands gripping the cold stone railings as you ascended into the golden light that seemed to emanate from nowhere and everywhere at once, and when you reached the top, you understood why Taehyung had brought you here.
The view was breathtaking, a sprawling panorama of the hidden valley that stretched out beneath you like a tapestry woven from moonlight and memory, the rooftops of Hwajeong clustered together like children huddling for warmth.
The waterfall that concealed the entrance to the valley glittered on the far side of the town, its waters catching the light of the aurora and scattering it into a thousand shimmering fragments, and beyond it, the mountains rose like sentinels against the sky, their peaks crowned with snow that glowed with an ethereal blue light. It was beautiful, achingly beautiful, the kind of beauty that made you want to cry because it felt too precious to exist in a world that had proven itself so cruel.
Taehyung sat down on the edge of the tower, his legs dangling over the side, and he patted the space beside him, his eyes never leaving the horizon. You settled next to him, close enough that your shoulders touched, close enough that you could feel the warmth of his body seeping through the damp fabric of your clothes, and you waited, your heart beating a steady rhythm against your ribs, your breath slow and even, your presence a quiet offering of support that required no words to be understood.
"The reason this town exists," he began, and his voice was soft, almost inaudible, as though he were speaking more to himself than to you, "is because nowhere else would have us. Not as we were. Not as we are. The humans who lived in the kingdoms below, they built their walls and their laws and their gods around the idea that people like us should not exist, that we were mistakes, aberrations, corruptions of a natural order that had never accounted for our kind."
He paused, and you watched his hands as they gripped the edge of the stone, his knuckles white with tension, his fingers digging into the cracks as though he were trying to anchor himself to something solid. "We looked like them, you know. We still do. That was always the thing that frightened them the most, the fact that we could walk among them without being noticed, that we could live beside them and love beside them and build families beside them, and they would never know the difference unless we chose to show them."
He paused, as if trying to gather himself, then continued. "And when we did show them, when we trusted them enough to reveal who we truly were, they would turn on us. They would call us monsters. They would claim that we had deceived them, that we had tricked them into loving something that was not worthy of love, that we had corrupted their children and their traditions and their sacred way of life."
"They were wrong," you said, and the words came out with a force that surprised even you, sharp and clear and absolute, cutting through the golden air like a blade. "They were wrong about everything, Taehyung. Every single thing they believed about you, about your people, about the danger you supposedly represented, it was all built on fear and ignorance and a refusal to understand anything that did not fit into their narrow vision of the world."
He turned to look at you then, his eyes meeting yours for the first time since you had sat down, and there was something in his gaze that made your heart clench, a mixture of gratitude and sorrow and a hope so fragile that it seemed on the verge of shattering.
"I know that," he said, and his voice cracked slightly on the words. "I have always known that, in the deepest part of myself, the part that remembers what it felt like to be loved without condition, to be held without fear, to exist without having to apologize for the simple fact of my existence. But knowing something and feeling something are very different things, and there are days when the weight of what they have done to us presses down on my chest so heavily that I cannot breathe, cannot move, cannot remember what it felt like to be free."
You reached out and took his hand, your fingers intertwining with his, and you felt the tension in his body begin to ease, just slightly, just enough to let him continue. "Tell me," you said softly. "Tell me everything."
And so he did.
He told you about the persecution that had driven his ancestors into these mountains, about the burnings and the hangings and the drownings that had marked the history of his people like scars on a body that had never been allowed to heal.
He told you about the families that had been torn apart, the children who had been taken from their parents and raised in human households where they were forced to hide their true nature, the lovers who had been executed for the crime of loving someone who shared their blood and their starlight.
He told you about the laws that had been written specifically to punish Starborns for existing, about the taxes and the restrictions and the constant surveillance that had made life in the human kingdoms unbearable, about the way that even the kindest humans would eventually turn away, would cross the street to avoid them, would whisper behind their hands and pray for their souls as though they were already dead.
"There was a boy," he said, and his voice dropped to a whisper, barely audible above the distant sound of the waterfall. "His name was Minho, and he was my first friend, my first real friend, the first person who made me feel like I was not alone in the world. We grew up together, played together, dreamed together, and when we were old enough to understand what we were feeling, we fell in love. It was soft and sweet and innocent, the kind of love that only exists when you are young enough to believe that the world will make space for your happiness."
He stopped, and you could see the grief written across his face, could see the memory of that loss still fresh in his eyes even after all these years. "His family was discovered by the hunters when we were seventeen years old. They had been living in a small village on the edge of the kingdom, hiding in plain sight, pretending to be human, and someone had recognized them, had seen the way their eyes glowed on a night when the stars were particularly bright, had reported them to the authorities."
His lips began to tremble slightly. "They were taken in the middle of the night, his mother and father, his younger sister, his grandmother, all of them, dragged from their beds and thrown into a cart that would carry them to the capital for trial. Minho managed to escape, managed to run, managed to find his way back to Hwajeong, but he was never the same after that. The light in his eyes had been extinguished, and no matter how hard we tried, we could not bring it back."
"Where is he now?" you asked, though you were not certain you wanted to know the answer.
"He left," Taehyung answered, and his voice was heavy with a resignation that made your heart ache. "He could not bear to stay in a place that reminded him of everything he had lost, so he went north, beyond the mountains, to a land where the stars shine differently and the humans have never heard of the Starborn. I have not heard from him in over a decade, and I do not know if he is alive or dead, happy or broken, surrounded by love or drowning in solitude. I only know that he was the first person I ever loved, and that I lost him to a world that was never willing to let us exist in peace."
He fell silent, and you did not push him to continue, did not fill the space between you with empty words or platitudes that would mean nothing in the face of such profound loss. Instead, you shifted closer to him, your body pressing against his side, your head coming to rest on his shoulder, and you let the silence speak for you, let your presence say everything that words could not adequately express.
The aurora continued its slow dance above you, painting the sky in shades of green and purple and blue, and the town below you slept its eternal sleep, its streets empty, its windows dark, its stories waiting for someone to remember them.
"There is something I have never told you," Taehyung said after a long moment, and his voice was so quiet that you almost missed it, almost let it slip away into the golden air like a secret that was never meant to be spoken. "Something I have been carrying with me since the night we first met, something that has weighed on my heart every single day that I have known you."
You lifted your head to look at him, your eyes searching his face for clues, for hints of what he was about to say, but his expression was unreadable, his gaze fixed on some distant point beyond the mountains, beyond the valley, beyond the world itself.
"What is it?" you asked, and your voice was barely a whisper, as though speaking too loudly might shatter the fragile moment that had settled around you like a blanket of starlight.
"I never wanted you to see this place," he said, and the words came out in a rush, as though he had been holding them back for so long that they had finally broken through the dam of his restraint.
"I was afraid, so afraid, that bringing you here would change the way you looked at me, would make you see me as something broken, something damaged, something that needed to be fixed or pitied or saved. I was afraid that you would walk through these streets and see only the tragedy, only the loss, only the emptiness, and that you would forget that there was joy here too, that there was love and laughter and life, that this was not just a graveyard of forgotten dreams but a home, a real home, a place where I was happy once."
His voice cracked, and you could see the tears gathering in his eyes, could see the way his jaw clenched as he fought to keep them from falling, the way his hands trembled as he gripped the edge of the stone tower. "I was afraid that you would look at me and see all the ways that the world had hurt me, and that you would decide that I was too much, too heavy, too complicated, too broken to love. I was afraid that you would leave."
The words hit you like a physical blow, sharp and unexpected, and you felt your own eyes sting with tears as you reached up to cup his face in your hands, turning his head so that he was forced to meet your gaze.
"Taehyung," you said, and your voice was fierce, fierce and tender and full of a love that burned so brightly that it seemed to light up the darkness around you.
"I am not going anywhere. I have never been going anywhere. I chose you, and I chose all of you, and I made that choice knowing exactly what it meant, knowing the risks and the dangers and the very real possibility that loving you could cost me everything I have ever known. And I made that choice because you are worth it. All seven of you are worth it. Every single moment of fear, every sleepless night, every stolen second of happiness, it has all been worth it because I love you, and I will keep loving you for as long as this world continues to turn."
He stared at you, his eyes wide and shimmering, and you could see the walls that he had built around his heart beginning to crumble, could see the vulnerability that he had kept hidden for so long rising to the surface like water breaking through a dam.
"You do not understand," he whispered, and his voice was raw, broken, desperate. "If anyone finds out about us, if anyone discovers that a human woman is meeting with seven Starborn in the mountains, they will kill you. They will hang you in the village square, or they will burn you at the stake, or they will simply make you disappear, and no one will ever speak your name again. And it will be my fault. It will be our fault. We will have destroyed you simply by loving you."
"Then let them try," you said, and the words came out with a calm certainty that surprised even you, a steel that you had not known you possessed. "Let them come for me with their ropes and their flames and their righteous fury, and I will stand before them and tell them that I loved you, that I love you still, that I will love you until the very last breath leaves my body and beyond. They can take my life, but they will never take my love, because my love belongs to you, and you belong to me, and nothing that they do will ever change that."
He broke then, the tears that he had been holding back finally spilling over and tracing silver paths down his cheeks, and he pulled you into his arms with a desperation that spoke of a loneliness so deep and so vast that it had become a part of his very soul.
You held him as he cried, your hands running through his hair, your voice murmuring soft reassurances against his ear, and you felt the weight of his grief and his fear and his love pressing against you, heavy and warm and real, and you held it all, held it without flinching, held it because that was what love meant, holding the things that were too heavy for one person to carry alone.
When his tears finally began to subside, he pulled back just enough to look at you, his eyes red and swollen, his cheeks still damp, and he let out a shaky breath that seemed to carry away some of the pain that had been festering inside him for so long.
"I love you," he said, and the words were simple, but they carried the weight of everything he had just shared, everything he had trusted you with, everything he had given you by allowing you to see him at his most vulnerable. "I love you more than I have ever loved anyone, more than I thought it was possible to love another person, and I am so grateful that you exist, that you chose us, that you stayed."
"Of course I stayed," you said, and you smiled at him, a soft, tremulous smile that held all the tenderness and devotion that you felt in your heart. "I could never leave you. You are my home, Taehyung. All of you are my home. And I will never stop choosing you, not for as long as I draw breath."
He then leaned forward and kissed you. The initial contact is soft and gentle, a mere ghost of a touch that tastes of hesitation and a profound, aching affection. Taehyung’s breath catches quietly against your lips, and for a few timeless moments, he kisses you back with a careful tenderness that treats you like something precious and fragile.
However, the sweetness of the moment quickly begins to shift, the air between you thickening with a sudden, electric charge that neither of you can ignore. The gentle presses of your lips evolve into something deeper, more urgent, as the kiss transforms from a quiet promise into a desperate demand.
You find yourself tilting your head, seeking more of him, your fingers curling into the heavy fabric of his tunic to pull him closer. Taehyung lets out a low, guttural groan deep in his chest, a sound of pure surrender that vibrates through your own body and sends a shiver of heat down your spine.
He begins to move, his weight shifting as he slowly presses you back further away from the edge and against the stone below, his body hovering over yours with a heavy, commanding presence. As he settles between your legs, the friction of his thighs against yours sparks a fire that makes you gasp into his mouth, your breath mingling with his in a frantic rhythm.
He isn't rushing, but there is a new, predatory hunger in the way he claims your lips, his tongue sweeping against yours in a slow, rhythmic dance that leaves you lightheaded.
“You’re testing every ounce of my control, my love,” he murmurs against your skin, his voice a rough, velvet rasp that makes your toes curl. You let out a soft, needy moan, arching your back to bring your chest closer to his, feeling the frantic thrum of his heart echoing your own.
His hands, previously so hesitant, begin to wander with a bold curiosity, tracing the curves of your waist and the swell of your hips. He navigates the complex layers of your gown, his palms sliding over the heavy linen and silk that separate your skin from the cool night air.
With a low growl of longing, he slips his hands beneath the voluminous folds of your skirts, his fingers brushing against the sensitive skin of your thighs. He doesn't push further, instead choosing to caress the soft flesh of your inner thighs with a slow, agonizing pressure that makes you whimper.
Taehyung is trembling now, his muscles taut and strained as he fights the instinct to lose himself entirely in the heat of the moment. He shifts his hips, grinding slowly and deliberately against you, letting you feel the hard, insistent length of his cock pressing through the fabric of his trousers. The sensation is overwhelming, a delicious torture that has both of you breathing in ragged, uneven gasps.
"I want you so badly it hurts, but I want to savor every single second of this," he groans, his voice thick with a desperate, aching need. He continues to grind against you in small, circular motions, a silent testament to the desire he is struggling to hold back for the sake of the tenderness between you.
You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him tighter against you, your moans becoming more frequent as the tension reaches a breaking point. The kiss becomes a battle of wills, a heated exchange of tongues and teeth that speaks of a love that is as violent as it is soft.
Suddenly, he then pulls back, his breath coming in ragged gasps, his eyes dark with desire and something softer, something that looked almost like wonder.
"But I also want to hold you," he said, and his voice softened, the urgency fading into a tenderness that made your heart swell. "I want to lie here with you in my arms and watch the stars and feel your heartbeat against mine and know that you are real, that this is real, that we have this moment and no one can take it away from us."
You nodded, not trusting your voice, and he shifted his weight, lying down beside you and pulling you against his chest, his arm wrapping around your waist, his chin resting on top of your head.
You lay together on the roof of the watchtower, the stones warm beneath you, letting yourself sink into the safety of his embrace, let yourself believe, just for a moment, that nothing could ever hurt you as long as you were here, as long as you were held, as long as you were loved.
His hand found yours, his fingers intertwining with yours, and he pressed a kiss to the top of your head, soft and tender and full of a gratitude that words could never adequately express.
"Thank you," he whispered against your hair, and his voice was quiet, peaceful, the voice of someone who had finally found a place where they could rest. "Thank you for loving me—us. Thank you for seeing me. Thank you for staying."
You smiled against his chest, your eyes closing, your body relaxing into the warmth of his embrace, and you let the sound of his heartbeat lull you into a state of peaceful contentment that you had not felt in what seemed like an eternity.
"Always," you whispered back, and the word was a promise, a vow, a declaration of devotion that you would spend the rest of your life proving. "Always, Taehyung. Always."
The aurora continued its slow dance above you, the town slept its eternal sleep below you, and for one brief, fragile, beautiful moment, you allowed yourself to believe that everything would be alright, that the world would let you have this, that the happiness you had found in the arms of seven people who loved you more than you had ever thought possible would be allowed to last.
You both laid there limbs tangled together for a while. The night was yours, the stars were yours, and the love that burned between you was a flame that no amount of hatred or fear or cruelty could ever extinguish.
But then, suddenly, the voices broke the quiet night.
They were distant at first, so faint that you might have mistaken them for the echo of your own heartbeat or the whisper of the wind through the empty streets, but Taehyung's body went rigid beneath you, his arms tightening around your waist with a sudden, instinctive tension that made your eyes snap open and your breath catch in your throat.
He was listening, his head tilted slightly, his eyes fixed on some unseen point in the darkness beyond the edge of the watchtower, and you could feel the change in him, the way his muscles had coiled like springs, the way his breathing had become shallow and controlled, the way his entire being had shifted from a state of restful contentment to one of sharp, focused alertness.
The voices grew louder, carrying on the night air with a clarity that made your stomach drop, and you could hear laughter now, rough and raucous and utterly foreign, the laughter of men who had no business being in a place that was never meant to be found.
"What is it?" you whispered, but even as the words left your lips, you knew the answer, knew it with a certainty that settled into your bones like ice water seeping through cracks in a dam.
The voices were human, unmistakably human, and they were coming from somewhere below, somewhere within the boundaries of the hidden town, somewhere that should have been impossible for any outsider to reach without knowing the exact path through the waterfall and the tunnel and the winding passages that had been designed to keep this place secret for centuries.
Taehyung did not answer you immediately; instead, he shifted his body, moving with a silent, fluid grace that reminded you of a predator preparing to strike, and he peered over the edge of the watchtower, his eyes scanning the streets below with a focus so intense that it seemed to burn through the darkness itself.
"There are five of them," he said finally, and his voice was low, barely more than a breath, but it carried a weight of dread that made your heart clench in your chest. "They are carrying torches and tools, iron bars and hammers and spikes, and they are walking through the main square as though they own this place, as though they have every right to be here."
"Who are they?" you asked, and you hated the way your voice trembled, hated the way your hands had begun to shake, hated the way that fear had crept into the spaces where peace had lived only moments before. "How did they find this place? How did they know it existed?"
Taehyung's jaw tightened, and you could see the muscles in his neck straining as he fought to control the emotions that were clearly surging through him, a storm of fear and fury and a protectiveness so fierce that it seemed to radiate from his skin like heat from a forge.
"I do not know how they found it," he said, and his voice was rough, strained, the voice of a man who was holding himself back from doing something that he would not be able to undo. "Only Starborn know about Hwajeong, only those who were born here or who were brought here by someone they trusted with their lives. This place has been hidden for centuries, protected by the mountain and the waterfall and the silence of those who understood what would happen if it was discovered. But someone must have spoken. Someone must have betrayed us."
The men continued wandering. They looked less like visitors and more like scavengers surveying a battlefield.
One struck a stone wall with his hammer experimentally, the impact echoed through the square. "You think the captain will pay extra if we bring proof?"
"He said anything connected to Starborn filth earns compensation."
"Good."
Another man grinned broadly. "The fewer of them left breathing, the safer honest people become."
The word hung in the air between you like a blade suspended by a single thread, heavy with implications that neither of you wanted to examine too closely, and you felt the weight of it pressing down on your chest as Taehyung began to move, his body shifting into a crouch, his eyes fixed on the distant glow of the torches that were now moving through the streets below.
"I have to stop them," he said, and his voice was flat, final, the voice of someone who had already made a decision that no argument could change. "I have to drive them out of here before they can do any damage, before they can find anything that would confirm their suspicions, before they can report back to whoever sent them."
He began to stand, his muscles coiling with the intention of movement, but your hand shot out and grabbed his arm before he could rise, your fingers digging into his skin with a desperation that surprised even you.
"Wait," you said, and the word came out sharp, urgent, cutting through the air like a command that demanded to be heard. "Wait, Taehyung, you cannot just go down there and confront them, you cannot just reveal yourself to five armed men who clearly came here with the intention of causing harm, you cannot—"
"I can," he said, and he turned to look at you, his eyes blazing with a fire that seemed to consume the darkness around them. "I can, and I will. This is my home, my history, my people's legacy, and I will not stand by while these humans defile it with their torches and their hatred and their ignorance. If they want to destroy Hwajeong, they will have to go through me first."
"Which is exactly what they want!" you said, and your voice cracked with the force of your fear, your hands reaching up to cup his face, forcing him to meet your gaze, forcing him to see the terror that was written across your features.
"Taehyung, listen to me. They came here looking for Starborn. They came here with weapons and torches and the clear intention of causing destruction. If you go down there and reveal yourself, they will attack you, and even if you manage to defeat them, even if you manage to survive, they will go back to their villages and their towns and their kingdoms, and they will tell everyone that they found a Starborn in the hidden town. They will return with more men, more weapons, more hatred, and they will burn this place to the ground with you inside it."
"Then what would you have me do?" he demanded, and his voice was raw, agonized, the voice of a man who was being torn apart by the impossible choice between protecting his heritage and protecting himself. "Stand here and watch them destroy everything that my ancestors built? Watch them tear down the homes where my friends grew up, where my family lived, where I learned what it meant to be loved? I cannot do that. I cannot."
"No," you said, and you felt your own tears beginning to gather, felt the burn of them behind your eyes. "No, you cannot stand here and watch them destroy everything. But you also cannot go down there and get yourself killed. Let me go."
The words hung in the air between you, fragile and terrifying and utterly impossible, and Taehyung's reaction was immediate and visceral, his eyes widening with a horror that seemed to drain all the color from his face.
"Absolutely not," he said, and his voice was sharp, final, brooking no argument. "There is no world in which I allow you to walk into a group of armed, hostile humans who have come here specifically to find and harm people like me. There is no world in which I let you risk your life for this."
"If they see me, they will see a girl," you said, and you kept your voice steady, kept your gaze locked with his, as your heart raced with a fear that threatened to consume you whole. "Just a girl, a human girl, someone who wandered into this valley by accident, someone who got lost in the mountains and found shelter behind the waterfall. They will not suspect anything. They might even listen to me, might believe me when I tell them that this place is empty, that there is nothing here worth destroying, that they should turn around and leave before they waste any more of their time."
"And if they do not listen?" Taehyung asked, and his voice cracked on the words, splintering like glass under pressure. "If they decide that a young woman wandering alone in an abandoned Starborn town is suspicious, if they decide to question you further, if they decide to hurt you, if they decide to—"
He stopped, unable to finish the sentence, as he stepped closer, forehead nearly touching yours. "Please."
The word nearly shattered your resolve.
"Please do not do this, darling," his voice sounded fragile, terrified. "We will find another way."
You wished there was another way. You truly did. But the town mattered. The memories mattered.
And if there was even the smallest chance of avoiding violence—you had to try. You touched his cheek gently, the familiar gesture steadied neither of you. "I am choosing this."
"I do not want you choosing this."
A weak smile touched your lips. "I noticed."
"This is not funny."
"I know."
Silence stretched, heavy and painful.
You looked toward the valley, then back toward Taehyung. "This place deserves someone trying." The words emerged softly, his eyes closed briefly, like the statement physically hurt.
You brushed your thumb across his cheek, smiling wistfully. "Worst case, they refuse listening."
"Worst case is not remotely that simple."
"You know what I mean."
"I do."
"Then trust me."
"I do trust you," he said, and his voice was thick with emotion, his hands clutching at your back as though he were afraid that you would slip through his fingers like water. "I trust you with my life, with my heart, with everything that I am and everything that I have ever been. But I also know what humans are capable of, I know the cruelty that lives in their hearts, I know the things they have done to my people simply for existing, and the thought of them turning that cruelty on you, of them hurting you because of their hatred for me, is a thought that I cannot bear to hold in my mind for even a single moment."
"Then let me give you something else to hold," you said, and you took his face in your hands, forcing him to meet your eyes, forcing him to see the certainty that burned within you, the absolute, unwavering conviction that this was the right choice, the only choice, the choice that would keep all of you alive. "Let me go down there and talk to them, let me buy us time, let me try to reason with them before we resort to violence. Please, please let me try this first."
He stared at you for a long moment, his eyes searching yours with an intensity that seemed to pierce through every layer of pretense and doubt, and you could see the war that was raging within him, the battle between his fear and his trust, his protectiveness and his love.
Finally, his shoulders sagged, and he let out a breath that seemed to carry the weight of the world with it, and he pressed his forehead against yours and closed his eyes.
When he opened them again, the expression crossing his face looked painful. Like surrender. Like compromise forced unwillingly. "If anything goes wrong, I intervene immediately."
You nodded.
"If anyone threatens you, I intervene immediately."
You nodded again.
"If anyone touches you, I intervene immediately."
"Tae—"
"No." His voice sharpened, unexpectedly fierce. "No negotiation regarding that condition."
You studied him quietly, the terror beneath his determination remained obvious. He hated this plan. Every part of it.
Yet he understood your reasoning.
Eventually you nodded. "Fine."
He kissed you then, a kiss that was desperate and tender and full of promise, the kiss of someone who was memorizing the feel of your lips against his in case it turned out to be the last time.
"Be careful," he said, and the words were simple, but they carried the weight of a thousand prayers, a thousand wishes, a thousand hopes that you would return to him unharmed.
"I will," you said, and you pressed one last kiss to his lips before you stood, your legs shaky but your resolve firm, and you made your way down the winding staircase of the watchtower, your heart pounding so loudly that you were certain the men below would hear it before they ever saw you.
The golden light of the hidden valley seemed to dim as you descended, the warmth of the air giving way to a chill that settled into your bones, and you stepped out onto the cobblestone streets of Hwajeong with a courage that you did not quite feel, a bravery that was borrowed from the love that burned within you, a determination that came from knowing that you were protecting something precious, something sacred, something worth fighting for.
The men saw you the moment you rounded the corner of the old bakery, their torches flaring in the darkness as they turned to face you, their expressions shifting from surprise to suspicion to something that looked almost like amusement.
There were five of them, as Taehyung had said, and they were exactly the kind of men that you would have expected to find in a place like this, rough and weathered, their clothes stained with dirt and sweat, their hands calloused from labor and violence, their eyes bright with the cruel gleam of those who had come here expecting to find something to hate.
The leader of the group, a tall man with a scar running down the side of his face and a beard that was streaked with grey, stepped forward, his torch held high, his gaze sweeping over you with a scrutiny that made your skin crawl.
"Well, well, well," he said, and his voice was rough, rasping, the voice of a man who had spent too many years shouting over the noise of crowded taverns and crowded battlefields. "What do we have here? A little bird, lost in the dark, all alone in a place that no good Christian soul has any business being."
"I could ask you the same question," you said, and you were proud of how steady your voice sounded, how calm, how entirely in control. "This valley is not marked on any map, and the path here is hidden behind a waterfall that no one would ever think to cross unless they knew exactly what they were looking for. So I have to wonder, gentlemen, what brings five armed men to a place that was clearly never meant to be found?"
The man with the scar laughed, a low, ugly sound that echoed off the stone walls of the surrounding buildings, and he exchanged a glance with one of his companions, a younger man with a thin face and eyes that were too close together. "What brings us here is the knowledge that this place was once a nest of starborn filth, a den of those sky-touched abominations that should have been wiped from the face of the earth centuries ago."
He continued. "We heard rumors, whispers, stories about a hidden town where the star-biters used to gather, where they used to practice their unnatural ways and spread their corruption like a disease. We came to see if the rumors were true, and if they were, we came to make sure that nothing remains of this place but ashes and memory."
Your blood ran cold at his words, at the casual cruelty with which he spoke of an entire people, at the hatred that dripped from every syllable like poison from a fang, but you kept your face neutral, kept your voice calm, kept your hands steady at your sides even as your heart raced with a fury that threatened to consume you.
"I do not know what you are talking about," you said, and you injected a note of confusion into your voice, the bewilderment of someone who had stumbled into a situation that they did not understand. "I found this place by accident, while I was gathering herbs in the mountains. I have not seen any sign of anyone living here, not for a very long time. The buildings are empty, the streets are overgrown, and the only creatures I have encountered are the birds and the deer and the wildflowers that have reclaimed the gardens. There is nothing here worth destroying."
"Nothing worth destroying?" the thin-faced man repeated, and his voice was high and mocking, dripping with derision. "You stand in the heart of a starborn sanctuary, a place where those void-spawned monsters gathered to plot and scheme and spread their perversion, and you have the audacity to tell us that there is nothing worth destroying?"
"Every stone in this town is a monument to their defiance, every wall a testament to their refusal to accept their rightful place in the natural order. They thought they could hide from us, thought they could build a little paradise where they could live in peace, away from the judgment of decent, god-fearing people. But we found them then, and we will find them again, and we will burn every last one of them until the stars themselves weep blood," he spits blatantly.
Your hands clenched into fists at your sides, and you felt a rage building within you, a white-hot fury that threatened to spill over into words that you would not be able to take back, but you forced yourself to breathe, forced yourself to remember why you were here, forced yourself to focus on the goal of getting these men to leave without violence.
"I do not know anything about Starborn," you said, and you kept your voice level, kept your gaze steady, kept every muscle in your body perfectly still. "I am just a girl who got lost in the mountains and found shelter in an abandoned town. If you are looking for something to destroy, you should look somewhere else, because there is nothing here except empty buildings and old memories."
"You are either very brave or very foolish," the scarred man said, and he took a step closer to you, his torch casting flickering shadows across his face that made him look like something out of a nightmare. "Or perhaps you are lying. Perhaps you know exactly what this place is, and perhaps you are trying to protect the starborn scum who used to live here. Perhaps you are one of those sympathizers, those corrupted souls who have been seduced by their unnatural ways, who have chosen to stand with the monsters instead of with your own kind."
"I am not a sympathizer," you said, and the words tasted like ash in your mouth, a lie that burned on your tongue even as you spoke it. "I am just a girl who wants to go home. And I think that you and your men should do the same, before you waste any more of your time searching for something that does not exist."
The thin-faced man laughed again, and his voice was cruel, sharp, cutting through the night air like a blade. "You think we are fools, girl? You think we do not know what we are looking for? We have been tracking these sky-whore settlements for years, following the trails that they leave behind, the scraps of their existence that they think they have hidden so well."
The smile that stretched on his lips made you feel sick. "We know this place was a breeding ground for their corruption, a nursery where they raised their young to hate us, to fear us, to believe that they were superior to us simply because they were born with starlight in their blood. And we know that there are still Starborn out there, hiding in the shadows, waiting for the moment when they think it is safe to emerge and continue their campaign of corruption."
Your heart was pounding so hard that you could feel it in your throat, could feel the pulse of it throbbing behind your eyes as you stood before these men, listening to them spew hatred that was older than any of them, hatred that had been passed down through generations like a sacred heirloom, hatred that would never be reasoned with, never be persuaded, never be turned aside by the words of a single girl who had stumbled into a place that she was never meant to find.
You thought of Taehyung, hidden in the shadows of the watchtower, his body coiled and ready, his eyes burning with a fury that matched your own, and you felt a surge of love so powerful that it nearly brought you to your knees.
"You know what I think?" you said, and your voice was quiet, but it carried a weight that made the men fall silent, made them turn to look at you with a new kind of attention, a new kind of wariness. "I think you are cowards. I think you travel in groups and carry torches and weapons because you are too afraid to face the world alone, too afraid to confront the possibility that the people you have been taught to hate are no different from you, too afraid to admit that the only thing that separates you from them is the accident of your birth."
"You call them monsters, but you are the ones who came here with hammers and spikes, ready to tear down buildings that never did you any harm, ready to destroy the memory of a people who only wanted to live in peace."
The scarred man's face darkened, his eyes narrowing into slits as he took another step toward you, his grip tightening on the torch in his hand. "You have a sharp tongue for someone who is standing alone in a town full of enemies," he said, and his voice was low, dangerous, the voice of a man who was used to being feared and did not appreciate being challenged. "I would advise you to choose your next words very carefully."
But you were done choosing your words carefully, done playing the role of the lost and helpless girl, done pretending that you did not know the truth of what these men were and what they intended to do. You had tried reason, had tried persuasion, had tried every approach that you could think of, and they had refused every single one because they had never come here to listen, had never come here to be convinced, had never come here for anything other than destruction.
"No," you said, and your voice was clear and steady and filled with a contempt that you no longer had any reason to hide. "I think I have said exactly what I wanted to say. I think you are a group of small-minded, hateful men who have nothing better to do with your lives than terrorize the memory of a people who have already suffered more than you could ever imagine."
You scoffed, shooting them a mocking smirk. "I think you are pathetic, and I think that if you had ever actually encountered a Starborn, you would have run away with your tails between your legs, because despite all your talk of purity and order and the natural way of things, you are nothing but bullies who prey on the weak and the defenseless."
The thin-faced man's face twisted with rage, and he took a step forward, his hand reaching for the hammer that was tucked into his belt, but the scarred man held up a hand, stopping him with a gesture that was almost casual. "You are either the bravest woman I have ever met or the most foolish," he said, and there was something in his voice that made your blood run cold, a quiet, calculating malice that was far more dangerous than the open anger of his companion. "But either way, you have made a very serious mistake. You have chosen to stand with the monsters, and that makes you a monster too."
He took another step toward you, and you saw his hand move to the hilt of the knife at his belt, saw the gleam of metal in the torchlight, saw the smile that curled across his lips like a scar spreading across flesh. And in that moment, you knew that there was nothing more you could say, nothing more you could do, nothing that would stop these men from doing exactly what they had come here to do.
Behind you, hidden in the shadows of the watchtower, you heard a sound that was barely audible, the creak of stone shifting under the weight of a body that was preparing to move, and you knew that Taehyung had seen everything, had heard everything, had reached the limit of his restraint. The scarred man's hand closed around the handle of his knife, and he began to draw it from its sheath, his eyes never leaving your face, his smile growing wider with every inch of exposed steel.
And then everything happened at once.
The impact of your body against the stone wall sent a shockwave of pain through your entire skeletal structure, a violent explosion of agony that radiated from your shoulder blades to the tips of your fingers and the base of your skull, and you felt the air leave your lungs in a rush that left you gasping, choking, struggling to draw breath into a chest that had been emptied by the force of the collision.
The world spun around you in a blur of torchlight and shadow, the cobblestones rising up to meet your palms as you caught yourself before you could collapse completely, and you tasted blood in your mouth, copper and salt and the sharp, metallic tang of fear that coated your tongue like a poison.
The scarred man stood over you, his knife drawn, his eyes gleaming with a cruelty that seemed to have no bottom, no limit, no end, and he was laughing, a low, rumbling sound that echoed off the stone walls of the abandoned buildings that surrounded you.
"You should have kept your mouth shut, girl," he said, and his voice was oily, satisfied, the voice of someone who enjoyed the suffering of others in ways that spoke of a deep and fundamental brokenness within his soul. "You should have remembered your place. But do not worry; we will make sure that you learn it, one way or another."
He reached down to grab you again, his fingers closing around the collar of your dress, and you braced yourself for another impact, another explosion of pain, another moment of helplessness in the face of his casual brutality.
But before he could lift you, before he could throw you again, a sound cut through the night like a blade through silk, a sound that was low and dangerous and filled with a fury so immense that it seemed to shake the very foundations of the hidden town.
"Get your hands off her."
The voice was Taehyung's, but it was not the Taehyung you knew, not the soft, tender man who had held you on the watchtower and whispered promises against your hair, not the playful, laughing spirit who had carried you through the mountains and jumped with you into the unknown depths of the waterfall.
This was a voice that had been forged in the fires of a thousand sorrows, a voice that carried the weight of centuries of persecution and pain and the desperate, unyielding determination to protect the people he loved, no matter the cost.
The scarred man froze, his head snapping up, his eyes widening as he took in the figure that had emerged from the shadows of the watchtower, a figure that seemed to be made of darkness and starlight and barely contained violence.
Taehyung stepped into the circle of torchlight, his hands clenched into fists at his sides, his jaw tight, his eyes blazing with a fire that seemed to burn through the very air around him. He was not running, not charging, not attacking; he was walking, each step deliberate and measured and filled with a menace that made the men instinctively take a step back, their hands moving to their weapons, their faces shifting from amusement to something that looked very much like fear.
"Well, well, well," the scarred man said, and there was a tremor in his voice that he was clearly trying to hide, a quaver that betrayed the unease that had settled into his bones. "It seems that the rumors were true after all. There is still Starborn filth hiding in these mountains, still star-biters crawling out of the shadows to protect their little nest of corruption."
Taehyung did not respond to the taunt, did not acknowledge the slur that had been thrown at him like a stone aimed at a wound that had never fully healed. His eyes were fixed on you, on the blood that was trickling from a cut on your lip, on the way you were holding your arm against your chest as though it had been injured in the fall, on the fear that you were trying so desperately to hide behind a mask of calm determination.
He took a step toward you, his hand reaching out, his mouth opening to speak, but the scarred man stepped between you, blocking his path, and the thin-faced man moved to flank him, their torches held high, their weapons drawn.
"Where do you think you are going, star-spawn?" the thin-faced man said, and his voice was high and mocking, filled with a contempt that seemed to have no source other than the simple, unshakeable belief that he was better than the man standing before him.
"You do not get to walk up to her, do not get to touch her, do not get to pretend that you have any right to be near a decent human woman. She is coming with us, and you are going to watch, and then you are going to die."
Taehyung's gaze finally shifted from you to the men who stood between you, and something in his expression changed, a coldness settling over his features like a mask carved from ice, his eyes becoming flat and distant and utterly, terrifyingly empty.
He did not speak, did not warn, did not offer them any chance to reconsider; he simply moved, and the world seemed to blur around him as he closed the distance between himself and the thin-faced man faster than any human should have been able to move, his fist connecting with the man's jaw with a sound like a hammer striking stone, the force of the impact lifting the man off his feet and sending him crashing into the wall of the old bakery with a sickening crunch of bone against stone.
The other men reacted instantly, their training or their instinct or their cowardice driving them to action, and they surged forward as one, their clubs and hammers swinging, their torches cutting arcs of fire through the darkness. But Taehyung was already moving, his body flowing through their attacks like water through the cracks in a dam, his movements too fast to follow, too precise to anticipate, too powerful to withstand.
He caught the arm of a man who had been about to bring a hammer down on his skull, twisted it with a force that made the bones audibly snap, and drove his elbow into the man's throat with a precision that spoke of years of practice and a level of skill that no human could hope to match.
The man collapsed, gagging, clutching at his neck, and Taehyung turned to face the next attacker without pausing, without hesitating, without showing any sign that he had even registered the man's existence beyond the necessity of neutralizing the threat he represented.
You pushed yourself to your feet, your body screaming in protest, your arm throbbing with a pain that made you want to curl into a ball and weep, but you forced yourself to move, forced yourself to think, forced yourself to find some way to help.
A torch had fallen from one of the men's hands and had rolled against the wooden frame of an old market stall, the dry, weathered timber beginning to catch, a thin curl of smoke rising into the golden air of the hidden valley.
You ran toward it, stamping on the flames with your boots, beating at them with your hands, ignoring the pain as the heat seared your palms, and you managed to extinguish the fire before it could spread, before it could claim another piece of the town that Taehyung had entrusted to you to protect.
Behind you, the sounds of the fight continued, grunts and cries and the wet, terrible thuds of fists meeting flesh, and you turned to see Taehyung facing the last two men, the scarred leader and another man who had been hanging back, watching, waiting for an opportunity to strike.
The scarred man was bleeding from a cut above his eye, his lip split, his movements becoming slower, more desperate, as he realized that he was outmatched, that the creature he had come here to hunt was far more dangerous than he had ever anticipated. He lunged forward, his knife slashing wildly, but Taehyung caught his wrist, twisted it, and the knife clattered to the cobblestones as the man cried out in pain.
"You should have stayed away," Taehyung said, and his voice was flat, emotionless, the voice of someone who had disconnected himself from the violence he was committing in order to survive. "You should have left this place alone. But you did not, and now you will suffer the consequences of your choice."
He raised his fist to deliver the final blow, his muscles coiling with the force of his intent, but before he could strike, the other man, the one who had been hanging back, moved with a sudden, desperate speed that caught Taehyung off guard.
He grabbed you from behind, his arm wrapping around your throat, his other hand pressing a dagger against the vulnerable skin of your neck, and you felt the cold bite of the blade, felt the way it dimpled your flesh with every ragged breath you took.
"Stop!" the man shouted, and his voice was high and panicked, the voice of someone who had realized that he was about to die and had grasped at the only leverage he could find. "Stop, or I swear by all the gods that I will open her throat from ear to ear!"
Taehyung froze.
The fight drained out of him like water from a broken vessel, his body going still, his hands falling to his sides, his eyes locking onto the blade that was pressed against your throat with a terror that transformed him in an instant from a warrior into a man who was about to lose everything he had ever loved.
"Let her go," he said, and his voice cracked, splintered, the flatness giving way to a desperation that was raw and naked and utterly human. "Please. Let her go. You can do whatever you want to me, you can kill me, you can burn this entire town to the ground, just please, please do not hurt her."
"Shut up!" the man shouted, and he pressed the dagger harder against your throat, making you gasp, making you feel the sharp sting of the blade breaking through the first layer of your skin. "Shut your mouth, star-spawn, or I will silence you both permanently! You do not get to give orders here! You do not get to make demands! You are nothing, do you understand me? Nothing but a disease that should have been eradicated centuries ago!"
"I understand," Taehyung said, and his voice was shaking, his hands trembling, his entire body vibrating with the effort of holding himself back, of not charging forward, of not doing something that would get you killed. "I understand. I will do whatever you want. Just tell me what you want me to do, and I will do it. I will kneel, I will beg, I will crawl, I will do anything, just please, please take that blade away from her neck."
The scarred man, who had been rubbing his wrist where Taehyung had twisted it, laughed, a low, ugly sound that was filled with the cruel triumph of someone who had been defeated and had suddenly been handed victory. "What do you want us to do, star-scum? I want you to kneel. I want you to put your hands on your head and kneel in the dirt like the animal that you are. And then I want you to watch while we teach this little traitor what happens to humans who choose to spread their legs for monsters."
Taehyung's face contorted with a rage so pure and so powerful that it seemed to warp the air around him, but he did not argue, did not resist, did not do anything except slowly, painfully, lower himself to his knees on the cobblestones, his hands coming up to rest on the back of his head, his eyes never leaving yours.
You could see the tears glazing in his eyes, could see the way his lips were moving, forming words that you could not hear, prayers or apologies or promises that he was making to himself and to you and to whatever gods might be listening.
"Please do not do this," he said, and his voice was barely a whisper, broken and desperate and filled with a love so vast that it seemed to encompass the entire world. "Please. She has done nothing to you. She is innocent. She is good. She is the most beautiful and kind and precious person I have ever known, and she does not deserve to suffer because of me. If you need to punish someone, punish me. I will take anything you give me. I will endure any pain, any humiliation, any death, just please, let her go."
"Ignore him," the scarred man said, and he walked over to where Taehyung was kneeling, his hand reaching down to grab a fistful of his hair, yanking his head back so that he was forced to look up at him. "You do not have the authority to bargain, star-spawn. You have the authority to watch, and to suffer, and to remember that no matter how fast you are, no matter how strong you are, no matter how many of us you manage to hurt, there will always be more of us, and we will always find the people you love, and we will always make them pay for the crime of loving you."
He released Taehyung's hair and turned to the man who was holding you, a cruel smile spreading across his face. "Bring her here. Let him watch. Let him see exactly what happens to traitors who choose to defile themselves with filth like him."
The man holding you began to drag you forward, his arm still wrapped around your throat, the dagger still pressed against your skin, and you struggled, fought, tried to pull away, but he was stronger than you, and every movement only made the blade bite deeper into your flesh. You could feel the blood beginning to trickle down your neck, warm and wet and terrifying, and you could hear your own heartbeat thundering in your ears, could feel the panic rising in your chest like a tide that threatened to drown you.
"Taehyung," you said, and your voice was ragged, desperate, barely more than a whisper, but you knew he could hear you, knew that he was listening to every word with the kind of focused attention that only someone who loved you could give. "Taehyung, do not stop fighting. Do not let them do this. Protect your home. Protect Hwajeong. Protect the memories of your people. Do not let them take this from you."
"I cannot," he said, and his voice was broken, shattered, the voice of a man who had been forced to watch the thing he loved most in the world being destroyed and could do nothing to stop it. "I cannot lose you. I cannot. If they take you from me, there is nothing left. There is no home, no memory, no legacy that is worth more than your life. You are the most important thing in the world to me, and I will not sacrifice you for anything."
"I am not asking you to sacrifice me," you said, and you could feel the tears streaming down your face, could feel the blood soaking into the collar of your dress, could feel the cold metal of the dagger pressing against the delicate skin of your throat. "I am asking you to live. I am asking you to remember that I love you, that I chose you, that I would choose you again and again and again, no matter how many times the world tried to tear us apart. I am asking you to be brave, even if it means letting me go."
"Enough," the scarred man said, and he stepped forward, his hand closing around your chin, forcing your head back, exposing your throat to the night air. "Enough talking. It is time for you to learn your lesson, little traitor. It is time for you to understand what happens to those who align themselves with monsters."
He nodded to the man holding you, and the man's grip tightened, and you felt the dagger begin to move, felt the slow, agonizing drag of the blade across your skin, felt the pain explode through your body like a fire that had been waiting for years to be ignited. You screamed, a sound that was raw and primal and filled with a terror that you had never known existed.
"Stop!" Taehyung shouted, his voice cracking, breaking, dissolving into sobs as he struggled against the men who were holding him down, his body heaving with the force of his desperation. "Please, stop! I will do anything! I will give you anything! Just stop hurting her! Please!"
But the man did not stop. The dagger continued its slow, deliberate path across your throat, drawing a line of fire and blood that seemed to stretch on forever, and you could feel your strength draining away, could feel the world beginning to blur at the edges, could feel the darkness creeping in from the corners of your vision.
You heard Taehyung's voice growing fainter, more desperate, more broken, and you tried to call out to him, tried to tell him that you loved him, tried to tell him that everything was going to be alright, but the words would not come, would not form, would not escape the prison of your failing body.
And then, just as the darkness was about to claim you completely, just as you were about to surrender to the weight of the pain and the loss and the fear, a new sound cut through the night, a sound that was sharp and clear and filled with a fury that made the ground itself seem to tremble.
"Get away from her."
The voice was Jimin's.
The man holding you was ripped away with a force that seemed impossible, his dagger clattering to the cobblestones as his body was thrown across the square like a rag doll, and you felt yourself falling, your legs giving way beneath you, your body collapsing toward the ground that had already hurt you so much.
But before you could hit the stones, a pair of arms caught you, strong and warm and familiar, and you looked up through a haze of pain and blood and tears to see Yoongi's face hovering above you, his eyes wide with a terror that mirrored Taehyung's, his hands gentle as he lowered you carefully to the ground.
"Stay with me," he said, and his voice was urgent, desperate, the voice of someone who was fighting to hold back a panic that threatened to consume him. "Do not close your eyes, please—" But you could not focus on his words, could not focus on anything except the sound of Taehyung's voice, which had changed from screams of anguish to something else, something that sounded like relief, like hope, like the first breath of air after nearly drowning.
The other members had arrived, had thrown themselves into the fight with a fury that was terrifying to behold, and you watched through half-closed eyes as Jungkook drove his fist into the face of the man who had been holding you, as Namjoon grabbed the scarred leader by the collar and slammed him against the wall of the old bakery, as Hoseok and Jin and Jimin cornered the remaining men, their movements precise and efficient and utterly devoid of mercy.
In moments, it was over.
The men who were still conscious fled, scrambling through the streets of Hwajeong, their torches abandoned, their weapons forgotten, their hatred no match for the combined fury of seven people who had been pushed past the limits of their endurance.
"Run." Jungkook's voice sounded frighteningly calm, as he took a warning step to the leader. "Run before I reconsider that generosity."
The scarred man was the last to leave, dragging himself to his feet and limping after his companions, his eyes filled with a hatred that had only been deepened by his defeat, but he did not look back, did not speak, did not do anything except disappear into the darkness of the tunnel that led back to the waterfall.
And then there was silence.
And then there was Taehyung.
He was at your side in an instant, his hands reaching for you, his eyes sweeping over your body with a frantic, desperate attention, he let out a sound that was half sob, half prayer, as he struggled to breathe, struggled to think, struggled to accept that you were still alive, still here, still with him. "Sweetheart."
You caught his hands gently, the movement finally stopped him.
For half a second, then he resumed.
Checking your arms, checking bruises and every visible injury—as though looking away might somehow make you disappear. Around both of you, the others gathered quickly. And the moment they saw your neck, their expressions changed.
Jimin looked devastated, while Hoseok immediately crouched beside you and Seokjin's face lost all color.
Nearby, Namjoon looked furious as Yoongi looked even worse.
Jungkook stared openly. "No," the word escaped him quietly.
The cut was not severe, however, that fact failed to comfort anyone. Especially not Taehyung.
"You are bleeding." Taehyung sounded horrified.
"A little."
"A little is still bleeding."
Hoseok carefully brushed hair away from your face, his hands shook too.
Everyone looked shaken.
Everyone looked scared.
The realization warmed and hurt simultaneously.
You loved them, every single one. And they loved you just as fiercely.
Taehyung still had not calmed down, not remotely. His gaze kept returning to your neck.
Then your wrists.
Then your bruises.
Then back again.
As though searching for injuries he missed, as though preparing for another disaster.
"You scared me." The confession emerged quietly.
His eyes filled immediately. "You scared me so much."
Your own eyes burned. "I am here."
"You almost were not." The answer arrived instantly—raw, honest. Terrified.
Silence settled afterward.
Not uncomfortable silence.
Protective silence.
The kind created when people gather around somebody precious.
He leaned forward, pressed his forehead gently against your shoulder, closing his eyes, inhaling your scent, as if trying to memorize you all over again. As though losing contact even briefly might break something inside him.
You soon felt the other members gathering around you closer, their hands finding yours, their bodies pressing in, forming a circle of warmth and love and protection that no amount of hatred or fear or cruelty could ever break. Jimin's hand was on your ankle, Jungkook's fingers intertwined with yours, Namjoon's palm resting gently on your shoulder, Hoseok's arm wrapped around Taehyung's back, Jin's voice murmuring soft reassurances, Yoongi's breath warm against your forehead as he pressed a kiss to your hair.
You were surrounded by love.
Surrounded by seven frightened, relieved, fiercely loving men, you sat together beneath the ancient stars while the aftermath settled heavily around all of you.
guys i'm so serious, i don't think y'all are gonna believe me. but a WHOLE FUCKING drabble scene came to me in a dream, and i WILL write about it. just give me several days.
EDIT: i think it's lowkey poetic in a way, and weirdly accurate and timely considering the month we're in right now (i genuinely think it's a sign). so that's as much spoilers i'll be giving away at the moment, stay tuned 😜
guys i'm so serious, i don't think y'all are gonna believe me. but a WHOLE FUCKING drabble scene came to me in a dream, and i WILL write about it. just give me several days.
EDIT: i think it's lowkey poetic in a way, and weirdly accurate and timely considering the month we're in right now (i genuinely think it's a sign). so that's as much spoilers i'll be giving away at the moment, stay tuned 😜
⋆˚࿔ chapter summary: jimin and jungkook built a life together beneath cameras, pressure, and public scrutiny. you built yours around surviving quietly with their music somewhere in the background. neither side realizes how dangerously close those lives are about to become.
⋆˚࿔ genre: idol au · moderate angst · hurt/comfort · strangers to lovers · mlm themes · eventual smut (for reader) · some fluff · slice of life · slight humor
⋆˚࿔ pairing(s): idol! jungkook x idol! jimin (jikook) x fan! female reader
⋆˚࿔ chapter warnings: explicit unprotected smut/sex (MINORS DNI!!) · soft/hard sex (if that makes sense) · oral sex (m receiving) · anal fingering · anal sex · slight body worship (its cute) · kissing/making-out · brief argument · jikook in love · supportive ot5 bangtan :')
⋆˚࿔ word count: 5.5k
a/n: this is literally just a whole background on my babies jikook, they DESERVE SUNSHINE
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There had always been something painfully obvious about Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook.
Long before official statements, before carefully curated press releases, before HYBE executives sat inside polished conference rooms discussing risk assessment and public response metrics, there had been glances. There had been touches lasting a fraction too long beneath backstage lighting.
There had been years upon years of impossible tenderness threaded quietly between performances, airport departures, vlives, award shows, and exhausted late-night broadcasts where neither of them seemed capable of remembering cameras existed whenever the other smiled.
Fans noticed because of course they noticed.
ARMYs noticed everything.
They noticed Jungkook unconsciously turning toward Jimin whenever crowds became overwhelming. They noticed the way Jimin reached for Jungkook instinctively during interviews without even looking first, already certain he would be there. They noticed how Jungkook watched him during performances with an expression too soft to disguise properly. They noticed how Jimin always laughed differently around him, brighter and breathless in a way impossible to manufacture.
For years, the internet existed in a constant state of speculation.
Compilation videos flooded timelines endlessly. Slow-motion edits analyzed every touch, every lingering stare, every moment where Jungkook’s hand settled against Jimin’s waist possessively before cameras quickly shifted elsewhere. Fans translated tiny comments obsessively.
Entire threads existed documenting years of matching jewelry, accidental slips, hidden phone wallpapers, private jokes, suspicious disappearances during overseas schedules, and the deeply domestic intimacy they carried around each other like second nature.
Some people mocked it.
Some people denied it violently.
But longtime ARMYs mostly just watched with quiet affection because whatever existed between them looked achingly real.
Then three years ago, the world changed.
HYBE announced the relationship on an otherwise ordinary Thursday morning.
The statement itself remained surprisingly simple.
"After years of speculation regarding the relationship between BTS members Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook, we would like to confirm that the two artists have been in a committed relationship for several years. We ask for continued support and respect toward their privacy as artists and individuals."
Nothing dramatic.
Nothing scandalous.
And yet the internet exploded within minutes.
Worldwide trends appeared so quickly that social media platforms nearly crashed beneath the sheer volume of traffic. Hashtags stayed globally trending for almost three consecutive weeks.
#JIKOOKISREAL
#LOVEWINS
#WELOVEPARKJIMIN
#WELOVEJEONJUNGKOOK
Fans cried openly online while livestreaming reactions to the announcement. Old clips resurfaced by the thousands, suddenly transformed from speculation into confirmation. Edits flooded every platform imaginable, documenting nearly a decade of hidden affection finally given permission to breathe publicly.
People celebrated because BTS, after everything, had finally been allowed something devastatingly human.
Love.
Openly.
Without disguise.
Without pretending.
Jimin cried the first time he scrolled through the comments section himself.
Not because of the hatred.
That part had always been expected.
The internet could never resist cruelty entirely.
Homophobic comments spread immediately across every platform imaginable. Antis weaponized the relationship constantly, claiming it ruined BTS’ image or betrayed fans somehow. Invasive articles dissected years of private moments with disgusting entitlement. Paparazzi followed them relentlessly during the first several months after confirmation. Some fans crossed lines repeatedly, demanding intimate details or treating their relationship like public property instead of something fragile and deeply personal.
But despite all of that, support drowned the hatred overwhelmingly.
Fans posted messages thanking them for surviving long enough to love openly. LGBTQ+ ARMYs spoke about finally feeling seen by artists who had unknowingly comforted them for years. Others simply expressed relief that neither of them had to hide anymore.
Jimin remembered staring silently at his phone while tears slid down his face uncontrollably. Beside him, Jungkook sat cross-legged across the hotel bed watching him carefully.
Jimin laughed wetly through tears before crawling across the mattress and collapsing directly into Jungkook’s arms.
For several long minutes, neither of them spoke.
The television remained muted in the background while notifications exploded endlessly across both their phones.
After nearly six years of secrecy, fear, coded language, and hidden affection, the world knew.
And somehow the world had not ended.
If anything, it had become gentler.
Over time, public affection became natural instead of terrifying.
At first, they hesitated unconsciously. Years of secrecy did not disappear overnight.
Jungkook still checked crowds automatically before reaching for Jimin’s hand during airport walks. Jimin still pulled away instinctively whenever cameras turned unexpectedly toward them. Both of them carried old fear inside their bones for months afterward, as though somebody might suddenly decide they had made a mistake by existing honestly.
But slowly, carefully, they learned.
Intertwined fingers during airport departures stopped feeling dangerous.
Jungkook pulling Jimin closer during interviews became such an unconscious habit that even interviewers eventually stopped reacting. Jimin fixed Jungkook’s hair absentmindedly during livestreams while discussing completely unrelated topics. Sometimes Jungkook leaned against him during rehearsals without realizing cameras were still rolling.
The members teased them relentlessly for it.
“Disgusting,” Jin complained dramatically one afternoon during tour rehearsals while watching Jungkook practically drape himself across Jimin’s shoulders between dance formations. “Actually revolting. Somebody remove them immediately.”
“You’re jealous because nobody kisses your forehead,” Taehyung answered instantly.
“I don’t want somebody kissing my forehead every seventeen seconds.”
“That sounds exactly like somebody who wants forehead kisses,” Hoseok teased.
Jin gasped in betrayal.
Across the rehearsal room, Yoongi looked up from his phone long enough to mutter, “Can they at least be clingy somewhere quieter? I’m trying to survive this rehearsal without witnessing emotional devastation.”
“You love us,” Jimin sang immediately.
“I tolerate you.”
“You bought us matching bracelets last anniversary,” Jungkook pointed out.
Yoongi froze as Namjoon burst into laughter so violently he nearly dropped his water bottle.
“Hyung,” Jungkook continued innocently, “you literally cried when we renewed our contracts together.”
“That was because all seven of you are emotionally exhausting.”
“Sure.”
Yoongi pointed threateningly without actual conviction. “I can still revoke emotional support privileges.”
“You never would,” Jimin said affectionately.
Unfortunately, he was correct. Every member knew exactly how hard Jimin and Jungkook had fought to survive each other.
Because surviving had not always been easy.
Jimin fell first.
Everyone knew it.
Even Jungkook eventually admitted it privately after several years of stubborn denial.
Back then, they were younger, sharper around the edges, carrying exhaustion and ambition like open wounds hidden beneath expensive stage makeup.
Jimin loved too visibly.
Jungkook tried desperately not to.
It started small.
Jimin remembered watching sixteen-year-old Jungkook asleep against a practice room wall sometime during early debut years, mouth slightly open, hoodie sleeves covering half his hands while soft music echoed faintly through dark speakers. Something warm and terrifying bloomed unexpectedly inside his chest then.
Not attraction at first—not entirely.
Something deeper.
Protectiveness.
Tenderness.
The overwhelming urge to keep somebody safe forever.
Unfortunately, Jungkook grew older.
And prettier.
And impossibly affectionate in ways capable of destroying Jimin emotionally. By the time debut schedules became overwhelming, Jimin was hopelessly gone.
Jungkook noticed eventually.
Of course he noticed.
Jimin looked at him like he had personally hung every star in the sky. That kind of devotion could never stay hidden forever.
“You keep staring at him,” Taehyung informed Jimin casually one night while they shared ramen inside a cramped hotel room during early tour promotions.
Jimin nearly inhaled noodles directly into his lungs.
“I do not.”
“You literally smiled when he coughed thirty seconds ago.”
“That never happened.”
Taehyung narrowed his eyes suspiciously. “You’re in love with him.”
“I’m going to throw this ramen at you.”
“Wow,” Taehyung whispered dramatically. “Threatening violence because I’m right.”
Jimin buried his face inside his hands immediately.
Unknowingly, Jungkook overheard the entire conversation from the doorway. For approximately three weeks afterward, he became impossibly awkward.
Jimin considered throwing himself directly into traffic.
Then one rainy evening changed everything.
They had finished schedules late. Everyone else slept already inside the dorm except Jungkook, who sat alone on the living room couch wearing oversized sweatpants and staring blankly at muted television static.
Jimin nearly retreated back toward his bedroom immediately.
“Hyung,” Jungkook's voice stopped him.
Jimin turned slowly, while Jungkook looked nervous.
That alone felt catastrophic.
“You heard earlier,” Jimin said quietly.
Jungkook nodded once.
Embarrassment crawled hot beneath Jimin’s skin. “I’m sorry,” he whispered immediately. “I know it’s weird. I didn’t mean—”
“It’s not weird.”
Silence.
Rain tapped softly against dorm windows.
Jungkook swallowed visibly before speaking again. “I think maybe…” He stopped, frustrated immediately. “I think maybe I like you too.”
Jimin forgot how breathing worked, while Jungkook laughed nervously at his expression. “Don’t look at me like that.”
“How am I looking at you?”
“Like you’re about to cry.”
“I might.”
Jungkook stared at him for several unbearably long seconds before quietly saying, “Can I kiss you?”
Jimin answered by crossing the room instantly.
Their first kiss tasted like rainwater and nervousness.
Soft.
Careful.
Young.
Jungkook kissed like somebody terrified of ruining something precious. Jimin touched his face gently the entire time as though convincing himself this existed outside imagination.
Neither of them noticed Namjoon standing frozen halfway down the hallway afterward. To his credit, he backed away silently.
The next morning he cornered them both inside the kitchen.
“So,” Namjoon said calmly while stirring coffee, “are we discussing the emotional crisis happening in this dorm or should I pretend I never saw anything?”
Jimin nearly dropped an entire cereal bowl, as Jungkook made a sound resembling actual death.
Despite appearances, Namjoon became the first member they officially confessed to. He listened quietly while both of them stumbled through explanations filled with panic and uncertainty.
When they finished, he simply nodded.
“Okay,” he said gently.
“That’s it?” Jungkook asked.
“Honestly,” he said slowly, “I thought this conversation would happen two years ago.”
Jimin stared at him in disbelief. “You knew?”
Namjoon looked genuinely offended. “You literally stare at each other like tragic movie characters.”
Jungkook buried his face into his hands immediately while Jimin wheezed beside him.
By the following week, every member knew. Mostly because Taehyung accidentally exposed them during rehearsal.
“You should just tell everyone already,” Taehyung announced loudly while drinking iced coffee. “You both look married.”
The entire room froze.
Jimin nearly dropped his microphone, as Jungkook made a choking noise.
Hoseok blinked slowly.
“Wait,” Jin said carefully. “Are you serious?”
Taehyung looked around in confusion. “You guys didn’t know?”
“What do you mean we didn't know?” Jungkook shouted.
Yoongi immediately burst into exhausted laughter. “God,” he muttered, rubbing his face. “You idiots are unbelievable.”
Afterward, the teasing never stopped.
Not once.
During tour rehearsals, Taehyung constantly pretended to announce imaginary wedding dates into microphones.
Jin dramatically sang romantic ballads whenever he caught them holding hands.
Yoongi complained endlessly about “workplace affection” while quietly throwing blankets over them whenever they accidentally fell asleep together backstage.
Hoseok became their emotional anchor during difficult periods, often sitting beside them during late-night conversations whenever industry pressure became unbearable.
The first time either of them said I love you happened accidentally.
Naturally.
They were exhausted after overseas schedules, curled together inside another anonymous hotel room while city lights glowed faintly through curtains.
Jungkook drifted half asleep against Jimin’s chest while Jimin played absentmindedly with his hair.
“You smell nice,” Jungkook mumbled.
Jimin had let out a soft huff. “You say that constantly.”
“Because you do.”
Jimin laughed softly.
Silence settled warmly around them.
Then Jungkook murmured, barely audible, “I love you.”
The room stopped breathing, and Jungkook’s eyes widened immediately afterward.
“Oh my god,” he whispered horrified. “I didn’t mean to say that out loud.”
Jimin stared at him, whilst the younger buried his face violently inside blankets. “I’m actually going to die now.”
“Jungkook.”
“No.”
“You love me?”
“Please stop talking.”
Jimin laughed so hard tears formed instantly.
Then very carefully, he tugged blankets downward until Jungkook’s embarrassed face appeared again.
“I love you too,” he whispered.
Jungkook looked genuinely stunned.
Then emotional.
Then overwhelmed enough to kiss him immediately.
Their relationship survived because love became woven into ordinary things.
Into sharing food automatically.
Into memorizing sleeping habits.
Into late-night conversations before dawn schedules.
Into arguments followed by difficult honesty instead of silence.
Because they fought too.
God, they fought terribly sometimes.
Not because they stopped loving each other.
Because they loved each other enough to become terrified.
It happened during one of the most suffocating periods of their careers, when schedules blurred together endlessly and privacy barely existed anymore.
Rumors intensified online.
Managers became increasingly nervous.
Jungkook started pulling away publicly out of fear, and Jimin, he interpreted distance as shame.
“You think I’m embarrassed of you?” Jungkook demanded during the argument, voice cracking sharply. “I’m trying to protect us.”
“You think suspicion and confirmation are the same thing?”
Jimin looked devastated. “You only touch me when nobody can see anymore.”
The silence afterward felt catastrophic.
Jungkook immediately regretted every careless thing he said afterward.
So did Jimin.
But exhaustion makes sharp weapons from frightened people.
They spent two days barely speaking outside professional obligations.
The members noticed instantly.
“You’re stressing everyone out,” Jin informed them bluntly during dinner while the atmosphere remained painfully tense. “Either break up dramatically already or fix it because I am too handsome to suffer through this emotional nonsense.”
Yoongi pointed at them with chopsticks. “You know what the problem is?”
“No,” Jungkook muttered.
“You both panic whenever things matter too much.”
Nobody argued with him.
Later that night, Hoseok sat beside Jimin quietly on the practice room floor while Jimin cried from accumulated stress.
“You know he loves you,” Hoseok said softly.
Jimin nodded miserably. “That doesn’t make this easier.”
“No,” Hoseok agreed. “But easy things rarely survive this long.”
Jungkook found Jimin an hour later.
Neither spoke immediately.
Then Jungkook knelt beside him and whispered, “I don’t know how to do this without being afraid all the time.”
Jimin looked at him carefully. “You don’t have to stop being afraid,” he said quietly. “You just can’t let fear become more important than us.”
That conversation changed something fundamental between them.
Not because their fears disappeared. But because they finally stopped pretending fear meant failure.
The first time they slept together happened quietly.
Tenderly.
No dramatic confessions.
No cinematic perfection.
Just trust built carefully over years finally unfolding naturally beneath dim apartment lighting. They had been dating nearly two and half years already.
Jimin remembered feeling nervous despite how many times Jungkook had kissed him breathless before.
Jungkook looked equally overwhelmed.
“You know we can stop whenever,” he whispered shakily.
Jimin touched his face gently. “I know.”
Then Jungkook kissed him.
This kiss was deeper, slower, wetter than before, a deliberate savoring that spoke of endless time and bottomless hunger. Like every emotion he struggled expressing verbally suddenly existed inside his mouth instead.
Jungkook groaned into it, a raw, unfiltered sound of surrender, his hands sliding from Jimin’s waist down to the firm, perfect swell of his ass, pulling their bodies flush.
He could feel the hard, hot line of Jimin’s arousal pressed against his own, a dual ache that demanded alleviation, and the friction of their clothed bodies was suddenly a sweet, frustrating torment.
“Hyung,” Jungkook gasped when they parted for air, their foreheads resting together once more, sharing the same humid, panting breaths.
“Tell me… tell me what you need. I-I.. want to give you everything.” His voice was rough with want, yet layered with that earnest, loving care that was uniquely Jungkook.
Jimin’s answer was to guide one of Jungkook’s hands to the hem of his own shirt, his eyes holding Jungkook’s in a searing lock. “Just you,” he whispered. “All of you. Slow… and then not slow. However you want me.”
The permission, wrapped in such soft, trusting words, ignited something fierce and protective in Jungkook’s chest.
Jungkook fumbled with the clasp of Jimin's pants, his fingers shaking with need. Jimin pushed his hands away impatiently, yanking his pants down to reveal his hard, throbbing cock. Jungkook groaned at the sight, licking his lips hungrily.
"Please," Jimin gasped, bucking his hips up towards Jungkook's face. "I need you."
Jungkook needed no further encouragement. He dove down, engulfing Jimin's cock in his hot, wet mouth. Jimin cried out, his hands flying to Jungkook's hair, gripping tight as Jungkook bobbed his head up and down.
The heat and wetness were overwhelming, and Jungkook worked him with a slow, devoted rhythm, his tongue swirling and flattening, his hand cupping and gently rolling his balls. The sounds Jimin made were a symphony of desperation—high, breathy keens and low, ragged groans that filled the room.
Jungkook pulled off long enough to yank his own pants down, his own hard cock springing free. He wrapped a hand around both of their shafts, stroking them together as he sucked on the head of Jimin's cock. The sensation was overwhelming, and Jimin felt his orgasm building already.
"Fuck, Kookie," he panted, his hips bucking up into Jungkook's mouth. "I'm gonna come."
Jungkook released him with a wet pop, grinning up at him wickedly. "Not yet," he purred. "I'm not done with you."
When they were finally bare, skin to heated skin on the soft sheets, Jungkook took a moment just to look, to worship with his gaze. He trailed his fingertips over the delicate dip of Jimin’s waist, the subtle definition of his abdomen, the dark, pretty pink of his nipples, which peaked instantly under his touch. Jimin arched into the contact, a soft, broken sigh escaping his lips, his own hands roaming over the vast, tattooed canvas of Jungkook’s shoulders and back.
“You’re so handsome,” Jungkook murmured, his voice thick with emotion as he leaned down to lave a nipple with his tongue, then suck it gently into the heat of his mouth. Jimin cried out, his fingers tangling in Jungkook’s dark hair, not pushing, but holding on.
“So perfect for me. My perfect Jiminie.” The words was a soft, possessive croon, a gentle domination of praise and adoration that made Jimin whimper and writhe beneath him.
He reached for the lube he had set aside earlier, slicking up his fingers. He slid one long digit into Jimin's tight hole, pumping it in and out slowly. Jimin keened, his hole clenching down on Jungkook's finger.
"More," he begged, writhing on the bed. "I need more."
Jungkook obliged, adding a second finger and then a third, scissoring them to stretch Jimin open. Jimin was beyond words, lost in a haze of pleasure as Jungkook worked his fingers in and out of his greedy hole.
“There! Oh, fuck, right there!” Jimin sobbed, his legs falling open wider in blatant invitation, his own cock leaking profusely onto his stomach. Jungkook focused on that spot, rubbing and stroking with relentless, gentle precision, until Jimin was a writhing, begging mess beneath him, tears of pleasure gathering at the corners of his eyes. “Please, Kook, now, I need you now, I’m ready, I’m so ready—”
When Jungkook finally, finally positioned himself, the broad, flushed head of his cock pressing against Jimin’s loosened entrance, they were both slick with sweat and trembling. He pushed in with one relentless, slow, inch-by-inch roll of his hips, a groan so deep it seemed to come from his soul wrenching out of him as Jimin’s exquisite heat enveloped him.
"Fuck," Jungkook groaned, his eyes rolling back in his head. "You feel so good."
Jimin’s mouth fell open in a silent scream, his nails digging into Jungkook’s biceps, his body stretching to accommodate the thick, hard length filling him.
"Oh god," Jimin whimpered, his walls clenching down around Jungkook's throbbing cock. "You're so big."
Jungkook chuckled breathlessly, pulling back until just the tip remained inside before slamming back in. Jimin cried out, his hands fisting in the sheets as Jungkook began to move.
He started slow, dragging his cock in and out of Jimin's hole with long, languid strokes. But soon he was pounding into him, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room.
Jungkook’s soft, praising whispers grew guttural, more commanding. “You feel that? That’s all me. You’re mine like this. Taking me so deep, baby.” He punctuated the words with a sharper thrust that punched a loud, wanton moan from Jimin’s lips.
“Yours,” Jimin chanted, his legs locking around Jungkook’s waist, pulling him in deeper. “Harder, please, fuck me harder, I can take it, I want it—”
The shift was seismic. Jungkook’s thrusts lost their measured grace, becoming powerful, driving pistons that slammed into Jimin’s prostate with unerring accuracy. The bed rocked against the wall with a rhythmic thud, their skin slapping together in a wet, obscene rhythm that only fueled their desperation.
Yet, through the building storm, the romance never faded—it was in the way their eyes remained locked, black pools of blown lust and profound affection; in the way Jungkook would suddenly still, buried to the hilt, to kiss Jimin with devastating sweetness amidst the frenzy; in the way Jimin’s hands, which had been clawing at his back, would soften to stroke his face.
"I'm close," Jimin warned, his hand reaching down to stroke his own cock in time with Jungkook's thrusts.
"Me too," Jungkook groaned, his own release coiling at the base of his spine, his rhythm becoming short, sharp strokes. “Let me see you. Come all over yourself.”
With a cry that was part sob, part scream of Jungkook’s name, he came in hot, pulsing stripes across his own chest and stomach, his body convulsing around Jungkook’s cock in rhythmic, milking contractions.
The intense, clenching heat was too much. Jungkook drove into him three more times, so deep it felt like they were merging into one being, before roaring his release, his body shuddering violently as he emptied himself inside Jimin in great, hot spurts.
The collapse was gradual, a slow melting of one onto the other. Jungkook, careful even in his boneless satiation, rolled them to their sides, never letting Jimin feel empty, his softening cock still nestled inside as he gathered the trembling, oversensitive man into his arms. Their breathing was loud in the sudden quiet, the air thick with the scent of sex and sweat and them. Jungkook pressed endless, soft kisses to Jimin’s damp hair, his sweat-slicked temple, his swollen lips.
“Okay?” he whispered, his voice wrecked and full of a love so vast it terrified him.
Jimin, spent and blissful, nuzzled into the crook of his neck, a contented, exhausted hum vibrating against Jungkook’s skin. His hand came up to rest over Jungkook’s pounding heart. “More than okay,” he murmured, his words slurred with satiation. “Was perfect. You were perfect.”
They lay like that for a long moment, just basking in the afterglow of their lovemaking.
"I love you," Jimin says lowly, pressing a soft kiss to Jungkook's lips.
"I love you too," Jungkook replied, returning the kiss with a gentle caress of his tongue.
Nothing about that night felt performative.
Nothing felt rushed.
It felt young and terrifying and deeply personal.
Like finally allowing somebody to hold every vulnerable piece of yourself without fear.
Years later, Jungkook still kissed him the exact same way whenever emotions overwhelmed him completely.
That was the thing about them.
They never stopped choosing each other.
Not through fame.
Not through pressure.
Not through fear.
And maybe that was why so many people loved them.
Because despite celebrity, despite cameras, despite global scrutiny, their relationship remained painfully human.
Messy sometimes.
Clingy constantly. Real.
Including to you.
You discovered BTS nearly five years ago during one of the loneliest periods of your life.
At first, it happened accidentally. A random performance clip recommended late at night while you sat awake staring numbly at unfinished responsibilities scattered across your bedroom floor. You clicked absentmindedly because exhaustion made concentration impossible anyway.
Then suddenly hours disappeared.
One video became five, five became entire compilations.
Then interviews.
Then livestreams stretching past three in the morning while you sat wrapped inside blankets laughing quietly into darkness for the first time in weeks.
You learned their names slowly.
Namjoon first because his voice sounded grounding somehow. Then Hoseok because his laughter felt impossible to resist.
Then Yoongi’s quiet honesty.
Then Jin’s warmth.
Then Taehyung’s strange gentleness.
Then Jungkook’s intensity.
And finally Jimin.
Jimin shattered something open inside you almost immediately.
Maybe because he felt emotionally transparent in ways celebrities rarely allowed themselves to be.
Maybe because he spoke openly about insecurity and self-worth and vulnerability while still carrying softness proudly through an industry built around impossible perfection.
Maybe because watching him exist unapologetically made parts of yourself feel less shameful somehow.
You never fully understood it. You only knew his voice reached places inside you that other things couldn’t.
There were nights you cried quietly listening to BTS songs through headphones while the rest of the world slept.
Nights where lyrics about comfort and survival settled against bruised places inside your chest gently enough that breathing stopped hurting temporarily.
Your family never entirely understood you.
Sometimes your friends didn’t either.
There were years where loneliness followed you everywhere regardless of crowded classrooms or noisy gatherings. Years where self-expression felt dangerous somehow, where parts of yourself remained carefully hidden because revealing them invited misunderstanding too exhausting to survive repeatedly.
BTS became a strange kind of refuge during those periods.
Not obsession.
Not delusion.
You understood boundaries deeply.
You never wanted ownership over them.
Never believed you genuinely knew them personally.
Never romanticized invasive behavior disguised as love.
If anything, watching sasaeng behavior disgusted you profoundly because genuine admiration should never require violating somebody’s humanity.
You loved them the same way people love art that saves them unexpectedly.
You rewatched concert performances obsessively after difficult days because seeing thousands of people singing together made isolation feel temporarily survivable. You learned choreography privately inside your bedroom despite feeling embarrassed whenever anybody accidentally walked past your door. You collected comforting clips for terrible nights.
And slowly, over years, you noticed Jimin and Jungkook too.
At first, you assumed fans exaggerated. Internet culture often romanticized close friendships beyond reality.
But eventually certain moments became impossible to ignore.
The tenderness looked genuine.
The familiarity looked lived-in.
Jungkook’s eyes softened around Jimin in ways impossible to fake consistently for nearly a decade. Jimin touched him with unconscious intimacy built through years of trust.
You never obsessed over proving it. But quietly, privately, you hoped.
Because whatever existed between them looked safe.
Healthy.
Mutually adored.
Then the announcement happened.
You cried immediately—not because your fantasies shattered. There had never been fantasies like that to begin with.
You cried because relief hurt unexpectedly.
Because part of you had spent years hoping they might someday experience love openly without fear destroying it. Because seeing two people survive public scrutiny while choosing tenderness anyway felt strangely revolutionary.
You remembered sitting cross-legged on your bed staring at official confirmation posts while tears slipped silently down your face.
Your timeline exploded with celebration.
People posted old clips captioned we were right.
Others simply wrote they look so happy.
You agreed—they absolutely did.
More importantly, they looked safe with each other.
Watching them afterward changed something inside your understanding of love itself.
You had spent years associating love with conditions.
With silence.
With hiding.
With feeling fundamentally difficult to understand.
But Jimin and Jungkook loved each other visibly.
Tenderly.
Without embarrassment.
Their relationship became aspirational not because you wanted to insert yourself into it, but because witnessing devotion that gentle reminded you healthy love might actually exist somewhere beyond disappointment.
It made you hope someday somebody might hold your vulnerabilities carefully instead of treating them like burdens.
Maybe that was why you followed the ARIRANG world tour so obsessively now.
Not because you believed proximity created intimacy.
But because BTS still represented survival to you somehow.
The current tour stop transformed the entire city into something electric.
Red banners stretched across busy streets beside advertisements featuring BTS’ faces smiling down from impossible heights. Cafes hosted cupsleeve events crowded with excited fans carrying photocards and handmade freebies. Music spilled constantly from storefront speakers while strangers discussed concert setlists excitedly on crowded sidewalks.
Everywhere you looked, ARMYs existed.
Groups wearing matching tour merchandise crowded subway stations. International fans dragged suitcases through hotel lobbies while laughing sleepily in multiple languages. Restaurants advertised themed drinks inspired by BTS songs.
The entire city felt alive with anticipation.
Your concert night wasn’t until tomorrow.
Tonight, you wandered mostly without plans, that was how you ended up inside the lounge.
The restaurant occupied the second floor of a renovated historic building downtown, glowing warmly beneath amber lighting and soft jazz instrumentals. The atmosphere felt intimate without becoming pretentious. Shelves lined with old vinyl records decorated exposed brick walls while tiny candles flickered across polished wooden tables.
Near the entrance, an event sign explained tonight’s theme.
Music Connects People.
Patrons were invited to write responses answering a simple question:
How has music and the artist changed your life?
Selected responses would later be shared publicly during the evening discussion portion.
You almost ignored it initially.
Then BTS came immediately to mind.
Before overthinking could stop you, you accepted one of the paper slips from the hostess.
Your pen hovered uncertainly above the page.
What could possibly summarize years of emotional survival properly?
Eventually, you wrote anyway—messily, honestly.
Sometimes people save your life without ever learning your name.
You wrote about feeling invisible once.
You wrote about music reaching people during moments conversation couldn’t.
You wrote about hearing vulnerability reflected back through strangers’ voices and realizing loneliness became lighter when shared.
You wrote about learning self-expression slowly through artists brave enough to love openly despite public judgment.
Embarrassment crawled across your skin immediately after finishing.
Too vulnerable.
Too personal.
Still, you folded the paper quickly before reconsidering and dropped it inside the collection box near the entrance.
Then you forgot about it.
Or tried to.
Several tables away, Jimin laughed quietly behind the edge of his wine glass.
“You’re staring again,” he murmured.
Across from him, Jungkook looked entirely unapologetic. “You’re pretty.”
“You said that twenty minutes ago.”
“And?”
Jimin rolled his eyes affectionately.
Disguised beneath oversized dark hoodies, baseball caps, thin-framed glasses, and partially lowered masks while eating, they blended surprisingly well into the relaxed atmosphere. Security remained positioned discreetly near surrounding exits without drawing attention.
Nobody recognized them.
Not yet.
Jungkook leaned back comfortably inside the booth while absentmindedly hooking one sneaker against Jimin’s beneath the table.
“This place is nice,” he admitted quietly.
Jimin hummed agreement.
Rare downtime during tours always felt precious.
Especially public downtime.
After relationship confirmation, they discovered something unexpectedly wonderful about existing openly together in ordinary spaces. Even disguised, even cautious, there was comfort in no longer pretending affection itself needed hiding.
Jimin reached forward automatically, brushing crumbs from the corner of Jungkook’s mouth.
Jungkook kissed his fingertips immediately.
“Hopeless,” Jimin muttered fondly.
“You love it.”
Unfortunately, he did.
Around them, conversation buzzed softly beneath warm lighting.
Nobody paid special attention to their table.
Nobody noticed two of the most famous people in the world sitting quietly among strangers while sharing dessert.
Near the small stage area, the event host eventually stepped forward holding a basket filled with folded paper responses.
The crowd applauded politely.
“We received some incredibly beautiful answers tonight,” the host announced warmly. “Thank you all for participating.”
Jimin rested his chin against his hand curiously.
Jungkook looked mildly terrified already. “They’re going to make people cry,” he predicted.
“They probably are.”
The host began reading selected responses aloud.
Some were funny.
Some heartbreakingly sincere.
People laughed occasionally. Others applauded supportively after especially emotional stories.
You listened comfortably from your corner table while nursing slowly cooling tea.
Until suddenly:
“Here’s one I particularly loved.”
Your stomach dropped immediately.
The host unfolded another slip carefully.
“Sometimes people save your life without ever learning your name.”
Heat flooded your face instantly.
You've got to be kidding me.
The host continued reading. As your words filled the restaurant aloud, horror climbed steadily higher inside your chest. Several nearby patrons looked visibly emotional already.
Across the room, Jimin’s expression softened slowly, while beside him, Jungkook went very still.
The host smiled gently after finishing.
“That might genuinely be one of the most beautiful responses we’ve received all month,” they admitted. “Whoever wrote this seems to understand exactly what tonight’s event hoped to celebrate.”
You wanted the floor to open beneath you immediately.
“Would the anonymous writer feel comfortable speaking more about this?” the host asked warmly while scanning surrounding tables. “No pressure whatsoever, but I think everyone here would love hearing your perspective personally.”
Please no.
Your pulse hammered violently.
Then the hostess near the entrance glanced down at submission records attached discreetly beside table assignments.
And called your table number aloud.
Your head snapped upward in horror exactly as Jimin and Jungkook both turned instinctively toward the same corner of the room.
a/n: oh jikook... is it just me, or is it normal for me to cry over every soft edit of jikook... 😔
⋆˚࿔ summary: you never expected your favorite idols to know your name. jimin and jungkook never expected anyone to fit so naturally into a life they'd already built together. unfortunately, being the exception doesn't make things any easier.
or alternatively, the problem isn’t falling in love with jimin and jungkook. the problem is wanting a future after.
⋆˚࿔ genre: idol au · moderate angst · hurt/comfort · strangers to lovers · mlm themes · eventual smut (for reader) · some fluff · slice of life · slight humor
⋆˚࿔ pairing(s): idol! jungkook x idol! jimin (jikook) x fan! female reader
⋆˚࿔ warnings: possessive + protective jikook · miscommunication/misunderstandings · stalking · some violence · arguments/yelling · (reader) insecurities · emotional constipation · mentions of body/self-image issues · mentions of smoking · mentions of identity crisis · mentions of abuse · explicit sexual content · unprotected sex (be safe yall, don't do this) · threesome (mmf) · oral sex (f + m receiving) · anal fingering · vaginal fingering · dry humping · kissing/making out · very very supportive ot5 bangtan :')
a/n: here's another pride month special for yall. i know we've been seeing/hearing a lot of jikook nowadays, and just know WBK & I'M ALL FOR IT.
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⋆˚࿔ 𝑀𝐴𝐼𝑁 𝑆𝑇𝑂𝑅𝑌 | key: a - angst, f - fluff, s - smut/suggestive
prologue - 5.5k words [ minor a · s · f ]
»» jimin and jungkook built a life together beneath cameras, pressure, and public scrutiny. you built yours around surviving quietly with their music somewhere in the background. neither side realizes how dangerously close those lives are about to become.
⋆˚࿔ summary: after years of loving your best friend in ways neither of you could define, she vanished without explanation, leaving only silence behind. when fate brings her back unexpectedly, your seven closest friends refuse to let you keep running from the feelings—and heartbreak—you never truly escaped.
a/n: happy pride month everyone!! to celebrate, here’s my first wlw fanfic. honestly, i’ve wanted to write something like this for a very long time, but never had the courage to until now. (technically, it's still the evening of may 31, but i'm posting this neow)
this is also my first pride month fully accepting myself as a bisexual woman!! while i’m still not openly out to many people close to me irl, i’m incredibly grateful to BTS (especially jimin) and to you—ARMY—for providing me a safe space to come to terms with my identity, sexuality, and self-expression over the years. they and you all have truly helped me learn how to love myself more gently.
i also intentionally kept the female reader unlabeled. the story only establishes that she loves women (too) and is in love with her girl best friend, so that anyone, regardless of labels or personal experience, can hopefully connect with this story in their own way.
remember that you are loved and deserving of happiness exactly as you are. please stay safe this pride month lovelies <3
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⋆˚࿔ playlist: i'll believe in anything · girls like girls
Being told “you should be a published author” or “I can’t believe I’m reading this for free” is literally such a god tier compliment I hope you all know I lose my mind every time
Have you seen the testaments? It’s handmaidens tale spin off , have you ever thought about writing in that universe could be an interesting backdrop 
i actually haven't watched testaments or handmaiden (mainly because i know i'd get too heated over it 😭) since i do know a lot about the plot & the whole concept that (sadly does) reflect largely of our society for women due to clips off of tiktok/instagram.
honestly, i haven't thought of a fic idea like this... i had a similar idea to this, but not as deep as handmaiden/testaments lol
hey this is a random thought/idea, but what do u think of hanahaki disease au's?
what do i think??? UH YES, i love love hanahaki disease tropes. and actually... for the longest time, i've been thinking about a story line for it. so maybe in the future, look out mayhaps??? 😛
i just love concept of angst, like gut-wrenching, near hopeless angst... idk what's wrong with me 💀
