i still loving you

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[istilllovingyou]

How i understand as your mistress i have to live a hidden bond I try to hold on even through it hurts leaving no regrets in my heart

As long as i can make you happy turning i can't stop by another heart. As far as hope please understand that i want to have you completely

As time passes unblocking the secret between us

Surely there is a broken heart don't accept all the facts

But it's not like this affair what i've been through for a long time becomes meaningless. Since i feel your hope is vain until a broken heart will make you helpless.

Maybe i'll let you leave myself here must end.

I'm tired of giving up Because cheating is not always Beautiful.

Let our stories be apart if we can't be together forever.

[istilllovingyou]

Hello! Is it me you're looking for? 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely? Or is someone loving you?

[istilllovingyou]

It's too sadistic the way you make me an outlet for your love so that she comes back to you without caring about my pain

How truly cruel your ways are the way you get rid of me from this love so that she comes back to you without caring about my pain

May God repay everything that happened to me someday until you realize that all you really have is me,

Your place to return as your love.

[istilllovingyou]

I feel like i've died leaving my lover, i never thought this could happen.

I felt sad when you gone, lost all the love stories in my heart.

My love for you is as high as the sky but you don't feel it.

My affection for you I will always remember let me carry it myself.

I can't hold back your footsteps, and your leaving.

I can't hold back my tears and my sadness.

The heart has been broken lost all my dreams.

[istilllovingyou]

You don't need to utter a single word, all are laid out in your very eyes.

Save all efforts to try to make me believe, that all is well.

It hurts but i'll bury it deep in me, becsuse i simply cannot, long for love that will never be.

It's over, i now let you go. love, that i was once so proud of.

i realize that all of these none of these is your fault i understand that you are not for me.

I will forget you, though you will never disappear, i will endure.

[istilllovingyou]

I think, it's like a death sentence, if it's not the love that's killed, then the relationship is the one that's hanged.

[istilllovingyou]

The sky is so dark, the rain won't even stop. I have to watch my love taken away and not saved.

I want to repeat the day, I want to repair. You're really needed by me, How dare you to go and don't come back,

Where is heaven located, so I can take your place with me.

Is there a sign of heaven, so I can find it and be with you.

let my smile dancing in the air, let everyone know Death doesn't terminate love.

What is the meaning of life without my lover, It's useless that I am here.

[istilllovingyou]

Great is my mistake, greater still is your ego. The emptiness you feel, emptier still is my heart.

You try to say I made a mistake, One you can't forgive anymore. That you don't need me by your side.

Great is my mistake, greater still is your ego. Many times I've given reasons, many times you've rejected them.

You want me to light myself like a candle, and burned by your deeds.

The quiet atmosphere now adds to the silence in my heart, Judge your attitude so that in your soul I am gone.

At times like these, I was stirred by the cross memories that came and I let it go. Strengthen this heart.

My love enough you've done this to me, this wound don't make it bleed again. I still love you, I'm still faithful to you. Come back to me, like before.

In longing i cry, In my heart i feel. remembering you in the suffering that separates us.

In my sadness i call your name, etched in my heart, my love open the door. Just this once.

I love you.

[istilllovingyou]

Day after day I have passed I have never been with you again I never expected You would leave me

Far you go leaving me This lonely heart is killing me I try to find your replacement But there is no one like you

I miss you, I really miss you It just feels like you are still near me It's not easy for me to forget you When I am alone

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