Why sometimes I feel so invisible, like nobody knows me, like I’m just a ghost that won’t vanish and people just walk beside me and see this huge fake smile and they think everything it’s ok, when nothing really is. They focus on their problems, and when they ask me for advice, when I give it to them, they don’t bother asking me, how am I.
They see the outside, cute outfits, or a good makeup, but I’m just like a broken glass, even though sometimes beautiful, still broken.
So, today I realise why I used to go with him, because I knew he didn’t loved me, I knew that it was all physical, no feelings, but It didn’t matter how much that moment lasted, in those minutes, those seconds, at least I felt like someone actually cared about me. So when I lost that, when I had to see the truth, I wasn’t prepared. I thought I could somehow stop time, but it doesn’t work that way, people grow, time passes by, people change and you loose them, and they loose you. You can’t go back in time and just say goodbye. You wish you have act differently, maybe just say the truth, maybe be brave, maybe just scream so loud that everyone
But, this is reality, not book, not a movie, not song. We can’t go back in time, and we can’t change what we did, we just have to learn as we walk this life. Try to do our best, try to be happy, try to love, make mistakes and learn with them, because, even though this life is hard, and it hurts and sometimes you just want to give in, and believe me, I have thought about it, rarely you found a reason to stand and just keep walking. Nobody said this life was easy, but I say it is worth living
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