i hope the lies they said come true. As much as I know I won't be able to stop waiting for when you come back, I hope you got where you wanted and where you know you are wanted even more than I could have realized i would. If you return, I hope you break this city, irreparably, fucking all your friends who had it coming, and all the people who have you worse be buried, burn the city to the ground angel, you could have done anything anytime and all you did was take it in, I saw that look when I said too much, I should have stopped then, maybe you wouldn't have had to run. I wish I could have found that pill. I still haven't cleaned enough to find. I wish you had known I wish so much we coule have done more than we did. I wish I'd have given you everything. It's been months and I hope to see you there whenever I look outside. Maybe you tried at some point, but I never would have missed you if I'd known you had. Your couldn't have been kinder, I still loop the words I remember, but I should have shut up and been trying to know as much of you in the time we had. Introduce me to those violent women you love, I hope they are nothing like your friends. I wish I had been less like them, it would have been so different if I knew the beginning of the first glimpse of heaven you are was also when our time was come to the end.
I remember the first time we met now. Pillows. And then when you pulled up asking for things I didn't have, the taunting pout, pulling your tear down, but you couldn't bring yourself to tease at all when I deserved most, the first person you were with who did what you said never had you never came, I actually believed when you said sometimes it's dry, I believed you when you said you got enough. Even with my mouth full of you I couldn't have been less aware what i would have done to make sure everything you desired from me would have been yours, you didn't ever ask for it when you said how badly you wished you could have saved some cash for it. You shouldn't have been that even if I had to when i did. But if disappointing you was what kept you from getting drowned down here in the gutter, its flooding fast since you ran to get what you had before my frenzy flash floods fouled and fucked up your peaceful perfection, beautiful memories of regret deeper than anyone I thought I'd meet here would be felt for missing out on once in a lifetime chance that I had. I can't clean all the hair you trimmed, considerate as you were , but other than the clothes your pubes are all I have left.
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