Eternal Suffering

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[vijara]

Why do u think someone would find being happy as a bad thing?

If you’re used to feeling horrible all the time, the sudden absence of that horribleness feels like it leaves a vacuum of empty space in you. That’s why you have to learn how to fill that space with peace – emphasis on ‘learn’; it’s a skill you have to develop. Some people don’t realize that – all they can see is the emptiness, and they would rather feel suffering than nothing at all. 

I remember after finding the right antidepressant and experiencing that empty quietness myself, my therapist said “now that lots of that mental/emotional noise is gone, it might feel like you need to create problems to fill that space, but you don’t”. You readjust, recalibrate, and learn how to be at peace with your own peace. 🌻

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I’m watching Danball Senki and I laugh at how close Jin and Yuuya is at almost every panel where they’re together. Jin just made sure he’s always next to Yuuya at almost every possible timing

[tashaj4de]

Can someone translate the spoken lines in Heaven and Hell from the Kotonoha Project?

I know someone already translated the lyrics, but there’s lines that appear in brackets in the middle of the PV. They seem important to the story so I’d like to know what they mean. I know that Sora’s honne is telling her something about the identity of Gin (silver haired guy) thanks to the translation, but what are the rest?

Took a screenshot of those lines, they’re under the cut!

Keep reading

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If nobody gave you the translation yet, here’s a few I can manage : 

1st pic : “Sora’s real...”

2nd pic : “Older brother” 

3rd pic : // This is actually part of the lyrics where they said “Even if I hurt someone else”

4th pic : (funny how this is written with katakana but anyways) “I don’t need anything anymore”

5th pic : “Just disappear completely.”

6th pic : //That’s actually Gin’s tatemae’s name, Mugen Me Oni? rawly translated as Endless Eyed Demon or Infinite Eyed Demon. 

7th & 8th pic : //This is also the song lyric “There’s no mistake by the way they look at each other”

9th pic : “It’s warm”

10th pic : //Song lyric again, “Vague”

11th pic : //Again, “Feelings / Emotion”

12th pic : //Also lyrics, “even if it hurts someone”

13th pic : //Actualy song title lol. “Heaven and Hell”

14th pic : //Also part of song title. “ Kotonoha Rinne”

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The Hakata Tonkotsu Ramens squad is just a bunch of boys wanting to look cool and be proud on it I'm so happy.

[kazinha-726]

Hakata Tonkotsu Ramens Volume 1 Masterpost

Hakata Tonkotsu Ramens is a series written by Chiaki Kisaki under Media Works and is illustrated by Ichiiro Hako. This series is currently not licensed for official English releases at this time. Official Site

Synopsis:

In Hakata - a city of killers who will live!?

Fukuoka is a peaceful city at a glance, but behind the scenes crimes run rampant. Right now in the closely contested constituency of the killer businesses, there is even a city legend of there being a killer that specializes in killing killers.

Killers working under the Fukuoka mayor, a new employee on the edge, a private detective who loves Hakata, an informant who is a genius hacker, a beyond beautiful avenger, and killer held captive by an underground organization. The mayoral election will pull in these strong-willed figures and tangle them up. The truth of the case where behind their backs a political oppression and a dark conspiracy is lurking is ————

And then when an evil act of conduct goes too far, the “killer of killers” appears——.

Warnings: Mentions of Rape, Not Explicit

Seasonal Opening Ceremony & First Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2 Second Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2 Third Inning Fourth Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2, Pt 3 Fifth Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2, Pt 3 Sixth Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2 Seventh Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2 Eighth Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2 Ninth Inning: Pt 1, Pt 2 Tenth Inning Eleventh Inning Hero Interview Afterword

[kazinha-726]

This masterpost has been updated. Please refer to the new updated version for working links.

[dulceskull]

hi guys today I made a tutorial on how to make my favorite art nouveau-y embellishments! these are a super fun and easy way to add a little emphasis to a drawing and you can make all kinds of designs once you get the basic flow! If you have any questions feel free to ask and let me know if there’s any kind of tutorial you’d like for me to make in the future !!!

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I’ll entrust this body as it becomes i n d i g o

Therefore, even if you f o r g e t

It’ll rust like your favorite c u t l e r y

and c u t you off-

The worst s c e n a r i o

[invisible-ties]

IT'S GIVEAWAY TIME AGAIN!

I passed 500 watchers recently and that alone calls for a thank-you-giveaway but with the New Years Eve approaching why not make someone’s beginning of 2018 a little bit better. \o/

What is the prize?

Fully shaded drawing with a simple background of 1 or 2 characters (see examples above). A character can be a canon fire emblem character, a customized avatar, OC or a customized canon character. As long as they are related to fire emblem they are good to go. This is a good opportunity for you to get a free drawing of your OC or a self-insert! ;) I can even do a fe:heroes unit art with a summoning background if you want to see your fav that is not in heroes yet.

- One character will be full-body. Two characters will most likely be waist-up. This depends on what you’re asking, so it is flexible.

See my art tag on Tumblr or my art album on Twitter for other examples of my work.

How to participate?

You must follow me to be eligible for winning a prize. If you’re reblogging with a side blog but have no indication of your main URL somewhere on the blog I will ask for your main. New followers are welcome. Reblogs and likes count as seperate entries. No giveaway blogs!

Previous winners can participate again. If, for some reason, you don’t want to participate but want to signal boost giveaway just indicate so in the tags. You won’t be put in the pool. 

Giveaway ends on Tuesday 2nd of  January, late afternoon/night UTC. 

Feel free to send an ask if you have any questions. Good luck, everyone!

P.S. I will start working on the prize after the 6th of January because of personal reasons. Because of this, winner will have until then to reply to my message.

Example art posts: [0] [1] [2] [3]  

[starshein]

Listen up. There is literally an app that can help you avoid self harm and I don’t know why we aren’t talking about it.

Calm Harm can be tailored to your needs and will provide strategies to help you get past those crucial moments of wanting to harm.

It’s also totally FREE.

once again, it’s called CALM HARM

[altruisticizuku]

pls reblog this and put your fav bnha character in the tags

i want to do something,,, so yeah,,,, pls

[vladtoly]

Please be patient with those who have anxiety

They say sorry a lot because they’re genuinely afraid they’ve insulted you somehow

They ask if they’re annoying because they genuinely think they’ve somehow annoyed you

They say things are ‘awkward’ because they can be uncomfortable in any situation, no matter who with, they don’t mean to personally hurt you

They cry because sometimes people and situations are too much, not because they’re looking for attention

They don’t text you a lot because they’re clingy, it’s because if you don’t reply, they think they’ve done something wrong

They can be set off by little things, so don’t say they’re overreacting when they panic

Please be patient with those who have anxiety

They only mean the best

[darkstrangevirgilanxiboi]

I’m trying to be normal I swear

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Update

Well, after the re-test, apparently my result was indeed bad. I will have another appointment with a specialist in a week or so for consultations.

Well i guess that's it guys.

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Update 2

The hospital called, apparently my xray test is not good and they want me to redo it to confirm.

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Update

Checkup finished. The running is tiring as heckie. The checkup robe is so thin that it's so chilly while i wait. They gave me meds for stress. I'll be waiting for the result next week.

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I'll be on hospital for checkup

Never thought i'd be here. Well, wish me luck?

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19 and 16

[academicfeminist]

Things I never knew about depression until I finally had a doctor explain the disease to me

Depression can manifest as irrational anger.

My complete and total inability to keep anything clean or tidy for any amount of time is a symptom of my depression. I may never be able to do this. It’s important that I remember that and forgive myself when I clean something out (like my car) and it ends up trashed within a week.

Depression IS A DISABILITY. Requiring accommodations is okay.

Medications don’t make you better, they don’t cure your depression. They serve as an aid. Their purpose is to help you get to everyone else’s minimal level of functioning.

Depression can cycle through periods of inactivity. This doesn’t mean it’s gone away.

The reason I don’t feel like other people understand me is because … well … other people DON’T understand me. They can’t. They don’t have my disability.

Paranoia is par for the course.

Depression can and will interfere with your physical mobility. Forgive yourself when you can’t physically do something.

It’s entirely possible that I may never be able to live by myself. I can’t take care of myself. I need help to do it. And that’s okay.

[xianimoon]

As someone who suffers from depression and who experiences all these things as well I think this is important and needs to be reblogged. Depression is a very difficult thing, not only for people who suffer from it, but for everyone who knows a depressed person. My family doesn’t know how to deal with it, my friends try their very best to support me and I have tried to pretend I was fine until I was in ninth grade.

[avalugg]

Everything makes so much more sense

[helly-watermelonsmellinfellon]

Depression is a disease of the brain. The brain is an organ. When organs are not functioning properly, you are advised to see a doctor and get help. So why is it so hard to understand that the brain can suffer as well, and that we need help for it?

The brain controls the body. A sick brain means a sick body.

[thedevils-playmate]

…. Shit.

[yemme]

Don’t disregard it as just sadness.  Depression is life threatening.

[aeroknot]

The day I rebuked someone for saying “depression is in your head” with the comeback “Yes. And there’s an organ in your head called the brain – or at least in MY head, sounds to me like you don’t have one at the present moment – and a brain is a physical component of the body, therefore depression is a Physical ailment”…

that day was the day I took my first step toward accepting it as a disability and forgiving myself for having to live with something so stigmatized

[aeroknot]

and;

when people attribute depression to being “all in your head,” what they’re really doing is connecting your illness to an expectation of sufferers being virtuous and having enough willpower, almost making it an issue of personal integrity, as if fostering and growing those is the only – or even the most effective – “cure,” and if you’re weak in those areas and not persevering hard enough, then it’s a moral failing

it’s not

[timeto-explode]

Reblogging again, because shit’s IMPORTANT