thinking about edvard munch's "The Sun" (1911)
like yeah thats how it feels. thats what it feels like to exist sometimes. he gets it
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PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
we're not kids anymore.

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thinking about edvard munch's "The Sun" (1911)
like yeah thats how it feels. thats what it feels like to exist sometimes. he gets it
"how do you feel about labels as a queer person?"
Kaiba boy
grognik hunger is funny. haven't had any insane uncontrollable cravings like you read about, it all feels pretty just-me-in-my-body, but when hunger hits it's so rapid onset and intense, like it sort of hurts, and it always comes on right on cue before mealtimes if i haven't been snacking.
feels like my body being very draconian with my eating schedule, 2nd trimester edition: 1st trimester the punishment was nausea and now it's graduated to hunger pangs. according to my body 12pm Is Lunch Time and 6pm Is Dinner Time and every second i delay i get lashed. it doesn't take much food to subdue it, but the empty stomach is a total nonstarter.
tbh i quite enjoy it? it's like being benevolently dommed by my body? for the first time in my life i'm being sternly compelled by my own flesh to get my sleep and eating habits and body image shit in order. as if some part of me, not my brain certainly, but some other hypercompetent part that's lain dormant for most of my life has been awoken and hijacked by the parasite and is laser focused on keeping me happy and healthy (so i can be a good vessel for the parasite). symbiotic parasitism.
i saw a post on here recently about some dude who likened pregnancy to a BDSM relationship and tbh yeah it is like that. i'm in a 24/7 dom/sub relationship with an anal retentive health freak who is obsessed with forcing me to eat nutritious regular meals and get 8 hours of quality sleep a night. Pounded In The Butt By The Physical Manifestation Of My Pregnancy Symptoms Rigorously Domming Me Into Healthier Life Habits
Kaiba x Atem, color commission. Process under the cut:
it's not so much that a cyclops is monstrous because a one-eyed giant who eats people must be a monster; it's that anyone who does not follow your laws, your customs, your culture must be a monster.
polyphemus eats his guests not because he's a cannibal — cannibalism also being a taboo that applies to humans, and he's not human — but because he doesn't follow xenia. polyphemus says to odysseus "we don't respect zeus here," but odysseus approaches polyphemus as if polyphemus is the foreigner. he expects his customs (which serve him, a conquering hero) to take precedence, even though he is the one away from home. he's been away from home for over ten years.
because to odysseus, there's not much difference between the trojans (the city he's sacked) or the cicones (a people he raided on the way home) and polyphemus, right? except that polyphemus is able to turn the tables. he is a monster, not in the sense that he is not a human being — the trojans have not been treated as human beings — but because he can insist that his law be respected in his own home.
and it's not that odysseus can't adapt. look at how differently he approaches nausicaa, or even circe. but his perspective is what we wayfind by, and all the while odysseus, at troy and during the wanderings, is himself foreign.
and then he comes to phaeacia and weeps over songs of war. and then he comes home and doesn't recognize it. and then divine intervention both hides him from and reveals him to his son and wife. and then he has to conquer his own homeland. and then the poem ends, abrupt and final journey spoken of but unresolved. and each of these things makes his perspective strange to himself, and by extension to us. it is exactly at the moment odysseus comes home that he believes himself to be lost, foreign, for good.
Brokeback Mountain (2005) dir. Ang Lee
Guy who is quite frankly too short for all of this
irritating everyone by casting Chris Pratt as Odysseus and basing it on the framing device of a bunch of guys playing D&D
centrally-unplanned said: And of course it is an animated film by Dreamworks
it's catchphrase time!
deadgenerations said: scene where the cyclops asks Chrisdysseus who he is and he replies “… I’m nobody” but clearly in a self deprecating way that is the centre of his emotional journey as he struggles with self esteem next to men like Agamemnon and Achilles. at the end of the film someone else asks his name and he says “I’m Odysseus” and we cut to black on an orchestral
turns out the Odyssey is all about balancing the expectations of your family and ancient wisdom of your community with your desire for individual self-actualisation
i love paintings that look as if they have ghosts in them
this painting by andrew wyeth has got SO many ghosts in it. most andrew wyeth paintings have ghosts in, but this is off the scale!
this painting by dragan bibin has only one ghost as far as i can tell, but it's a really scary ghost (the dog thinks so too)
this painting by meraud guevara looks very peaceful, but unfortunately it has a ghost in it. i can't tell you where, but it does
you might think you can see the ghosts in this dorothea tanning painting, but you're wrong. the little girls are just ordinary girls. the actual ghost is behind one of those doors.
marvin cone. for fucks sake just look at it
the meraud guevara one is a painting of armand
Some of Nolan’s casting choices immediately became controversial. He cast Kenyan-Mexican Lupita Nyong’o, one of the most beautiful women alive, as Helen of Troy, one of the most beautiful women alive, and this ticked off Elon Musk because, I don’t know, once you have a movie that includes a 20-foot-tall cyclops, it’s apparently very important to be historically accurate with White actresses?
Troy (2004) cast Diane Kruger, who is German/Polish, aka a foreign barbarian who is neither Ancient Greek nor Ancient Turkish, meanwhile Helen of Troy (2003) cast Sienna Guillory, who was English but whose father descended from Turkish Jews, so a possible connection there especially if you believe in the Venerable Bede's theory that the English are descended from the fleeing Trojans.
if we go back further, Italian actress Rossana Podestà starred as both Helen of Troy in 1956 and as Nausicaa in Ulysses (1954), the first Mediterranean actress to take the role, and of course in the 1986 BBC classic Odysseus: The Greatest Hero of Them All the role of Helen of Troy and all other roles in the story was played by Tony Robinson.
We know that the Greeks had frequent contact with the Egyptians, who had frequent contacts with the Nubians. There were definitely black women in ancient Greece. Elon Musk is just being racist and cringe, as usual.
I don't think we should assume that the Venerable Bede is right about the English being descendants of the fleeing Trojans. After all, Aeneas records that the Romans were the descendants of the fleeing Trojans, and he is a much more reliable source of historical information.
turns out that the Australians were the descendants of the fleeing Trojans, who brought kangaroos with them
I’ve seen a few guys working out in jeans and that’s fairly badass but I’ve never seen anyone working out in a suit and somehow that seems more intimidating
Illustration by Patryk Hardziej for Mondadori's edition of Virgil's Aeneid
YES this is so good i love how untrustworthy and uncanny valley ascanius looks. like a weird little old man. is that even your son? that one with the red eyes and receding hairline? and how old is he exactly? and THIS is the aeneas we know and love, actively yearning for death babyyy! all of their skin grey cos they're zombies compelled to shuffle miserably onwards yeaaahhh
You With the Crack Running Through You by Kim Addonizio
I really felt quite distressed of not receiving an invitation.
SLEEPING BEAUTY 1959, dir. Clyde Geronimi, Eric Larson, Wolfgang Reitherman, Les Clark