in a neverending state of confusion and disarray

life is so complicated !! thats why i have TUMBLR !!!!

[r0ttingsystem]

1. Do this uquiz

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

@mxlilly @circus-of-horror @yourleastfavoriteguyinthechair @microsoupmouse @the-firefly-jar-system @cdcouncil

[ghostly-schematics]

thanks for the tag @zoya-nazyalensy-supremacy! I had to get rid of the reblogs because it was getting far too long :⁠')

I do not understand the quiz result. that sounds like the opposite of me lmao. and making that picrew made me realise I need to cut my hair I haven't cut it in like. a year

no pressure tags! @watermelonfrog1 @euphoric-ghoul @bookworm-center @snapped46

[euphoric-ghoul]

still mourning over my God awful hair cut (IM NOT A LITTLE MEOW MEOW 😿😿)

(u should do this king :33 @two-vampires-kissing)

[two-vampires-kissing]

Guys I swear I'm not a twink

(hey bro dawgs hope you don't mind the tag @flowersforfrancis @mlm-blues @isotofl)

[isotofl]

coming back from my month long hiatus (i just moved accounts) to do ghis

i dont have anyone to tag on this account :3 but this is so real i AM that hunk 🙏🙏 (so so sorry i JUST saw this and i decided i needed to do it after months 🙏🙏)

[euphoric-ghoul]

needing someone to be on my porch swing with me rn listening 2 music and drinking hot chocolate and it's cold but that doesn't matter bc we're keeping each other warm and we talk about anything and everything under the moonlight and porch light and its a little dark and spooky but that's okay :33

[euphoric-ghoul]

STOP THIS LOOKS SO BAD

THIS ISNT AIMED I PROMISE

[euphoric-ghoul]

IT LITERALLY DOESNT HELP THAT I ADDED THAT LAST LINE BECAUSE SHES LIKE MAD SCARED OF EVERYTHING 😓

[euphoric-ghoul]

IM LITERALLY LISTENING TO A PLAYLIST SHE MADE ABOUT ME TOO RN ?? A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS ☹️☹️ IF UR SEEING THIS @ isotofl IM NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU POOKIE

[euphoric-ghoul]

I know someone who's going to eat this shit up when I show her this thread

[isotofl]

this gaybo wants to sit on a porch swing with me ??? (lofi coffee shop guy type shit) 😒😒

[felinerin]

Character Teaser - "Neuvillette: Watcher in the Deep" | Genshin Impact

[isotofl]

hes actualky the love of my life 😿😿

[isotofl]

oh no !! what a shame !!! you should take it off then haha !!! PLEASE

[isotofl]

i love men i love boys theyre so HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH DBF ON GNC ISVDJS R

[isotofl]

i need to make friends immediately 😓😓

[isotofl]

how have i NEVER cried to “somebody i used to know” before ??????

[isotofl]

i fucking love tabbes 😡😡 guys 😡😡 guys shes so cool 😡😡 her voice is so skrunkly shes actually cool as fuck her stories are so silly 😡😡 why is her upload schedule so ass 😞😞

[isotofl]

guys its almost october !! where the actual FUCK is my girlfriend !!!! haha hey guys anyday now she’ll show up !!!!! hahha 😓😓

[isotofl]

@euphoric-ghoul guys im outing this fucker as a leon kennedy HATER

[isotofl]

i love big men

[isotofl]

guys shut the fuck up my HUSBAND is speaking ???? (HES SO HES SO HES SO SUDHDIDNFOFN HIS VOICE HIS HAIR HIS AMAZING EYELINER SKILLS)

[isotofl]

OH MY GOD HES LITERALLY THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ??? HUH ??? HES SO ?? HIS VOICE IS SO ?? HES LITERALLY SO SKRUNKLY ?? THAT SILKY SMOOTH VOICE OH EM GEE 😨😨😨 JAW IS ON THE FLOOR HES MY BABYGIRL IM THROWING UP IM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS IM GOING BANANAS

MEN ARE SO PRETTY !!!!! I’LL LITERALLY DRY HIS TEARS BRO I’LL ACTUALLY SHOW HIM SO MUCH LOVE AND AFFECTION ??? I’D TREAT HIM SO WELL ??? IT’LL NEVER RAIN AGAIN BECAUSE I’D BE THERE TO COMFORT HIM ???

[isotofl]

REMEMBERING WHEN I SAW A GIRL !!!! OH EM GEE !!! <333

[isotofl]

i was cleaning my room and i saw a letter i had written to them, it was written long before we had broken up. the date was marked for april 23. i guess i had never given it to them, which wasnt surprising, because i had wrote about them a lot. i guess its because i thought of them a lot.

i read it. i studied my handwriting, i noticed how it seemed to be shaky, almost as if i couldnt stay still while i was writing about them.

oh it was so sweet, how i spoke about them.

i saw what i had written, how i described them, i saw myself in those words- thinking those thoughts, and the overflow of adoration i had previously felt was replaced with nothingness.

i couldn’t feel the warmth that was previously there.

all i could think was, "what went wrong?"

and i couldnt wrap my head around the change.

i loved them, i loved them very dearly.

and then i felt so horrible. so guilty, so wrong. so frustrated. how could i feel nothing and everything at the same time? am i taking this too seriously? does this even fucking matter?

so i looked at those words i had written, full of love that was never seen, and i wondered if i could ever feel that way again.

am i worthy of feeling that way again?

maybe in a month, i’ll take a walk. i’ll see the trees begin to shed their leaves, and i’ll learn the art of letting go with them.

maybe then i’ll be able to feel that way again.

[isotofl]

I would never be caught with 15 posts smh

WHO THE FUCK SENT THIS 😡😡 I PROBABLY INTRODUCED YOU TO TUMBLR YOU FAKE FAN 😡😡😡

[euphoric-ghoul]

the world would be a better place if I could just leave.

[euphoric-ghoul]

HELP

[isotofl]

HEY ASSHAT THATS A WORRYING NOTIFICATION TO GET 😡😡