Tortured Overthinker

Fanfic writer who loves a concerning amount of fandoms

[ironwolf011]

When the author doesn't give the characters enough personality because they're too focused on the lore, so half of the fandom is built on headcanons.

[ironwolf011]

Hellooo! From your Keep Score (Or Don't Shoot) playlist was the song "She will be loved by Maroon 5" removed or was it never there in the first place? I'm experiencing the mandela effect LOLOLOL (I honestly just love your music taste and play that playlist on repeat lololol)

You are not delusional; it was on there, and I honestly don't know what happened to it. But I will go back on and make sure it's on the playlist!

[ironwolf011]

Headcanon that Buck doesn't like the movie "Home Alone" because almost every Christmas his parents would go out and celebrate and leave him home by himself on Christmas with a ton of gifts to make up for it. Expensive practical items. But all he wants is his family.

[ironwolf011]

I feel like a total chud asking this so i’m gonna make it anonymous, anyways. What does your updating schedule? So sorry for asking.

No problem! It was supposed to be every Wednesday and Saturday when I had a consistent schedule at the beginning of the fic, but with wrapping everything up, I'm still working on a satisfying ending, which is why it's taking a bit longer. If I do end up updating, it will most likely still be on one of those two days!

[ironwolf011]

Lowk want "Remember When" By Alan Jackson to play during Buddies' wedding. Just LISTEN TO IT 😭🫶

[ironwolf011]

My ex tried to break no contact today and I found out about it through my best friend. This was our entire conversation I could you not.

“ Why didn’t you tell me?”

Tell you what?”

“That Blank is texting you.”

“Because they’re not?”

“Yes they are. They just texted me this morning and said they tried to text you, but you never read it. They’ve been really sad about it all morning and said that it’s a sign that they’re finally being rejected.”

“First of all I didn’t read their texts because they’re blocked. Second of all they are going to stay blocked because they’ve been rejected for over a year now, and it’s going to stay that way. I do not want them.”

Btw they were also talking to a minor who wasn’t even in middle school yet while they just graduated high school and were making jokes abt marriage with said minor and entertaining the idea of dating them…

Was I being too harsh?

No absolutely not they’re weird for reaching out after a year.

Yes, they have feelings too tf?

Voting ended onJul 20

[welaughuntilourribsgettough]

[porcelainbae]

[military-newsboys]

Buck: Please try not to kill each other while I'm gone. Tommy: We won't. Eddie: We're not children. *Buck leaves* Eddie: Eat shit and die. Tommy: Fuck you.

[ironwolf011]

Oh this hurt my heart

[buddienetwork]

Row-day-o 9-1-1, S09E12

[tlockish]

‘The Night We Met’ is probably THE newtmas song

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[girlinstembuck]

love this but also it doesn’t apply to 911 characters tho. evan buckley is not a fragment of tim minear’s mind he comes from another place. where the good souls come from

[cosdahlia]

That one episode where Eddie and Hen were playing hot potato with Bucks phone so he wouldn’t text #Him

[ongjoelle]

here take this bc I have no incorrect quotes ideas 🧍‍♀️

[ironwolf011]

Just found out my sister found my Ao3 account and decided to read my fanfic chapter to my mother. My fanfic is attached to my tumblr, Twitter, and Google account and all of them are very personal. I am super passionate about this and it feels like a betrayal to me. Letting you know I will be laying low for a bit until I can get this resolved but my Username is going to change. I am trying not to act to rash and normally I wouldn’t care. I am an adult. But with my family, it is not something I want them to be aware of. I will keep you updated but for now I will be sorting things out.

[ironwolf011]

for your newtmas fic, what songs do you think match the characters the best? cus every time i re-read your fic and it gets to thomas’ pov i just think of the song stressed out by 21 pilots. anyways, i love your fic so so much!

In general I think Newt would be “Creep” by Radiohead and Thomas would be “The Chain” by Fleetwood Mac. But depending on specific fics I think that for The Knife Between us it would be “The Line” by Twenty One pilots or “Nobody’s Soldier” by Hozier. Newt would be “Fight or Flight” by Conan Gray. Honorable mention: “Scared of my guitar” by Olivia Rodrigo because it’s just SO Newtmas coded.l, and the “Doubt” by Twenty One Pilots

But honestly there are so many more and I have entire playlists built for so many different vibes. My red flag is that I make playlists over every minor inconvenience.