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fmdtaeyong:

「 delivered ; 05:15 pm. 」 » iseul. ⋮ well hello to you too 「 delivered ; 05:15 pm. 」 » iseul. ⋮ marvel is leagues ahead of dc. i can’t believe there are still people that prefer dc. 「 delivered ; 05:16 pm. 」 » iseul. ⋮ captain america, for sure. i’ve got nothing against mr. stark, though.

「 delivered ; 05:18 pm. 」 » taeyong. ⋮ hello tae 「 delivered ; 05:20 pm. 」 » taeyong. ⋮ am i bothering you? 「 delivered ; 05:22 pm. 」 » taeyong. ⋮ i hope not, i’m so bored. 「 delivered ; 05:23 pm. 」 » taeyong. ⋮ right! that’s what i was saying, anyone who loves dc over marvel is crazy. 「 delivered ; 05:25 pm. 」 » taeyong. ⋮ i love captain america, but stark is slowly becoming my favorite. but no one beats bucky.

#fmdtaeyong

「 delivered ; 04:51 pm. 」 » ??. ⋮ pay attention to me 「 delivered ; 04:52 pm. 」 » ??. ⋮ hey 「 delivered ; 04:53 pm. 」 » ??. ⋮ hey 「 delivered ; 04:54 pm. 」 » ??. ⋮ hey 「 delivered ; 04:55 pm. 」 » ??. ⋮ someone just said dc was better than marvel 😾🙄🤢everyone knows marvel is way better, i mean it’s not contest. 「 delivered ; 04:55 pm. 」 » ??. ⋮ captain america or iron man??

#fmdopen #queued post.#// he needs more love skjdfhdkjf

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A D O R A B L E {for @iloveyugy}

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fmdminah:

❝I can’t believe I just did that.❞

❛ “Come on, Seul. You care about me, right? You’re gonna do it for me, right?” Minah continued to tease him, finding it difficult not to laugh, not that she knows she has a chance to actually get what she wants. It was an opening, with Iseul giving in to her little demand and being his senior was indeed a good thing but Minah was easily liked by people despite her weird sense of humor. She was easily amused by almost anything. Almost. “See? This is why you should always trust me. I’m more amazing than the rest of BEE. Just don’t tell them that.” Quickly placing her index finger over her lips playfully. Chuckling away the whole idea of being better than the other girls because it was a complete lie. She knows she’s the worst if anything.

“Thank you, Seul. I love you too!” The older blew kisses towards his direction before the music starts and she records the whole thing. It was utterly enjoyable, she must admit. How is it even possible for her not to utter a word while recording? She can always type everything later down in the captions anyway. Iseul will have to consider joining a girl group instead. He should, seeing how well he danced to BEE, Minah was impressed. Most of BEE’s dances required wearing heels and dancing while wearing heels was and will never be easy.

“Okay, I’m impressed. I would have been more amused and amazed if you wore heels though!” Minah jokes as she puts her phone away to applaud Iseul, trying to keep him distracted from getting her to dance to Charm’s song. Not that she didn’t like it. She was just shy. ❜

though he loved all of the choreography that charm had to do, there was something about girl group dances that iseul enjoyed. maybe it was because the pressure wasn’t there, and he could simply just enjoy himself. whenever he was with his members, there was always a level of expectation given the unit he was in. as the song continues, he couldn’t help the smile the kept getting bigger as he made his way through each movement. when the song finally ended, he dropped to the floor, face flushed pink with embarrassment. it was probably his first time dancing in front of someone who wasn’t a member or on a variety show with him. “if i was in heels then it wouldn’t have looked so nice,” he chuckled softly. “i don’t know how you guys do it, i’d break an ankle or something. wah, you’re the best minah.” though she had offered to dance a charm routine, he just wanted to sit there and talk with her.

#fmdminah

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fmdshen:

like any other idol, shen got tired of the idol lifestyle sometimes. being on the go all the time, not being able to be in control of everything that you can do or say, not being able to dress how you wanted. there were a lot of shortcomings that came with being an idol that a lot of people gloss over or never tell aspiring idols about. they only see the glitz and glamour side of things, never taking into account the fact that things were never as good as they seemed on the opposite side of things. “i understand what you’re saying. it feels like i haven’t had a break since blood, sweat, tears came out.” that was when they really started to get a lot of international interest. “You’re too much of a soft boy to be a bad boy. You couldn’t be bad if you tried.”

as much as it pains him to admit, he wouldn’t encourage people to join a company unless they were completely sure that they wanted to become an idol. he still couldn’t believe he managed to succeed, quickly finding out that it wasn’t for everyone. iseul couldn’t remember when that song came out, and how quickly the popularity of origin shot up. though charm was also busy, iseul felt for shen and how packed origin’s schedule always seemed to be. he didn’t know how shen or yejun managed to get through it all. “do you think you’ll ever get a proper break? i feel like breaks are for more senior groups, like newer groups always seem to have some type of comeback always happening.” he nodded his head in agreement. “honestly i could deny that, but it’s totally true. there’s nothing fun about being a bad boy.”

#fmdshen

haneulxfmd:

( outgoing imessage 💌 iseul ) There are fun ways of doing it! though I get you, most of the time is a bit boring. ( outgoing imessage 💌 iseul ) Good kiddo, that’s the spirit!! ( outgoing imessage 💌 iseul ) Don’t worry, I have a few hours that you can snatch. what kind of sunbae would I be if I didn’t help you? ( outgoing imessage 💌 iseul ) answer is a bad one

( outgoing imessage 💌 haneul ) are you sure? i don’t know if i believe that but then again i’m the dancer so what do i know haha ( outgoing imessage 💌 haneul ) you wouldn’t be a bad one, hyung. ( outgoing imessage 💌 haneul ) even you’re allowed to say no, i know you’re busy anyways so i wouldn’t be offended ( outgoing imessage 💌 haneul ) plus you don’t have to be next to someone to give them good advice! we could facetime, call, text. loads of way to contact someone if you can’t get to them.

#haneulxfmd

iloveycu

“you’re so sweet!” thank you i have abandonment issues

#( musings. )

fmdyejun:

HE IMAGINES HOW LIFE WOULD HAVE DIFFERED —- if he were to have been adopted by iseul’s mother, to have been raised alongside his best friend. in his hometown he would have resided; running down the lanes of cobbled stones & through the aroma of street food; the same faces smiling; the same breeze of air to wake him every morning. yejun thinks about, & he realizes that despite being nurtured by the family, he would have still suffered. seeing the familiar faces with sad smiles being forced; the sorry looks in their eyes when observing the kid; he would have struggled with passing by the cafe his mother once performed regularly at —- where he played the piano alongside the angelic voice of his mother. he would have to walk by his former home & be broken knowing no more can he walk inside to hug his mother. despite the love of iseul & his mother, he would have still been broken. he also would have never met his half-sister, & he does adore her.

nostalgic the vocalist became with discussion of adolescence. the nights spent in the illusion of giggles, hands clapping, stomachs roaring in pain from all the laughter of youth & sweet delights stolen from the pantries. flashlights to light up the night & the splendid creativity of stories exchanged. inside those forts, they were children, & nothing about life scared the two. “you are more than my best friend, iseul. you are my brother.” the smile gentle upon contour, his orbs glistens when his next proposal is proffered. “you know, i don’t think a sleepover would be silly. who ever said sleepovers were just for when you were five ?? don’t you think we deserve to have fun as well ??”

he could feel the tears build, hearing yejun calling him his brother truly meant a lot. having been raised an only child, he could remember the longing he often felt to have a sibling. watching others have some sort of connection to the world that didn’t belong to their parents was hard. though yejun had left when they were kids, iseul found he still gave him the title of best friend. the fact that he hadn’t seen the other male in years didn’t mean anything. blinking back the tears, he nodded silently hoping he was expressing himself the right way. they’d never be able to get back the time that was lost, a fact iseul had long learned to accept. knowing that all they could do now as adults was focus on the present, and hopefully make new memories together that would last a lifetime. “are you sure?” he asked shyly, feeling like yejun was a lot more mature compared to himself in certain ways. “well they do say that being an adult is never fun, so there’s that. i would love to have a sleepover, hyung. i just still live in the dorms so it would have to be at your place, and i wouldn’t want to impose.” though charm still had some time to go until they were able to move out, it was an event that iseul tried to not think about. being with his members was truly the first time he felt like he had a real family, a group of brothers he knew he could count on no matter what. he often wondered what yejun thought about finally being able to live on his own. “maybe someday, when i can invite you over and we’ll stay up late eating treats all night like before.”

#fmdyejun

fmdjinwoo:

Conventional wasn’t a word he’d used to describe himself; even before, when he’s strill trying so hard to be a good kid, he was never conventional. He spoke up just a bit louder in class, ran just a bit faster in PE, jumped a bit higher when needed –– he was never a shining boy, the curse of the middle child, but he tried hard in his queer ways. And right now, perhaps he loved just a bit harder than the rest. Everyone who had ever slept in this bed is loved in such a way that made them about to burst. All of his ‘house guests’, he loved equally a lot, terribly well. Was it cruel or kind of him? An angel or a devil? But matters couldn’t just be black and white, perhaps he simply had too much love to give and too scarred a heart to actually be opened up. He smiled, a lazy smile only reserved for this times of the day, “Does that mean you like me?” He leaned down and his hand travelled up to caress the bare skin it rested upon. With him, exploring is always a thing on the agenda and even if people were only using him to explore other sides of themselves, he found out that he didn’t mind it much as long as he got a bit of fun in the process of it all.

The rustle of sheets and the soft laughters, muffled enough not to wake the roommate and neighbors. He grinned down at Iseul –– an easy smile; charms and cheeks that were almost boyish. Moving so he was straddling the other, kisses descended from his cheeks down to his neck and more, “Weren’t you just saying how tired you were and how you needed to get home?”

It was unlike Iseul to engage in such a relationship, but with Jinwoo he found that he couldn’t help himself. Maybe it was the longing to feel like someone else cared or the smile the other male sent his way, all he knows is that it didn’t take long for them to fall together into soft sheets. Shutting the rest of the world out as they got to know each other in the most intimate way humans could. “Would I be laying here if I didn’t like you?” He asked softly, knowing that there were people who could easily do such a thing. Iseul had slowly figured out that he needed at least some form of connection with whoever he was sleeping with in order to go through the motions. A one night stand with a stranger was something he’d never experience. His hands come to rest on jinwoo’s hips, a smile slowly appearing. “I am tired but how could I ever turn you down? Plus you’re the one who held me captive, saying I couldn’t leave. Be nice to me,” he whined as he gently pulled Jinwoo closer, pressing their lips together. “Should we sleep then?”

#fmdjinwoo

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fmdshen:

“i agree. i wish that when the label planned out all these places for us to travel to for promotions that they would at least allow us a few hours long gaps in between some schedules for us to do things that we want to do and that we enjoy. not that we don’t enjoy performances or interviews, it’d just be nice sometimes to be able to do something that won’t be filmed or where we don’t have to follow strict guidelines of what to do and what to say.” he enjoyed singing and dancing just as much as the next idol, but he had interests outside of music, interests that he would like to indulge in from time to time. shen had done a lot of research on different countries that he would like to visit, so he had a list of places where he would go to first if given the chance. “that’s what i want to do too. maybe we can go together some day?” he knew that the day where he could go and take a year off just to travel was very far off, but it was definitely nice to think about. “just don’t do anything bad. i know that’s hard with how much of a bad boy you are,” he teased, grinning at him. “He’s the quiet one and you’re loud. It’ll balance out perfectly.”

“sometimes we go places, but it’s never for a long period of time to where we can like fully explore.” even if they did have a lot of time, it was always for some show that was being filmed. all iseul wanted was to have time away from the cameras and to experience normal day to day life without a schedule. “yeah, don’t get me wrong i love performing and being around the fans but sometimes it’s too much.” the brunette could remember countless times when he’d have to fake a smile, never wanting to give people ammunition to say anything bad about charm. “that would be fun,” he smiled, thinking about all of the things they could do together. “that’s probably the most hilarious thing i’ve ever heard, i’ll never be considered a bad boy. though you’re right about that, i can get pretty loud when i’m feeling super social.”

#fmdshen

fmdshen:

“I wouldn’t really know. Whenever we go to the states, I don’t get much time to explore and try out different food places.” He had tried plenty of fast food from the states over the years, but actually getting the opportunity to sit down at a nice restaurant and enjoy a meal was just simply out of the question and wasn’t really plausible or possible. He knew that Iseul would be able to understand. Charm had gone overseas before he was pretty sure, and he doubted they would have had any free time either. “I’d like to go to South America! Brazil and Chile and Panama. I know we have a lot of fans in South America. I’d also love to go to places in Europe, like France and Italy and Rome. Greece would be fun to visit. And I’d like to visit places in Africa too.” He frowned slightly. “Charm hasn’t had any bad scandals like Knight has had, so you shouldn’t be forced to stay in the dorms longer than necessary. It’s alright. I’m living with Yejun hyung, so it’s not like I’m away from them completely. It’s a lot more space and a lot quieter, but it’s also a little lonely. I have to get used to it.”

“I hate that, like if you’re in a new place you should be able to explore at least a bit or try some food.” Idol life wasn’t as glamorous as others liked to think it was. Most of his time was spent inside a hotel or practicing or performing, there was rarely time he had to himself. Though on one hand, Iseul knew that without his members he wouldn’t really know what to do with himself. “Oh Greece would be a fun place to visit, as well as Africa. I really just wanna spend a year traveling, maybe that’s what I’ll do when I’m older.” Iseul knew that Shen was right but with his company you never really knew what would happen. “Yeah, but they just wanna watch us more now to make sure nothing bad gets out. Knight hasn’t even moved out of their dorms yet, and I can’t even remember how long ago their scandal was. That’s good, that you’re not completely alone. I think out of all the members, I’d probably wanna live with Theo since he’s the quiet one.”

#fmdshen

fmdxtaeho:

his vocals were good, of course taeho knew that much, it was what small shred of confidence he had rested in. that being sid, there was also a very distinct reason why no matter how nice his voice, he wasn’t really the top of anyone’s list in terms of being a vocal teacher. and that reason was simple, he was a shit teacher. not the explaining and the technique part and all, but it was no secret taeho was a complete pushover. so by the time iseul started whining, he was practically a goner already. “i don’t know hyung… we have a lot of performances coming up in the near future we could really use all the preparation we could get…” he tried to protest weakly but the hesitance in his voice really gave away all the other needed to know. “can’t we- shouldn’t we-” stumbling over his words as he let his eyes drift to one of the large windows, it did look really nice outside. “okay, fine, we can go do something fun but if manager-hyung or one of the older’s scold us later you’re taking the blame, you roped me into this!”

any other day, iseul would have been the first person to want to practice. with how nice it was outside, he just wanted to forget about anything having to deal with performing and spend time with taeho. “we could, but we’re already pretty good right? so i don’t think we need that much.” the performances weren’t something iseul was worrying about at the moment, though he knew that it would hit him eventually. “i’ll gladly take the blame if it means we can leave, plus i don’t think any of the older’s will scold us because we practice too much already. we deserve to have some fun, don’t you think?” he asked as he grabbed his jacket and mask. “if manager-hyung gets mad then i’ll talk to him, okay so don’t worry about getting scolded.” iseul knew it was a real worry, but the last thing he’d ever do was allow taeho to get into trouble. though he wasn’t much older, iseul tried his hardest to look after the younger members. “now come on, let your hyung treat you to lunch.”

#fmdxtaeho

fmdchangki:

changki had felt himself slipping. little by little, he was opening himself up again to iseul. iseul knew changki both inside and out, but after they split, changki hadn’t properly spoken to the younger male. he didn’t avoid iseul, but they never went past the casual conversations. changki thought it was stupid of him to miss iseul. it was changki’s choice to break up with the younger. maybe his loneliness was getting the best of him. while changki had a circle of close friends. changki could never fill the romantic void; he tried but changki couldn’t let himself move on.

it was like they were starting all over again; strangers becoming something more. the time spent in the dance studio threw him back to trainee days. changki felt happy, truly happy, with iseul. which scared the leader, but a part of changki was done being cautious. the offer to stay in iseul’s room catches changki off guard. had changki not been listening, he wouldn’t have heard the other’s offer. “only if it’s okay with you,” changki says quietly. there’s a slight feeling of anxiousness that runs through him. changki hadn’t expected iseul to want to spend more time with him. changki smiles weakly, “i just sleep better next to you.” he says as he looks down at the floor, “i always feel,” a blush creeps on changki’s face as he pauses, “safe with you. are you sure you want me with you? i can just go to my room.” changki asks, looking up at the boy before him.

most people who knew of his situation with changki outside of charm told him he should move on. it’s already been three years and they couldn’t understand why iseul had been holding onto the hope that changki would find his way back to his side. the shift in their situation was obvious, their focus more and more on each other rather than those around them. giving up on changki had never been an option, even during the beginning as much as he wanted to hate the older male, he couldn’t do it.

things had changed after their relationship ended, all of the members noticed how distant they made themselves from each other. long gone were the touches and laughter that they were known for. of course when in front of the cameras, iseul made sure to make it seem like nothing was wrong. the time spent at the dance studio brought him back to why he fell in love with changki in the first place, the older male caused a happiness that no one else could achieve. “i wouldn’t have asked if it wasn’t okay with me, silly.” iseul notices the blush, and decides to close the tiny distance between them, hand reaching out to changki’s. “of course i want you with me, i always will. you could go to your room, but then i’d just have to follow you.” he chuckled softly, gently pulling changki into his room, kicking the door shut with his foot. “well now you can’t leave, i’m holding you captive until you give me all the cuddles i want.”

#fmdchangki

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