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the legendary adventurer.

independent, selective, literate roleplay blog for a 99% headcanon based character:

Alexander Ipsen. from Final Fantasy IX.

a study in : defying your heritage . queer love . seeing the unseen . fading into myth ' woven into eternity ' never forgotten . unrequited love . cosmic horror ' nihilism ⚔ εƭεɾɳαℓ αɳ∂ เɳƒεɾɳαℓ Ꮮονє . ⚔

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wiltedbelladonna

There will never be another you

Yet I will always find you in another lifetime

#ipsen x colin

leneemusing

SOFT DETAILS FOR SMUT & INTIMATE MOMENTS

[ TRUST ] sender gently telling the receiver “just let go” as they get them to finish.

[ TRUSTED ] receiver gently telling sender “just let go” as they get them to finish.

[ GRATIFY ] sender asking “is that better?” after finally penetrating receiver after teasing them.

[ GRATIFYING ] receiver asking “is that better?” after finally penetrating sender after teasing them.

[ CONTROL ] sender stops stimulating receiver and tells them they have to be still if they want to continue.

[ CONTROLLED ] receiver stops stimulating sender and tells them the have to be still if they want to continue.

[ GAZE ] sender taking receiver’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.

[ GAZING ] receiver taking sender’s jaw and saying “look at me” during sex or foreplay.

[ HOLD ] sender holding receiver close during an especially intense moment and whispering “i’ve got you.”

[ HELD ] receiver holding sender close during an especially intense moment and whispering “i’ve got you”

[ CLOSE ] sender wrapping their arms around receiver who is on top after they’ve finished, holding them close against their chest with their face hidden in their neck while they recover.

[ CLOSER ] receiver wrapping their arms around sender who is on top after they’ve finished, holding them close against their chest with their face hidden in their neck while they recover.

[ JOY ] sender getting louder than usual which makes receiver start laughing affectionately, taking the opportunity to check in.

[ JOYFUL ] receiver getting louder than usual which makes sender start laughing affectionately, taking the opportunity to check in.

[ TIMID ] the submissive partner getting self conscious and covering their face, laughing softly at the intensity.

[ COAX ] the dominant partner gently moving the shy or overwhelmed submissive’s hands from covering their face so they can kiss them, breathing praises against their skin.

[ ADORE ] sender whispering “you’re perfect” to receiver after undressing them.

[ ADORED ] receiver whispering “you’re perfect” to sender after undressing them.

calisources

𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒.

All these quotes are taken from different works of fiction and depict sensual, sexual tension between two people in different scenarios. There are some that are suggestive while others are more detail so this meme is nsft and usft, please tag accordingly. Mentions of jealousy, possessiveness, sex, fantasies are all here. Change pronouns, names, locations as you see fit.

I knew the first moment I saw him that it was going to be raw, it was going to be ugly, and I was going to enjoy every damn minute of it.

You're still looking.

You make it hard to look away.

I'm over here keeping my hands and memories to myself because you asked me to, that’s not fair.

If you'd just man up and admit there's something between us, I would strip down to my skin so you could see every single inch of me.

How long are you going to make me wait?

How awfully presumptuous of you to think I'd let you.

You missed my arrogance almost as much as I missed your impudence, little one.

You said not to fall for you. Did you change your mind?

We both needed to blow off some steam, and we did, right?

They say the colour of a lady’s lips is an exact match to another region on the body?

You're too soft.

Can we go back to making out now?

You sound jealous.

Then tell me this is what you truly want. Swear you want this more than anything else and I'll never mention it again.

If you want me to play the bawd, at least give me the benefit of your advice.

Tell me how it's done. Do you think she'd like it if I came to her like this, if I looked deeply in to her eyes?

And then like this? Is this how I ought to seduce her?

You're wet, aren't you?

You drove me mad.

She asked me not to be gentle with her, either,I would have been gentle with you, though.

I would have had you moaning my name throughout it all. And I would have taken a very, very long time, Feyre.

I'm all yours to look at, you know.

You need to let me go, darling, before we start something I intend to finish.

Feel free to touch, darling. It's all yours.

. . .I hate you.

Say it again.

Grind it. Nice and fine.

I gave him a few smiles and he handed over a family heirloom. I bet he'd give me the keys to his territory if I showed up wearing those undergarments.

Why shouldn't I? You seem to have difficulty not staring at me day and night.

Am I supposed to deny, that I find you attractive?

Is that a challenge, Feyre?

Do you think it's fair that you have seen every inch of me, and I have seen none of you?

Move with me now.

Touch me anywhere you please.

I want you to make love to me.

Do you know what that truly means?

You do know? You know that I will be inside you and that I will move inside you, until we are both mad from pleasure?

I want you inside me.

You have three minutes to get ready now.

I did dream about you. I didn’t want to, but I did.

What was I doing in your dreams?

Someone is watching us through the window.

All the more reason to put on a good show.

You're not in a position to make demands.

The best things are found in the most secret places.

And you are a beautiful, sexy temptress who is about to be fucked by a man who wants her so desperately he's willing to do anything to have her.

When I'm with a woman, it's not me doing the begging.

You're rubbing yourself all over me. What did you think was going to happen?

I thought you were all about self-control.

I remember how powerful those thighs are.

You are more beautiful than I imagined.

And your skin... Christ, it shimmers like gold.

I'm naked underneath.

Tell me----did it get you off knowing I was watching?

I want to take you under the moonlight.

Please, don’t stop.

Oh, so I shouldn’t? That would be cruel of me, wouldn’t it?

I am the cruelest man you will ever meet, but, I will make you feel so good, you will not care.

I’ve never been with a man before.

You do bad things to me, Carrie. Very bad things.

And you, Miss, are no lady.

ipsidedown

Jaskier (@viscountbard) sent a meme: “It’s almost like they tell their own stories, not just ours."

What a sharp and witty man that bard was. Such solemn yet profound wisdom in a few words about the stars. Ipsen knew, that this world has been compromised by colliding with other worlds—and yet, nobody understood a simple thing as a star...a star, another population, another peaceful coexistence or...war.

“In fact, they do. Every star has its own history of origin, the rise, climax and then collective fall of their existence.”

He winked at Jaskier as he looked to the side. They were laid out on a huge sheepskin, the chilly air bringing whispers and sighs and the steady ground underneath them sung a song no one could hear. Except... Ipsen.

“Apologies, master bard, I find the idea of mortality and finity in all living things extraordinarily romantic. But I digress. What would you rather have a star tell you? How you go down, or how it goes down in time? Which endiness fills your life with purpose?”

dandillions

𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝. fleeting musings as jaskier looks up at the sky , the glittering beauty there for him to see and all without a cost. just existing , so small from where they lay here that they simply twinkle every now and then , small lights existing so very far away. maybe it's what they look like to the very stars , tiny creatures as significant as gnats simply making their way in their simple , stupid lives.

but he tries not to think too deeply on it , for surely it would be silly of him to become so enveloped by the dark and the burning of stars when such a companion that would at least humour him lies so close by. and so he turns to lie upon his side instead , to gaze at ipsen as he in turn still gazes at the stars. though the wink that he gives , it makes jaskier smile quite unmistakably , and give a huff of amusement in the careful quiet.

' perhaps i find that too. ' he mutters , a hand pillowed beneath his head as gaze wanders , thought taking it. ' in some sort of either freeing thought that nothing of our mistakes truly matters , or the ... heartache of all those endings and demises. maybe i feel that too readily. and maybe i feel as insignificant to a star as some people would think their far off twinkle. i wouldn't think myself so special of any of us that i could ask a star for anything , i don't think. ' @ipsidedown

ipsidedown

Ipsen decides that Jaskier is a treasure. So sad that he would outlive someone he liked once more. Ipsen knew the way of things. It was all just Colin, all over again. The same heartbreak, the same burning ache in his heart that would last forever and - the thought... next time, next time, just next time, I'll be better. I won't fall for another. And yet here he was, admiring these pretty blue eyes.

The bard spoke of heartache just like Ipsen felt it rise in his chest, the feeling of something squeezing your heart dry -

Maybe it'd be easier this time. He's been rejected before and usually that pain was much less intense. It would let him breathe in, breathe out.

"Insignificant? I don't think so. But yes, compared to a star.. we're all but as bright as them but so far away from another..."

He looks at Jaskier, suddenly his amused mask falls and shows the hurt he feels over broken promises, shattered trust, his poor heart torn to pieces over and over.

"Your lives are too short to find out the horrors of living as long as a star." He clears his throat. Something's stuck. Maybe his own throat is sabotaging him. It huerts. "Our lives are too short."

Jaskier (@viscountbard) sent a meme: ⚠ for my muse to find yours wounded and lost in the middle of nowhere

Wandering these realms wasn't safe, not even for Ipsen who knew it better than the people who lived here, because... he's been there when the conjunction happened. He's even been there when several universes came into existence in the first place.

The conjunction was a problem for all worlds involved, and just like the Terrans, before and during the conjunction many races in many worlds had killed their own planet with their greed or the sheer unfortune of being more powerful than the race could handle.

Ipsen ad witnessed Aen Seidhe, forced into exile by men (of all Peoples! Men!), he's seen dragons, dwarves and other creatures he had no name for yet. What baffled him was the existence of Witchers. In his eyes, what these people did to their children and crossbreed them forcibly by injecting them ancient plants was so perverted, Garland would love it.

With a feeling of deep and visceral disgust Ipsen rode on through the woods, listening to bird song and feeling the vibration of this planet's energy ran through him. He called them whispers, these beings in the woods, living in the soil, hiding when he neared, but be curious and even try to communicate.

He hadn't understood their last urgent plea, as it was only transported via pictures and feelings, but he smelled blood and that was when Ipsen hurried.

He found the pretty boy lying on the side of the road in the twilight, maybe a mile away from the next town. Ipsen could see the smoke of ovens and the lights of open fires. He was barely conscious. Ipsen unmounted.

The wooden floor was moist from the mornings rain, but now in the evening, the temperature fell and made it very uncomfortable to be... lying beaten in the ditch.

He looked in clear blue eyes, even when they first didn't focus on him. They would soon. Ipsen gave him gentle stroke. He couldn't see a wound that was bleeding, but that pretty face was roughly banged up.

"Look what I've found, Colin," Ipsen said to his horse. "A little bird who needs a new nest."

poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

[ peck ] a quick, light kiss on the partner's lips or cheek [ french ] a deep, passionate kiss with the use of tongue [ forehead ] a gentle kiss on the partner's forehead, conveying care and affection [ spiderman ] an upside-down kiss, just like in the movie [ mistletoe ] a playful or romantic kiss under a mistletoe [ hand ] a chivalrous kiss on the back of the partner's hand [ lingering ] a long, slow kiss filled with emotion and desire [ neck ] a kiss or gentle sucking on the partner's neck [ nape ] a kiss placed at the nape of the partner's neck [ teasing ] a light brushing of lips against a partner's skin without fully kissing [ earlobe ] a light nibble on the partner's earlobe [ tango dip ] a kiss shared while one partner is dipped backward [ celebration ] a joyful and exuberant kiss to celebrate an achievement or milestone [ stolen ] a quick, stealthy, and impromptu kiss snatched in secret [ bite ] a playful kiss that involves some light biting [ goodbye ] a heartfelt kiss when parting, showing affection and fondness [ rain ] a romantic kiss in the rain [ scars ] a gentle kiss on the partner's scar(s) [ injury ] a careful kiss on a partner's wound to make it all better [ wedding ] a romantic kiss shared during a wedding ceremony [ comfort ] a tender kiss to provide comfort or reassurance [ sunset ] a kiss shared during sunset, often romantic and serene [ butterfly ] a light fluttering of eyelashes against the partner's skin [ seductive ] a deep, slow, and deliberately intense kiss filled with passion and desire [ shoulder ] a tender kiss on the partner's shoulder [ knuckles ] a kiss on each individual knuckle of the partner [ slow motion ] a kiss in slow motion, accentuating every moment and sensation [ reunion ] a longing kiss shared after being apart for a while [ passionate ] an intense and fiery kiss, expressing raw desire and strong emotion [ underwater ] a kiss shared while submerged in water [ wrist ] a tender kiss on the inside of the partner's wrist [ wake up ] a loving kiss to wake the partner up [ apology ] a kiss offered as a way to apologize or make amends [ hummingbird ] a series of light, rapid, and fluttery kisses on a small area [ trail ] a trail of kisses along the partner's jawline or collarbone [ blowing ] a kiss in the air and send of the gesture towards the partner [ surprise ] a sudden kiss to catch the partner off guard [ hickey ] a kiss that's supposed to leave a mark on the partner's skin [ single lip ] a sucking or nibbling of one of the partner's lips [ nose ] an affectionate gesture where partners rub their noses together

Jaskier (@viscountbard) sent a meme: “It’s almost like they tell their own stories, not just ours."

“In fact, they do. Every star has its own history of origin, the rise, climax and then collective fall of their existence.”

#viscountbard

goodnightmemes

SOULMATE MEME

This is a list of different soulmate tropes. In worlds where soulmates are real and find each other in different ways. Send a word for my muses reaction to finding out your muse is their soulmate.

Send ‘TIMER’ for a starter where soulmates have a counter on their arm, counting down to when they meet.

Send ‘WRITE’ for a starter where anything soulmates write on their skin shows up on the other.

Send ‘PAIN’ for a starter where any pain soulmates feel the other feels as well.

Send ‘SCAR’ for a starter where whatever scar one soulmate gets, the other gets as well.

Send ‘COLOR’ for a starter where soulmates see color for the first time when they first meet.

Send ‘NAME’ for a starter where soulmates have each others names written somewhere on their body.

Send ‘WORDS’ for a starter where the first words soulmates say to each other is written on their bodies. (Feel free to add what your muse says to mine.)

Send ‘EMOTION’ for a starter where soulmates can feel each others emotions.

Send ‘DREAM’ for a starter where soulmates can visit each other in dreams.

Send ‘SPACE’ for a starter where once soulmates have met, they can not be physically too far from each other with out causing physical pain.

Send ‘REINCARNATION’ for a starter where soulmates are reincarnated and start to remember their past lives once they have met.

Send ‘IMMORTAL’ for a starter where people are immortal until they meet their soulmate, being around their soulmate makes them mortal.

Send ‘VISIT’ for a starter where soulmates can psychically see each other when they are apart.

rpmemes-galore

Send me ⚠ for my muse to find yours wounded and lost in the middle of nowhere

moretrashyrpmemes

Starry Sentence Starters

“It’s almost like they tell their own stories, not just ours”

“Do you think the stars can see us?”

“I’d love to be able to hold a bunch of them in my hands”

“It’s always so much prettier when I see them with you”

“Do you wonder if we see the same stars that aliens do?”

“What makes these little balls of light so amazing to us?”

“I’d just run my hand through the milky way if I could”

“These are so beautiful, but they don’t compare to you”

“That one is Orion, can you see him?”

“When I die I hope my spirit can become a star so I can shine for people”

“That star right there is you, it shines the brightest”

“I wish we had a telescope, but just seeing them like this is beautiful enough”

“The grass always seems softer when you lay on it to see the stars”

“Don’t they seem to dance for us?”

oathkeptmusings

darker vibes

❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜

❛ this fear you feel? it won’t last. ❜

❛ you are my salvation. ❜

❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜

❛ get the hell away from me. ❜

❛ i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. ❜

❛ i’ll be your dirty little secret, if that’s what you’re into. ❜

❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜

❛ don’t you know how sick with love i am for you? ❜

❛ fucking hit me already. ❜

❛ i would burn the world for you. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. ❜

❛ i don’t know how you’ve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. ❜

❛ fix me. ❜

❛ they die for love, you kill for it. ❜

❛ you are mine, whether you agree or not. ❜

❛ do you like it when i bleed for you? ❜

❛ i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. ❜

❛ i’m starved for you, morning and night. ❜

❛ now i get to ravish you. ❜

❛ i am your god and your executioner. ❜

❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

❛ you’re my sweetest poison. ❜

❛ let’s do something about that mouth of yours. ❜

❛ your fascination with me will be your death. ❜

❛ you’re the monster that’s enticed me into your bed. ❜

❛ all you can say are pretty lies. ❜

❛ the fucked up thing is that it isn’t enough to just love you. ❜

❛ you’ve broken me. all i can think about is you. ❜

❛ you’ll beg for more. ❜

❛ an eternity with you would never satisfy me. ❜

❛ i would gladly let you drag me to hell. ❜

❛ everything i’ve done.. every horrible atrocity, it’s been for you. ❜

❛ you’re a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ❜

❛ feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. ❜

❛ every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. ❜

❛ there’s no black or white, only gray. ❜

❛ no one touches what’s mine. ❜

❛ make me indifferent, make me horrible. ❜

❛ i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. ❜

❛ your lips are poison, your laugh a curse. ❜

selfsaving

A FUCKED UP KISSING MEME bc who needs soft kisses when you can have This !

( send me ‘ 💔 ’ to generate the angsty way that our muses kiss. feel free to specify a number or who is kissing who if you’d like. )

a kiss when it’s not wanted.

a kiss when it’s not allowed.

a violent kiss.

a bloody kiss.

a lying kiss.

a kiss as a warning.

a kiss on an injury your muse gave to mine.

a kiss on an injury my muse gave to yours.

a kiss accompanying your muse injuring mine.

a kiss accompanying my muse injuring yours.

a drunk / drugged kiss.

a ‘ goodbye ’ kiss.

a ‘ please ’ kiss.

an ‘ i’m sorry ’ kiss.

an ‘ i’ll be back ’ kiss.

a kiss to gain control.

a kiss to give up control.

a kiss that draws blood.

a kiss with tears.

a kiss that won’t be remembered.