my art/studyblr

[ishkd]

it’s been a while since i posted anything over here. i’m still studying, hoping and getting there one day at a time. here are a few moments that i cherished.

[sweatermuppet]

one of the saddest things is when someone in your family tells you you would've loved someone who died before you were born. like my mother has told me & my best friend that we would have loved talking to her father. that me & my brothers have the same humor as our late uncle & even look like him. everyone is everywhere & nowhere & here & gone & dying & coming back. it's as though you know them through their shadow or their ghost or your own actions, but you won't ever really know. haunts me, i guess

[surqrised]

“People, I have discovered, are layers and layers of secrets. You believe you know them, that you understand them, but their motives are always hidden from you, buried in their own hearts. You will never know them.”

— Veronica Roth

[academia-lucifer]

@academia-lucifer

[sweatermuppet]

this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

[mvxnvdn]

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We could get high in Miami, dance the night away People never die in Miami, that’s what they all say

[rainreads-deactivated20250201]

"I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night."

[fridgebride]

A STUDY IN TOUCH: FT GREG HIRSCH, TOM WAMBSGANS, & SHIV ROY (cr in tags)

[paperlignes]

Apéritif Hannibal, (2013-2015)

[jesusology]

connor roy + text posts 🏜️

[remainsoflilies]

DID YOU KNOW THAT THERE’S A TUNNEL UNDER OCEAN BLVD

March 10, 2023

[ishkd]

About time we popularised unorganized/messy academia.

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

[baoaday]

I think she wants attention

[biomaterial]

The night gardener once asked me if I knew how citrus trees died: when they reach old age, if they are not cut down and they manage to survive drought, disease and innumerable attacks of pests, fungi and plagues, they succumb from overabundance. When they come to the end of their life cycle, they put out a final, massive crop of lemons. In their last spring their flowers bud and blossom in enormous bunches and fill the air with a smell so sweet that it stings your nostrils from two blocks away; then their fruits ripen all at once, whole limbs break off due to their excessive weight, and after a few weeks the ground is covered with rotting lemons. It is a strange sight, he said, to see such exuberance before death.

When We Cease to Understand the World, Benjamín Labatut

[traumasurvivorshelpingsurvivors]

Forgive yourself for anything you see as a "failure" this year. You survived a lot. You are not a failure.

[sawasawako-archived]

do u ever like feel so absurdly reluctant to do things. like it ain’t even procrastination or laziness anymore u just physically and mentally can’t bring yourself to do anything. u really, really just wanna binge watch youtube until your mind numbs completely or lie on the floor and stare into the abyss. and it’s not like u don’t have “motivation” or anything or even that u don’t want to do it, it’s just. u can’t. idk how ppl just. Do Things. get up and go at it. i have to have an entire existential crisis and like, watch a goddamn motivational film or something first before i do the smallest thing. and it’s june for fuck’s sake.

[clarascottage]

This is called executive dysfunction, it is a symptom of many mental health issues (depression, anxiety, OCD just to name a few) as well as Autism and ADHD.