Not So Basic

Well you see I just started the whole blogging thing, I felt like i needed to write my story and tell the world about it. I'm a second year university student aspiring to become a social worker. I also enjoy writing, dancing, and reading in my spare time. I have a lot of writing on here so please comment or give me critiques. Everything and anything is appreciated! [email protected] "Never let anyone tell you how to live your life" Blink 182

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— Voltaire

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

I am hurt

I am angry

I am frightened

I am a drug

Let me go...

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So last night I couldn’t fall asleep because my mind wouldn’t calm down..so I wrote down all my thoughts and it was like my hand wouldn’t stop writing …so this is pretty rough as I haven’t written for a while, so hopefully I am able to re-craft my style.

I feel empty with our without you

Unhappy...

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Hold Me

So last night I couldn't fall asleep because my mind wouldn't calm down..so I wrote down all my thoughts and it was like my hand wouldn't stop writing ...so this is pretty rough as I haven't written for a while, so hopefully I am able to re-craft my style.

I feel empty with our without you

Unhappy in both circumstances

I am unsure what to do at this point...

I can't sleep,

I can't eat

I can't focus

As all I can thing about is you

And how you hurt me with

The words and actions you chose.  

Your disgrace and disrespect

Has left me no choice but to never take you back

However, I still need the validation and love

Of want and desire.  

In order to heal the wounds 

That keep exposing to your soul.  

I feel like my brain is a disaster

Of endless thoughts and emotions

I am filled with darkness and despair

As I cry myself to sleep

Every single night.  

I want to be held in your arms

One last time

To never freaking let go

Of the one man that drugged me to life.  

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

Haven't been on here in forever...

So I haven't written in forever, but I am hoping to get back into to it and write something by the end of day.  I have been going through a lot in the past month so writing should help me to refocus.  This past year has been crazy..but I hope to compile a list of poems and create a book in the next year...here is hoping...Btw hope everyone is well!!! :)

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

I May Love You

I don’t know why?

Why I feel this way?

How did I ever become?

Like you,

Able to love.

  Why do you remind me of someone?

Someone very special

That is present

In every moment

Of my life. 

  How do I contain?

This very special vibe. 

That formed in my heart

                                    And my soul. 

  These words are just,

Pouring,

Pouring like,

They never did before,

Lying here in the

Darkest part of my heart. 

Lighting my ways. 

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Welcoming this place of sorrow, I glance at the imperfections of my soul, Fueling the conventions of this atmosphere, And stroking a fixture of narcissism As I wait for this caution of doubt, I slumber on the road to conform, And see a senseless past of altercations, Clustering my cognition in an...

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TWC Prompt Contest

Write a poem or prose piece about someone on this site that you care about. Focus on something about them most people don’t know. Include their url and you can submit them to me and i’ll post them. I’ll draw the winner and the person you write about. (I’ll either choose the winner whose post has the most notes, or my personal favorite if there is a tie)

No set end date as of yet.

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

A Salt

A salt of the earth

Enclosing a path

Of curation

In every pore of aphorism.

A salt of being

Beholding a liveliness

Of forsaken identity

In a facade of heartbreak. 

A salt of all souls

Exposing a curtain

Of kindling hope

In a discernment of insight.

A salt that is an obligation

Of a vivacious stature

Sterilizing the representation

Of the circumstances of a breath.

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Lips to lips: A kiss in which souls stitch Like to tulips, the gentle wind.

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What is up tumblr folk!? It has been too long. This semester I have been soooo busy with school and unable to participate as much as I would like in the TWC. And that sucks because you guys are freakin’ awesome. Plus a lot of you are damn fine writers too!

SO to kick off the beginning of my life...

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This seems cool!

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Collab with Matthew Pasquarello

I dream of vitality In this place  Of deep serenity Fulfilling the gaps Of my surroundings. Engraving a cognition  In my pupil veins. I beg you to wash Away the shadows  Of my doubtful nature Grasping an innate stance Of my narcotic  And criminalizing acts In the palm of your hands.

you can still see all these criminal acts caked in the finger-and-palm-prints on my hands.  all the water in the world  doesn’t wipe away memory,  sadly,  all the narcotics or booze- filled glasses and cups don’t permanently destroy memories of such big events.  i dream it and if only that could bring things to light,  if only dreams could leave out your ears and change  things in reality,  wouldn’t that be nice. 

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

Free my cohesive soul

And engage in 

An eternal tone,

Stroke my angelic being

And taste away

The pain that immobilizes,

Captivate my cognition

And form in

A crimson vase of existance,

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A cleanse with an incandescent desire

To glaze my surroundings with hope

Conforming to a vivid entity

Of my many facets of liveliness.   

I wait for my life to encapsulate

A sudden fulfillment of everything

I want to identify with 

Influencing me enclose my vitality.  

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

This haven of my loneliness

Cleanses the inner serenity

Creating a divide

Of loneliness and deep sorrow

Clasping a grain of incandescent

Light on the shadow of my life. 

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

The leaves,

They shudder in the wind

With an incapability

To enclose all the gaps

Of my consciousness. 

[itsjustnotthatbasic]

:) For you my dear. Feedback is great!