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@itsbakedin2theair
i texted him this morning that i wasnt feeling well and couldnt sleep. and his whole response a few hrs later was "i hope you could rest, take some medicine if thats still hurting" (paraphrased). is my crashout valid or am i being entitled because he didnt respond exactly what i wanted to hear
im never gonna stop hurting the people i love. i dont care that the conversation was triggering i shouldnt have asked to take a break like that. that was so selfish of me. they needed me.
every time i meet someone they somehow already know them. and its making me jealous. wdym youre already close friends. wdym you were just talking. what. do. you. mean.
what i wouldnt give to have someone enthusiastically offer to take care of me.
why did i have to be born this way. what the hell did i do wrong. im fundamentally unlovable. theres not a single person in my life that isnt heldnat arms length. not a single person who i can trust to handle me in my entirely.
and yet and yet and yet and yet
its not about you saying no to us spending time. its about you complaining about being lonely right before i offer to find time in my busy as fuck schedule this week to spend time with you despite my own work. because youre my priority. and then you saying no.
why do i ever get my fucking hopes up.
i want him to miss me. i want my absence to affect him. i cant go a few hours without thinking about him. i wish he felt the same.
i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him
i feel so. off. trying to talk to him. like its not that i dont want to talk to him. i just dont feel anything. i dont feel any urge or pressing need to respond quickly. im not excited to see that he replied. its literally just whatever. not even passive-aggressive whatever just. shrugs shoulders.
how it feels making up with him after youve already crashed out with both of your bpd homegirls
"we need to talk" AND THEN YOU GO OFFLINE?????? WHAAAT????????????
I DONT HAVE THE FUCKING ENERGY TO DO THIS SHIT. IF YOURE GOING TO ONLY TEXT ME TO TALK ABOUT HIM YOU MIGHT AS WELL NOT TEXT ME AT ALL
YOU DO NOT GET TO PICK AND CHOOSE WHEN TO LOVE ME
YOU EITHER DO OR YOU DO NOT
my bpd gets so much fucking worse than any other bpd-haver i know so i have to be extra fucking careful with it. i hate it so much i literally want to tear my goddamn hair out
finding sofia isella has literally done wonders for me trust 🤞🤞